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      When nothing seems to make sense,

      Who will give them the sun,

      Why not giving it? What worse they have done?

      We should all be more caring,

      We are all human beings,

      In the silence you have me,

      A loving and caring person, that is what we all have to be.

      Cold frozen night

      The wind is loudly knocking on the window,

      It’s the same than in my heart, I just feel so,

      A restless heart is searching for peace, saying “let it go”.

      The wind blows faster, faster and faster,

      Outside there must be a big disaster,

      Just like the pain in my heart that I can’t master.

      My heart just can’t cool down,

      Why the yours I cannot own,

      My heart is broken as if it was thrown.

      You cannot understand what a refusal means in heart,

      You do not know how it feels, thousand broken pieces, apart,

      Your coldness so near, the way I know you so far.

      In my dreams I hold you tight,

      The way to our heart, warm and bright,

      But all I feel now, a cold frozen night.

      This is why I love you so

      When I am so sad, I am afraid of being a little offensive to you, but that is not what I want. I want happiness for you and me. You and me wouldn’t it be perfect? Perfect like the whole universe and we could watch the stars. Stars so bright and warm like the love. Love, that I wish to receive. To Receive only from you. You just do not care about me, like I care about you. You cannot understand my deep sadness, and I feel depressed. Depressed because I love you. I love you, but I am afraid my love is a pressure for you, because we both cannot enjoy it. And there should be no offense. Love has to come from heart. From my heart yes, from your heart NO. Maybe this is why I love you so!

      August 2012

      New start

      One moment, one thought,

      A smile, a kiss,

      That’s what I miss.

      But only one thought,

      And it feels like not coming true,

      You just arrived here, tell me who are you?

      I am a stranger for you, but still you know,

      You see me everyday, but of course I don’t show,

      When I come near, my heart beats quickly and I get shy,

      It’s all about you, please tell me why?

      A secret it is, a secret it will be,

      I am afraid that you don’t like me,

      Will there ever be anything between us,

      Will you pay any attention,

      Is it even worth to mention?

      I have to keep it secret,

      If I want to have a chance,

      But it feels like already lost,

      I’m afraid, you are in another one’s hands,

       and you miss his caring, and forget about me,

      Is it that thing? Will that be?

      I am happy,

      I am sad,

      Confused, mad,

      Just a smile from you,

      And I will smile too,

      But behind my eyes, there’s a different thought of you.

      I just know you for some days, but I don’t get you out of my head,

      Happy, sad, confused and mad.

      Do you think something nice, do you miss me?

      Do you think of somebody else, not caring about me?

      You were talking to him, it means nothing for me,

      But if you will give him your heart, then what will you give me?

      Will I be all alone in the end, or will we break apart,

      It all doesn’t matter,

      It’s just a new start!

      Waiting for you

      Dream, Wish, Warmth, Desire,

      Seeing you, being shy, feeling ashamed,

      Don’t show you my feeling.

      I ask myself what to do?

      Nothing – just waiting for you.

      Far away

      Do I need to think of you?

      Do I need this sorrow?

      If I know you miss me too,

      Is there any tomorrow?

      But maybe you are missing another one,

      Then everything between us might be done,

      The moment under the orange sun,

      The day which brought me so much fun.

      A hug,

      Later you may refuse,

      But wish me good luck,

      And the pain will be reduced.

      I had this chance today

      I had this chance today – to get to know you better, but what do you think after today? Just now, I know I am happy. Of course I am afraid to lose, but at least you paid attention to me. Maybe I should be happier, treasure this luck, and take a chance to get to know you much better. Maybe you secretly like me, you gave me a clue, but maybe it just means friendship and has nothing to do – nothing to do with my secret dream of you! Maybe you just were curious, I just can’t figure out, I gave you a clue, but I didn’t speak out – didn’t speak out the meaning behind it. It is just too early to tell you about it, and if you will agree, maybe other boys will be jealous. If your feeling is strong enough, can you give me more clues, then I will let you know, that I need you. I shouldn’t be too fast, we just have met, and now I had some moments with you. I am so grateful I had this possibility. I never thought that it would be like that, now I think of the future, and I wonder myself, do you have any sympathy or do you feel we are not matching? I am afraid you will tell me we don’t fit, but if you will ask me first, I don’t know if I will accept. But just now I don’t dare to confess to you, and hope you will ask me to be together, then I should accept, because I love you. At first, I didn’t want to believe my feeling, but when I’m with you I just feel good. Maybe tomorrow will show it, but maybe tomorrow nothing will happen. I think you have once paid attention to me today before we met later. It was you who talked to me first today, so I know you want to know me, but what will we be? Should I be more optimistic? Maybe I think so negative, because I just miss you so much. Tomorrow is coming soon, please join my breakfast, and until that time I will surely continue my dream of being with you – just you and me.

      Indestructible Heart

      This morning you didn’t look at me, what does it mean?

      Yesterday’s

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