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      When somebody hurts you, the pain, it stays,

      You struggle with the pain day and night,

      Where is the hope, what can make me delight?

      But no matter how hard you try to make me sad,

      No matter how often you will make me mad,

      Even if you think I’m crazy,

      I fight for my dreams, I never get lazy.

      You brought me feelings like november,

      But even if my heart is broken for a thousand times,

      I secretly can love again,

      But when?

      I will move forward to pursue my dream,

      Nothing can stop me, even if you scream,

      I will get what I deserve, I can have something better,

      So I don’t care about you, it really doesn’t matter.

      Awaiting

      Should I feel happy or should I feel sad,

      The longing in my heart, my secret dream, is it what I will get?

      I told you, but I am still waiting for an answer, and new hope in my heart,

      Awaiting – and still no words from your side, my heart is not yet apart,

      And in a moment I think of you I feel so happy,

      But my heart is still chappy,

      I don’t know what you will say,

      And if you agree, will you stay?

      Awaiting – for two days, it feels like two weeks,

      And knowing you care me brings a color on my cheeks,

      But no answer from you, does it mean you did not receive it?

      Or do you ignore me, and you don’t wanna see it?

      You have to face the truth – now or later,

      But if you let me alone, I’m not going to wait for ya,

      So think of it quickly and tell me soon,

      Because I am ready to love again.

      It’s not your fault

      If you always try your best, but you sometimes get strange reactions from others, it is not always your fault! Some people just don’t care about life or like to be rude to others. You shall go your way anyways, and if somebody hurts you and you can’t do anything without having a disadvantage for yourself then just ignore what the person said and forget the matter. In this way, the person can’t damage you, because forgetting the person is good for your own soul, and not reacting to the person might make him angry, but your soul is in peace. This means the other person is weaker and you are stronger. You need no weapon, no violence. Just win the fight by being yourself and avoid that he makes you angry by using the wisdom of your heart. That makes you always the winner – the silent winner. Even if the other person doesn’t know that he couldn’t make you feel bad, you are the winner because you didn’t give in.

      It’s never too late

      Some things should be kept secret,

      Even if I may regret,

      This thing that you cannot know,

      Because it is me who didn’t show.

      I wonder if you thought the same,

      I never asked, but it’s not to blame,

      Being afraid of coming close is not a shame,

      Finding the right way, that’s the best aim.

      Silent thoughts about the days we had fun,

      About all the happy things we have done,

      If you have had asked, then you would have won,

      It’s not too late, the day will come.

      Some things just don’t want to be spoken out,

      Some things you just can’t say aloud,

      They have to be felt without words,

      But have the meaning like the noises of a big crowd.

      And if you believe in fate, you will know,

      It’s never too late!

      Summer Nights

      The glance of this summer nights will never go away,

      It is something special I will remember everyday.

      It is something I really honour, really treasure,

      Between music and people, a feeling of pleasure,

      A night I enjoyed, no feeling of pressure.

      July 2012

      Today I had a thought of you

      Today I had a thought of you,

      It is not that worth thinking of you,

      I know you have another one,

      And all what happened between us is done.

      You can keep him if you want,

      I don’t care anymore about what you want,

      You abused my trust, you really scared me,

      All the tears I cried in the deep blue sea.

      Not only the memories are left,

      In fact it is only you who left,

      And so you went away,

      I never forced you to stay.

      The biggest luck was being without you,

      I can go a better way in life without you,

      I will show you that I don’t need you,

      And honestly, you don’t need me too.

      Loneliness

      The moon, the silence, no voice, no sound,

      No animal so late, still going around,

      No bird in the leaves, no cat on the ground,

      No water drop from the leaves is falling down.

      The river is silent, no frog shows up,

      So empty the night, so far away the delight,

      Where is the hope when we need it the most,

      Not even an answering voice arose.

      Big lights, many cars, many people,

      Casinos, restaurants, bars, people on the streets,

      He ignores them all, just now, it’s not what he needs,

      He cannot hear them, cannot see them, no one understands.

      And still we all wonder if somebody throws himself in front of a train,

      No one saw him, when there was no light in his heart, but only the rain,

      Everyone ignored, nobody cared, but everyone asks when it’s too late,

      Why did it happen, has this really been his fate?

      Why we ignore the people in need,

      We weren’t by their side when they needed us indeed,

      Who lends them their hand,

      Who gives them a possibility to stand?

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