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said the Big Man, reflecting. "That's right, I suppose; but, then, there's the team to think of, you know."

      They sat for a long time in silence, broken suddenly by the Butcher's voice, not so gruff as usual.

      "Say, Big Man—feeling sort of homesick?"

      No answer.

      "Just a bit?"

      Still no answer. The Butcher looked down, and saw the Big Man struggling desperately to hold in the sobs.

      "Here, none of that, youngster!" he exclaimed in alarm. "Brace up, old man!"

      "I—I'm all right," said the Great Big Man with difficulty. "It's nothing."

      The Butcher patted him on the shoulder, and then drew his arm around the little body. The Big Man put his head down and blubbered, just as though he had been a little fellow, while his companion sat perplexed, wondering what to do or say in the strange situation.

      "So he's a little homesick, is he?" he said lamely.

      "N-o-o," said the Great Big Man, "not just that; it's—it's all the fellows I miss."

      The Butcher was silent. He, too, began to understand that feeling; only he, in his battling pride, resisted fiercely the weakness.

      "You've got an uncle somewhere, haven't you, youngster?" he said gently. "Doesn't he look after you in vacation-time?"

      "I don't miss him," replied the Big Man, shaking his head. Then he pulled himself together and said apologetically: "It's just being left behind that makes me such a damned cry-baby."

      "Youngster," said the Butcher, sternly, "your language is at-rocious. Such words do not sound well in the mouth of a suckling of your size."

      "I didn't mean to," said the Big Man, blushing.

      "You must leave something to grow up for, young man," said the Butcher, profoundly. "Now tell me about that uncle of yours. I don't fancy his silhouette."

      The Great Big Man, thus encouraged, poured out his lonely starved little heart, while the Butcher listened sympathetically, feeling a certain comfort in sitting with his arm around a little fellow-being. Not that he was sensible of giving much comfort; his comments, he felt, were certainly inadequate; nor did he measure in any way up to the situation.

      "Now it's better, eh, Big Man?" he said at last when the little fellow had stopped. "Does you sort of good to talk things out."

      "Oh, yes; thank you, Butcher."

      "All right, then, youngster."

      "All right. I say, you—you don't ever feel that way, do you—homesick, I mean?"

      "Not much."

      "You've got a home, haven't you?"

      "Quite too much, young one. If they fire me, I'll keep away from there. Strike out for myself."

      "Of course, then, it's different."

      "Young one," said the Butcher, suddenly, "that's not quite honest. If I have to clear out of here, it will cut me up con-siderable."

      "Honest?"

      "A fact. I didn't know it before; but it will cut me up to strike out and leave all this behind. I want another chance; and do you know why?"

      "Why?"

      "I'd like to make friends. Oh, I haven't got any real friends, youngster; you needn't shake your head. It's my fault. I know it. You're the first mortal soul who cared what became of me. All the rest are thinking of the team."

      "Now, Butcher——"

      "Don't think I'm crying out!" said the Butcher, in instant alarm. "It's all been up to me. Truth is, I've been too darned proud. But I'd like to get another whack at it."

      "Perhaps you will, Butcher."

      "No, no, there's no reason why I should." The Butcher sat solemnly a moment, flinging pebbles down into the dark tennis courts. Suddenly he said: "Look here, Big Man, I'm going to give you some good advice."

      "All right, Butcher."

      "And I want you to tuck it away in your thinker—savez? You're a nice kid now, a good sort, but you've got a lot of chances for being spoiled. Don't get fresh. Don't get a swelled head just because a lot of the older fellows let you play around. There's nothing so hateful in the sight of God or man as a fresh kid."

      "You don't think——" began the Big Man in dismay.

      "No; you're all right now. You're quiet, and don't tag around, and you're a good sort, darned if you aren't, and that's why I don't want to see you spoiled. Now a straight question: Do you smoke?"

      "Why, that is—well, Butcher, I did try once a puff on Snookers' cigarette."

      "You ought to be spanked!" said the Butcher, angrily. "And when I get hold of Snookers, I'll tan him. The idea of his letting you! Don't you monkey around tobacco yet a while. First of all, it's fresh, and second, you've got to grow. You want to make a team, don't you, while you're here?"

      "O-o-h!" said the Great Big Man with a long sigh.

      "Then just stick to growing, 'Cause you've got work cut out for you there. Now I'm not preachin'; I'm saying that you want to fill out and grow up and do something. Harkee."

      "All right."

      "Cut out Snookers and that gang. Pick out the fellows that count, as you go along, and just remember this, if you forget the rest: if you want to put ducks in Tabby's bed or nail down his desk, do it because you want to do it, not because some other fellow wants you to do it. D'ye hear?"

      "Yes, Butcher."

      "Remember that, youngster; if I'd stuck to it, I'd kept out of a peck of trouble." He reflected a moment and added: "Then I'd study a little. It's not a bad thing, I guess, in the long run, and it gets the masters on your side. And now jump up, and we'll trot home."

      The following night the Big Man, again under his tree, waited for the result of the conference that was going on inside Foundation House between the Doctor and the Butcher and Cap Kiefer. It was long, very long. The minutes went slowly, and it was very dark there, with hardly a light showing in the circle of houses that ordinarily seemed like a procession of lighted ferry-boats. After an interminable hour, the Butcher and Cap came out. He needed no word to tell what their attitudes showed only too plainly: the Butcher was expelled!

      The Big Man waited until the two had passed into the night, and then, with a sudden resolve, went bravely to the doorbell and rang. Before he quite appreciated the audacity of his act, he found himself in the sanctum facing a much-perplexed head master.

      "Doctor, I—I——" The Big Man stopped, overwhelmed by the awful majesty of the Doctor, on whose face still sat the grimness of the past conference.

      "Well, Joshua, what's the matter?" said the head master, relaxing a bit before one of his favorites.

      "Please, sir, I'm a little—a little embarrassed, I'm afraid," said the Great Big Man, desperately.

      "Am I so terrible as all that?" said the Doctor, smiling.

      "Yes, sir—you are," the Big Man replied frankly. Then he said, plunging in, "Doctor, is the Butcher—is Stevens—are you going to—expel him?"

      "That is my painful duty, Joshua," said the Doctor, frowning.

      "Oh, Doctor," said the Big Man all in a breath, "you don't know—you're making a mistake."

      "I am? Why, Joshua?"

      "Because—you don't know. Because the Butcher won't tell you, he's too proud, sir; because he doesn't want to cry out, sir."

      "What do you mean exactly?" said the Doctor in surprise. "Does Stevens know you're here?"

      "Oh, Heavens, no, sir!" said the Big Man in horror.

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