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not seen him or Armine. Indeed, she did not seem to see any one, but she was rather sadly unconscious of her surroundings. The Doctor found himself pitying her, then denying to himself that she merited compassion. With many others, he wondered at her solitude. To sup thus alone in a crowded restaurant was to advertise her ill success in the life she had chosen, her abandonment by man. Why did she do this? He could not then divine, although afterwards he knew. And he was quietly astonished. Just at first he expected that she would presently be joined by some one who was late. But no one came, and no second place was laid at her table.

      Conversation flagged between Armine and him, until the former presently said:

      "I want to introduce you to some one to-night."

      "Yes? Who is it?"

      He asked, but he already knew.

      "Mrs. Chepstow."

      The Doctor was on the verge of saying that he was already acquainted with her, when Armine added:

      "I spoke about you to her, and she told me she had never met you."

      "When was that?"

      "Four days ago, when I was introduced to her, and talked to her for the first time."

      The Doctor did not speak for a minute. Then he said:

      "I shall be delighted to be presented to her."

      Although he was remarkably truthful with his friends, he was always absolutely discreet in his professional capacity. He did not know whether Mrs. Chepstow would wish the fact of her having consulted him about her health to be spoken of. Therefore he did not mention it. And as Armine knew that four days ago Mrs. Chepstow and he were strangers, in not mentioning it he was obliged to leave his friend under the impression that they were strangers still.

      "She is staying in this hotel, and is sitting over there. But of course you know her by sight," said Armine.

      "Oh, yes, I have seen her about."

      "I think you will like her, if you can clear your mind of any prejudices you may have formed against her."

      "Why should I be prejudiced against Mrs. Chepstow?"

      "People are. No one has a good word for her. Both women and men speak ill of her."

      From the tone of Armine's voice Meyer Isaacson knew that this fact had prejudiced him in Mrs. Chepstow's favour. There are some men who are born to defend lost causes, who instinctively turn towards those from whom others are ostentatiously turning away, moved by some secret chivalry which blinds their reason, or by a passion of simple human pity that dominates their hearts and casts a shadow over the brightness of their intellects. Of these men Nigel Armine was one, and Meyer Isaacson knew it. He was not much surprised, therefore, when Armine continued:

      "They see only the surface of things, and judge by what they see. I suppose one ought not to condemn them. But sometimes it's—it's devilish difficult not to condemn cruelty, especially when the cruelty is directed against a woman. Only to-night Mrs. Derringham—and you say she's a good sort of woman—"

      "Very much so."

      "Well, she said to me, 'For such women as Mrs. Chepstow I have no pity, so don't ask it of me, Mr. Armine.' What a confession, Isaacson!"

      "Did she give her reasons?"

      "Oh, yes, she tried to. She said the usual thing."

      "What was that?"

      "She said that Mrs. Chepstow had sold herself body and soul to the Devil for material things; that she was the typical greedy woman."

      "And did she indicate exactly what she meant by the typical greedy woman?"

      "Yes. I will say for her that she was plain-spoken. She said: 'The woman without ideals, without any feeling for home and all that home means, the one man, children, peace found in unselfishness, rest in work for others; the woman who betrays the reputation of her sex by being absolutely concentrated upon herself, and whose desires only extend to the vulgar satisfactions brought by a preposterous expenditure of money on clothes, jewels, yachts, houses, motors, everything that rouses wonder and admiration in utterly second-rate minds.'"

      "There are such women."

      "Perhaps there are. But, my dear Isaacson, one has only to look at Mrs. Chepstow—with unprejudiced eyes, mind you—to see that she could never be one of them. Even if I had never spoken to her, I should know that she must have ideals, could never not have them, whatever her life is, or has been. Physiognomy cannot utterly lie. Look at the line of that face. Don't you see what I mean?"

      They both gazed for a moment at the lonely woman.

      "There is, of course, a certain beauty in Mrs. Chepstow's face," the Doctor said.

      "I am not speaking of beauty; I am speaking of ideality, of purity. Don't you see what I mean? Now, be honest."

      "Yes, I do."

      "Ah!" said Armine.

      The exclamation sounded warmly pleased.

      "But that look, I think, is a question merely of line, and of the way the hair grows. Do you mean to say that you would rather judge a woman by that than by the actions of her life?"

      "No. But I do say that if you examined the life of a woman with a face like that—the real life—you would be certain to find that it had not been devoid of actions such as you would expect, actions illustrating that look of ideality which any one can see. What does Mrs. Derringham really know of Mrs. Chepstow? She is not personally acquainted with her, even. She acknowledged that. She has never spoken to her, and doesn't want to."

      "That scarcely surprises me, I confess," the Doctor remarked.

      There was a definite dryness in his tone, and Armine noticed it.

      "You are prejudiced, I see," he said.

      In his voice there was a sound of disappointment.

      "I don't exactly know why, but I have always looked upon you as one of the most fair-minded, broad-minded men I have met, Isaacson," he said. "Not as one of those who must always hunt with the hounds."

      "The question is, What is prejudice? The facts of a life are facts, and cannot leave one wholly uninfluenced for or against the liver of the life. If I see a man beating a dog because it has licked his hand, I draw the inference that he is cruel. Would you say that I am narrow-minded in doing so? If one does not judge men and women by their actions, by what is one to judge them? Perhaps you will say, 'Don't judge them at all.' But it is impossible not to form opinions on people, and every time one forms an opinion one passes a secret judgment. Isn't it so?"

      "I think feeling enters into the matter. Often one gets an immediate impression, before one knows anything about the facts of a life. The facts may seem to give that impression the lie. But is it wrong? I think very often not. I remember once I heard a woman, and a clever woman, say of a man whom she knew intimately, 'They accuse him of such and such an act. Well, if I saw him commit it, I would not believe he had done it!' Absurd, you will say. And yet is it so absurd? In front of the real man may there not be a false man, is there not often a false man, like a mask over a face? And doesn't the false man do things that the real man condemns? I would often rather judge with my heart than with my eyes, Isaacson—yes, I would. That woman said a fine thing when she said that, and she was not absurd, though every one who heard her laughed at her. When one gets what one calls an impression, one's heart is speaking, is saying, 'This is the truth.' And I believe the heart, without reasoning, knows what the truth is."

      "And if two people get diametrically different impressions of the same person? What then? That sometimes happens, you know."

      "I don't believe you and I could ever get diametrically different impressions of a person," said Armine, looking at Mrs. Chepstow; "and to-night I can't bother myself about the rest of the world."

      "Don't you think hearts can be stupid as well as heads? I do. I think people can be muddle-hearted

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