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hemmed the edges of her garments with silver.

      "In truth the earth is fair and all that is upon her is fair.

      "But there is a kingdom beyond all that you behold, and therein I shall rule. And if it is your choice, and if it is indeed your desire, you too shall come and rule with me.

      "My face and your faces shall not be masked; our hand shall hold neither sword nor sceptre, and our subjects shall love us in peace and shall not be in fear of us."

      Thus spoke Jesus, and unto all the kingdoms of the earth I was blinded, and unto all the cities of walls and towers; and it was in my heart to follow the Master to His kingdom.

      Then just at that moment Judas of Iscariot stepped forth. And he walked up to Jesus, and spoke and said, "Behold, the kingdoms of the world are vast, and behold the cities of David and Solomon shall prevail against the Romans. If you will be the king of the Jews we shall stand beside you with sword and shield and we shall overcome the alien."

      But when Jesus heard this He turned upon Judas, and His face was filled with wrath. And He spoke in a voice terrible as the thunder of the sky and He said, "Get you behind me, Satan. Think you that I came down the years to rule an ant-hill for a day?

      "My throne is a throne beyond your vision. Shall he whose wings encircle the earth seek shelter in a nest abandoned and forgotten?

      "Shall the living be honoured and exalted by the wearer of shrouds?"

      "My kingdom is not of this earth, and my seat is not builded upon the skulls of your ancestors.

      "If you seek aught save the kingdom of the spirit then it were better for you to leave me here, and go down to the caves of your dead, where the crowned heads of yore hold court in their tombs and may still be bestowing honours upon the bones of your forefathers.

      "Dare you tempt me with a crown of dross, when my forehead seeks the Pleiades, or else your thorns?

      "Were it not for a dream dreamed by a forgotten race I would not suffer your sun to rise upon my patience, nor your moon to throw my shadow across your path.

      "Were it not for a mother's desire I would have stripped me of the swaddling-clothes and escaped back to space.

      "And were it not for sorrow in all of you I would not have stayed to weep.

      "Who are you and what are you, Judas Iscariot? And why do you tempt me?

      "Have you in truth weighed me in the scale and found me one to lead legions of pygmies, and to direct chariots of the shapeless against an enemy that encamps only in your hatred and marches nowhere but in your fear?

      "Too many are the worms that crawl about me feet, and I will give them no battle. I am weary of the jest, and weary of pitying the creepers who deem me coward because I will not move among their guarded walls and towers.

      "Pity it is that I must needs pity to the very end. Would that I could turn my steps towards a larger world where larger men dwell. But how shall I?

      "Your priest and your emperor would have my blood. They shall be satisfied ere I go hence. I would not change the course of the law. And I would not govern folly.

      "Let ignorance reproduce itself until it is weary of its own offspring.

      "Let the blind lead the blind to the pitfall.

      "And let the dead bury the dead till the earth be choked with its own bitter fruit.

      "My kingdom is not of the earth. My kingdom shall be where two or three of you shall meet in love, and in wonder at the loveliness of life, and in good cheer, and in remembrance of me."

      Then of a sudden He turned to Judas, and He said, "Get you behind me, man. Your kingdoms shall never be in my kingdom."

      And now it was twilight, and He turned to us and said, "Let us go down. The night is upon us. Let us walk in light while the light is with us."

      Then He went down from the hills and we followed Him. And Judas followed afar off.

      And when we reached the lowland it was night.

      And Thomas, the son of Diophanes, said unto Him, "Master, it is dark now, and we can no longer see the way. If it is in your will, lead us to the lights of yonder village where we may find meat and shelter."

      And Jesus answered Thomas, and He said, "I have led you to the heights when you were hungry, and I have brought you down to the plains with a greater hunger. But I cannot stay with you this night. I would be alone."

      Then Simon Peter stepped forth, and said:

      Master, suffer us not to go alone in the dark. Grant that we may stay with you even here on this byway. The night and the shadows of the night will not linger, and the morning shall soon find us if you will but stay with us."

      And Jesus answered, "This night the foxes shall have their holes, and the birds of the air their nests, but the Son of Man has not where on earth to lay His head. And indeed I would now be alone. Should you desire me you will find me again by the lake where I found you."

      Then we walked away from Him with heavy hearts, for it was not in our will to leave Him.

      Many times did we stop and turn our faces towards Him, and we saw him in lonely majesty, moving westward.

      The only man among us who did not turn to behold Him in His aloneness was Judas Iscariot.

      And from that day Judas became sullen and distant. And methought there was danger in the sockets of his eyes.

       Anna The Mother of Mary: On The Birth Of Jesus

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      Jesus the son of my daughter, was born here in Nazareth in the month of January. And the night that Jesus was born we were visited by men from the East. They were Persians who came to Esdraelon with the caravans of the Midianites on their way to Egypt. And because they did not find rooms at the inn they sought shelter in our house.

      And I welcomed them and I said, "My daughter has given birth to a son this night. Surely you will forgive me if I do not serve you as it behoves a hostess."

      Then they thanked me for giving them shelter. And after they had supped they said to me: "We would see the new-born."

      Now the Son of Mary was beautiful to behold, and she too was comely.

      And when the Persians beheld Mary and her babe, they took gold and silver from their bags, and myrrh and frankincense, and laid them all at the feet of the child.

      Then they fell down and prayed in a strange tongue which we did not understand.

      And when I led them to the bedchamber prepared for them they walked as if they were in awe at what they had seen.

      When morning was come they left us and followed the road to Egypt.

      But at parting they spoke to me and said, "The child is not but a day old, yet we have seen the light of our God in His eyes and the smile of our God upon His mouth.

      "We bid you protect Him that He may protect you all."

      And so saying, they mounted their camels and we saw them no more.

      Now Mary seemed not so much joyous in her first-born, as full of wonder and surprise.

      She would look upon her babe, and then turn her face to the window and gaze far away into the sky as if she saw visions.

      And there were valleys between her heart and mine.

      And the child grew in body and in spirit, and He was different from other children. He was aloof and hard to govern, and I could not lay my hand upon Him.

      But He was beloved by everyone in Nazareth, and in my heart I knew why.

      Oftentimes He would take away our food to give to the passer-by.

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