LITMIR.BIZ

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Let three days go by, and see me again."

      She seemed to reflect upon it. In truth she was debating whether to persevere in honesty, or to spare her nerves with dissimulation. A promise to wait three days would set her free forthwith; the temptation was great. But something in her had more constraining power.

      "If I pretended to agree, I should be ashamed of myself. I should have passed from error into baseness. You would have a right to despise me; as it is, you have only a right to be angry."

      As though the word acted upon his mood, Arnold sprang forward from the chair, fell upon one knee close beside her, and grasped her hands. Irene instinctively threw herself back, looking frightened; but she did not attempt to rise. His face was hot-coloured, his eyes shone unpleasantly; but before he spoke, his lips parted in a laugh.

      "Are you one of the women," he said, "who have to be conquered? I didn't think so. You seemed so reasonable."

      "Do you dream of conquering a woman who cannot love you?"

      "I refuse to believe it. I recall your own words."

      He made a movement to pass one arm about her waist.

      "No! After what I have said----!"

      Her hands being free, she sprang up and broke away from him. Arnold rose more slowly, his look lowered with indignation. Eyes bent on the ground, hands behind him, he stood mute.

      "Must I leave you?" said Irene, when she could steady her voice.

      "That is my dismissal?"

      "If you cannot listen to me, and believe me--yes."

      "All things considered, you are a little severe."

      "You put yourself in the wrong. However unjust I have been to you, I can't atone by permitting what you call conquest. No, I assure you, I am _not_ one of those women."

      His eyes were now fixed upon her; his lips announced a new determination, set as they were in the lines of resentful dignity.

      "Let me put the state of things before you," he said in his softest tones, just touched with irony. "The fact of our engagement has been published. Our marriage is looked for by a host of friends and acquaintances, and even by the mere readers of the newspapers. All but at the last moment, on a caprice, an impulse you do not pretend to justify to one's intelligence, you declare it is all at an end. Pray, how do you propose to satisfy natural curiosity about such a strange event?"

      "I take all the blame. I make it known that I have behaved--unreasonably; if you will disgracefully."

      "That word," replied Jacks, faintly smiling, "has a meaning in this connection which you would hardly care to reflect upon. Take it that you have said this to your friends: what do _I_ say to _mine_?"

      Irene could not answer.

      "I have a pleasant choice," he pursued. "I can keep silence--which would mean scandal, affecting both of us, according to people's disposition. Or I can say with simple pathos, 'Miss Derwent begged me to release her.' Neither alternative is agreeable to me. It may be unchivalrous. Possibly another man would beg to be allowed to sacrifice his reputation, to ensure your quiet release. To be frank with you, I value my reputation, I value my chances in life. I have no mind to make myself appear worse than I am."

      Irene had sunk into her chair again. As he talked, Jacks moved to a sofa near her, and dropped on to the end of it.

      "Surely there is a way," began the girl's voice, profoundly troubled. "We could let it be known, first of all, that the marriage was postponed. Then--there would be less talk afterwards."

      He leaned towards her, upon his elbow.

      "It interests me--your quiet assumption that my feelings count for nothing."

      Irene reddened. She was conscious of having ignored that aspect of the matter, and dreaded to have to speak of it. For the revelation made to her of late taught her that, whatever Arnold Jacks' idea of love might be, it was not hers. Yet perhaps in his way, he loved her--the way which had found expression a few minutes ago.

      "I can only repeat that I am ashamed."

      "If you would grant me some explanation," Jacks resumed, with his most positive air, that of the born man of business. "Don't be afraid of hurting my sensibilities. Have I committed myself in any way?"

      "It is a change in myself--I was too hasty--I reflected afterwards instead of before----"

      "Forgive me if I make the most of that admission. Your hastiness was certainly not my fault. I did not unduly press you; there was no importunity. Such being the case, don't you think I may suggest that you ought to bear the consequences? I can't--I really can't think them so dreadful."

      Irene kept silence, her face bent and averted.

      "Many a girl has gone through what you feel now, but I doubt whether ever one before acted like this. They kept their word; it was a point of honour."

      "I know; it is true." She forced herself to look at him. "And the result was lives of misery--dishonour--tragedies."

      "Oh, come now----"

      "You _dare_ not contradict me!" Her eyes flashed; she let her feeling have its way. "As a man of the world, you know the meaning of such marriages, and what they may, what they do often, come to. A girl hears of such facts--realises them too late. You smile. No, I don't want to talk for effect; it isn't my way. All I mean is that I, like so many girls who have never been in love, accepted an offer of marriage on the wrong grounds, and came to feel my mistake--who knows how?--not long after. What you are asking me to do, is to pay for the innocent error with my life. The price is too great. You speak of your feelings; they are not so strong as to justify such a demand--And there's another thought that surely must have entered your mind. Knowing that I feel it impossible to marry you, how can you still, with any shadow of self-respect, urge me to do so? Is your answer, again, fear of what people will say? That seems to me more than cowardice. How strange that an honourable man doesn't see it so!"

      Jacks abandoned his easy posture, sat straight, and fixed upon her a look of masculine disdain.

      "I simply don't believe in the impossibility of your becoming my wife."

      "Then talk is useless. I can only tell you the truth, and reclaim my liberty."

      "It's a question of time. You wouldn't--well, say you couldn't marry me to-morrow. A month hence you would be willing. Because you suffer from a passing illusion, I am to unsettle all my arrangements, and face an intolerable humiliation. The thing is impossible."

      With vast relief Irene heard him return upon this note, and strike it so violently. She felt no more compunction. The man was finally declared to her, and she could hold her own against him. Her headache had grown fierce; her mouth was dry; shudders of hot and cold ran through her. The struggle must end soon.

      "I am forgetting hospitality," she said, with sudden return to her ordinary voice. "You would like tea."

      Arnold waved his hand contemptuously.

      "No?--Then let us understand each other in the fewest possible words."

      "Good." He smiled, a smile which seemed to tighten every muscle of his face. "I decline to release you from your promise."

      She could meet his gaze, and did so as she answered with cold collectedness:

      "I am very sorry. I think it unworthy of you."

      "I shall make no change whatever in my arrangements. Our marriage will take place on the day appointed."

      "That can hardly be, Mr. Jacks, if the bride is not there."

      "Miss Derwent, the bride

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