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you have known her a long time?’

      ‘All her life. We used to meet every day in London, when she and my sister were two madcaps together, playing endless wild pranks. We used to tell her she ruled the governesses, and no one could control her—nor can—’

      ‘But she is very good,’ repeated Violet, puzzled.

      ‘Ah! she took a serious turn at about fourteen, and carried it out in her own peculiar way. She has worked out a great deal for herself, without much guidance. She has a standard of her own, and she will not acknowledge a duty if she does not intend to practise it.’

      ‘I don’t understand,’ said Violet. ‘I thought if one saw a duty one must try to practise it.’

      ‘I wish all the world went upon your principles’ said Miss Gardner, with a sigh. ‘I am afraid you will find many not half so consistent with their own views as yourself, or Theodora.’

      ‘Oh! of course one must fail,’ said Violet. ‘One cannot do half one means, but Theodora seems so strong and resolute.’

      ‘Ay, no one has been able to cope with her, not even Mrs. Nesbit; who, as a kindred spirit, might have had a chance!’

      ‘Mrs. Nesbit has had a great deal to do with her education?’

      ‘I dare say you have found out the real head of the family. I see you are very acute, as well as very guarded.’

      ‘Oh dear! I hope I have said nothing I ought not,’ cried Violet, in a fright.

      ‘No, indeed, far from it. I was admiring your caution.’

      Violet thought she had done wrong in betraying her dislike; she knew not how; and trying to ascribe all to shyness, said, ‘It was so strange and new; I have never been out till now.’

      ‘Yes, if you will allow me to say so, I thought you got on admirably, considering how trying the situation was.’

      ‘Oh! I was very much frightened; but they are very kind—Mr. Martindale especially.’

      ‘Poor Mr. Martindale! I wish he could recover his spirits. He has never held up his head since Miss Fotheringham’s death. He is an admirable person, but it is melancholy to see him spending his life in that lonely manner.’

      ‘It is, indeed. I often wish anything would cheer him!’

      ‘All the family are devoted to him, if that would comfort him. It is the only point where Lady Martindale is not led by her aunt, that she almost worships him!’

      ‘I thought Mrs. Nesbit was fond of him.’

      ‘Did you ever hear that Percy Fotheringham once said of her, “That woman is a good hater”? She detested the Fotheringham family, and Mr. Martindale, for his engagement. No, he is out of her power, and she cannot endure him; besides, he is a rival authority—his father listens to him.’

      ‘I suppose Mrs. Nesbit is very clever.’

      ‘She has been one of the cleverest women on earth. She formed her niece, made the match, forced her forward into the very highest society—never were such delightful parties—the best music—every lion to be met with—Lady Martindale herself at once a study for beauty, and a dictionary of arts and sciences—Mrs. Nesbit so agreeable. Ah! you cannot judge of her quite, she is passee, broken, and aged, and, poor thing! is querulous at feeling the loss of her past powers; but there used to be a brilliance and piquancy in her conversation that has become something very different now.’

      Violet thought it most prudent only to remark on Lady Martindale’s varied accomplishments.

      ‘She has carried them on much longer than usual. People generally give them up when they marry, but she has gone on. I am not sure whether it was the wisest course. There is much to be said on both sides. And I have sometimes thought Theodora might have been a little less determined and eccentric, if she had not been left so much to governesses, and if her affections had had more scope for development.’

      Theodora came in, and Violet blushed guiltily, as if she had been talking treason.

      Miss Gardner’s object in life, for the present, might be said to be to pick up amusement, and go about making visits; the grander the people the better, adapting herself to every one, and talking a sort of sensible scandal, with a superior air of regret; obtaining histories at one house to be detailed at another, and thus earning the character of being universally intimate. The sentiments of the young bride of Martindale had been, throughout her visit, matter of curiosity; and even this tete-a-tete left them guess work. Theodora’s were not so difficult of discovery; for, though Jane had never been the same favourite with her as her more impetuous sister, she had, by her agreeable talk and show of sympathy, broken down much of the hedge of thorns with which Theodora guarded her feelings.

      ‘I have been talking to Mrs. Martindale,’ Jane began, as they went up-stairs together. ‘She is a graceful young thing, and Georgina and I will call on her in London. Of course they will be settled there.’

      ‘I don’t know,’ said Theodora. ‘A notion has been started of his leaving the Guards, and their coming to live at the cottage at Brogden.’

      ‘Indeed!’ exclaimed Miss Gardner.

      ‘It is not settled, so don’t mention it. I doubt how it would answer to set Arthur down with nothing to do.’

      ‘I doubt, indeed! I have seen a good deal of families living close together.’

      ‘Nothing shall make me quarrel with Arthur, or his wife. You smile, but it needs no magnanimity to avoid disputes with anything so meek and gentle.’

      ‘You can’t judge of her; a girl of sixteen in a house full of strangers! Give her a house of her own, and she will soon learn that she is somebody. As long as your eldest brother is unmarried, she will expect to be looked upon as the wife of the heir. She will take offence, and your brother will resent it.’

      ‘And there will be discussions about her,’ said Theodora.

      ‘Depend upon it, ‘tis easier to keep the peace at a distance. Fancy the having to call for her whenever you go out to dinner. And oh! imagine the father, mother, and half-dozen sisters that will be always staying there.’

      ‘No, Arthur has not married the whole family, and never means them to come near her.’

      ‘There are two words to that question,’ said Miss Gardner, smiling. ‘Quiet as she seems now, poor thing she has a character of her own, I can see, and plenty of discernment. To be so guarded, as she is, at her age, shows some resolution.’

      ‘Guarded! has she been saying anything?’

      ‘No, she is extremely prudent.’

      ‘Inferring it, then,’ exclaimed Theodora. ‘Well, her expectations must be high, if she is not satisfied; one comfort is, the Brogden scheme is only John’s and papa’s. My aunt can’t bear it, because it seems quite to give up the chance of John’s marrying.’

      ‘Well, Georgina and I will do the best we can for her. I suppose you wish it to be understood that you approve.’

      ‘Of course: you can say everything with truth that the world cares for. She is pleasing, and amiable, and all that.’

      ‘She will be extremely admired.’

      ‘And her head so much turned as to ruin all the sense there may be in it! I hate the thought of it, and of what is to become of Arthur when he wakes from his trance.’

      ‘He will find that he has a sister,’ said Jane, who had learnt that this was the secret of consolation; and, accordingly, a softer ‘Poor Arthur!’ followed.

      ‘And will you write, dear Theodora?’

      ‘I don’t promise. I hardly ever write letters.’

      ‘And you will not send your love to poor Georgina?’

      ‘I forgive her for having pained and disappointed me. I hope she will be happy, but I am very much afraid she has not gone

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