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me regarded the fact that I wrote as a great impertinence. I admitted these things, and in defence merely builded a maxim that stated that each wise man in this world is concealed amid some twenty thousand fools. If you have eyes for mathematics, this conclusion should interest you. Meanwhile I created a gigantic dignity, and when men saw this dignity and heard that I was a literary man they respected me. I concluded that the simple campaign of existence for me was to delude the populace, or as much of it as would look at me. I did. I do. And now I can make myself quite happy concocting sneers about it. Others may do as they please, but as for me," he concluded ferociously, "I shall never disclose to anybody that an acrobat, a trained bear of the magazines, a juggler of comic paragraphs, is not a priceless pearl of art and philosophy."

      "I don't believe a word of it is true," said Miss Worcester.

      "What do you expect of autobiography?" demanded Hollanden, with asperity.

      "Well, anyhow, Hollie," exclaimed the younger sister, "you didn't explain a thing about how literary men came to be so peculiar, and that's what you started out to do, you know."

      "Well," said Hollanden crossly, "you must never expect a man to do what he starts to do, Millicent. And besides," he went on, with the gleam of a sudden idea in his eyes, "literary men are not peculiar, anyhow."

      The elder Worcester girl looked angrily at him. "Indeed? Not you, of course, but the others."

      "They are all asses," said Hollanden genially.

      The elder Worcester girl reflected. "I believe you try to make us think and then just tangle us up purposely!"

      The younger Worcester girl reflected. "You are an absurd old thing, you know, Hollie!"

      Hollanden climbed offendedly from the great weather-beaten stone. "Well, I shall go and see that the men have not spilled the luncheon while breaking their necks over these rocks. Would you like to have it spread here, Mrs. Fanhall? Never mind consulting the girls. I assure you I shall spend a great deal of energy and temper in bullying them into doing just as they please. Why, when I was in Brussels——"

      "Oh, come now, Hollie, you never were in Brussels, you know," said the younger Worcester girl.

      "What of that, Millicent?" demanded Hollanden. "This is autobiography."

      "Well, I don't care, Hollie. You tell such whoppers."

      With a gesture of despair he again started away; whereupon the Worcester girls shouted in chorus, "Oh, I say, Hollie, come back! Don't be angry. We didn't mean to tease you, Hollie—really, we didn't!"

      "Well, if you didn't," said Hollanden, "why did you——"

      The elder Worcester girl was gazing fixedly at the top of the cliff. "Oh, there they are! I wonder why they don't come down?"

      CHAPTER VI.

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      Stanley, the setter, walked to the edge of the precipice and, looking over at the falls, wagged his tail in friendly greeting. He was braced warily, so that if this howling white animal should reach up a hand for him he could flee in time.

      The girl stared dreamily at the red-stained crags that projected from the pines of the hill across the stream. Hawker lazily aimed bits of moss at the oblivious dog and missed him.

      "It must be fine to have something to think of beyond just living," said the girl to the crags.

      "I suppose you mean art?" said Hawker.

      "Yes, of course. It must be finer, at any rate, than the ordinary thing."

      He mused for a time. "Yes. It is—it must be," he said. "But then—I'd rather just lie here."

      The girl seemed aggrieved. "Oh, no, you wouldn't. You couldn't stop. It's dreadful to talk like that, isn't it? I always thought that painters were——"

      "Of course. They should be. Maybe they are. I don't know. Sometimes I am. But not to-day."

      "Well, I should think you ought to be so much more contented than just ordinary people. Now, I——"

      "You!" he cried—"you are not 'just ordinary people.'"

      "Well, but when I try to recall what I have thought about in my life, I can't remember, you know. That's what I mean."

      "You shouldn't talk that way," he told her.

      "But why do you insist that life should be so highly absorbing for me?"

      "You have everything you wish for," he answered, in a voice of deep gloom.

      "Certainly not. I am a woman."

      "But——"

      "A woman, to have everything she wishes for, would have to be Providence. There are some things that are not in the world."

      "Well, what are they?" he asked of her.

      "That's just it," she said, nodding her head, "no one knows. That's what makes the trouble."

      "Well, you are very unreasonable."

      "What?"

      "You are very unreasonable. If I were you—an heiress——"

      The girl flushed and turned upon him angrily.

      "Well!" he glowered back at her. "You are, you know. You can't deny it."

      She looked at the red-stained crags. At last she said, "You seemed really contemptuous."

      "Well, I assure you that I do not feel contemptuous. On the contrary, I am filled with admiration. Thank Heaven, I am a man of the world. Whenever I meet heiresses I always have the deepest admiration." As he said this he wore a brave hang-dog expression. The girl surveyed him coldly from his chin to his eyebrows. "You have a handsome audacity, too."

      He lay back in the long grass and contemplated the clouds.

      "You should have been a Chinese soldier of fortune," she said.

      He threw another little clod at Stanley and struck him on the head.

      "You are the most scientifically unbearable person in the world," she said.

      Stanley came back to see his master and to assure himself that the clump on the head was not intended as a sign of serious displeasure. Hawker took the dog's long ears and tried to tie them into a knot.

      "And I don't see why you so delight in making people detest you," she continued.

      Having failed to make a knot of the dog's ears, Hawker leaned back and surveyed his failure admiringly. "Well, I don't," he said.

      "You do."

      "No, I don't."

      "Yes, you do. You just say the most terrible things as if you positively enjoyed saying them."

      "Well, what did I say, now? What did I say?"

      "Why, you said that you always had the most extraordinary admiration for heiresses whenever you met them."

      "Well, what's wrong with that sentiment?" he said. "You can't find fault with that!"

      "It is utterly detestable."

      "Not at all," he answered sullenly. "I consider it a tribute—a graceful tribute."

      Miss Fanhall arose and went forward to the edge of the cliff. She became absorbed in the falls. Far below her a bough of a hemlock drooped to the water, and each swirling, mad wave caught it and made it nod—nod—nod. Her back was half turned toward Hawker.

      After a time Stanley, the dog, discovered some ants scurrying in the moss, and he at once began to watch them and wag his tail.

      "Isn't it curious," observed Hawker, "how an animal as large as a dog will sometimes be so entertained by the very smallest things?"

      Stanley pawed gently

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