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his life in a spirit of furious indifference to it; he must desire life like water and yet drink death like wine. No philosopher, I fancy, has ever expressed this romantic riddle with adequate lucidity, and I certainly have not done so. But Christianity has done more: it has marked the limits of it in the awful graves of the suicide and the hero, showing the distance between him who dies for the sake of living and him who dies for the sake of dying. And it has held up ever since above the European lances the banner of the mystery of chivalry: the Christian courage which is a disdain of death; not the Chinese courage which is a disdain of life.

      'Orthodoxy.'

      JANUARY 4th

      The fact is that purification and austerity are even more necessary for the appreciation of life and laughter than for anything else. To let no bird fly past unnoticed, to spell patiently the stones and weeds, to have the mind a storehouse of sunsets, requires a discipline in pleasure and an education in gratitude.

      'Twelve Types.'

      JANUARY 5th

      We have people who represent that all great historic motives were economic, and then have to howl at the top of their voices in order to induce the modern democracy to act on economic motives. The extreme Marxian politicians in England exhibit themselves as a small, heroic minority, trying vainly to induce the world to do what, according to their theory, the world always does.

      'Tremendous Trifles.'

      JANUARY 6th

      THE FEAST OF THE EPIPHANY

      THE WISE MEN

      Step softly, under snow or rain,

       To find the place where men can pray;

       The way is all so very plain,

       That we may lose the way.

      Oh, we have learnt to peer and pore

       On tortured puzzles from our youth.

       We know all labyrinthine lore,

       We are the three Wise Men of yore,

       And we know all things but the truth.

      Go humbly … it has hailed and snowed …

       With voices low and lanterns lit,

       So very simple is the road,

       That we may stray from it.

      The world grows terrible and white,

       And blinding white the breaking day,

       We walk bewildered in the light,

       For something is too large for sight,

       And something much too plain to say.

      The Child that was ere worlds begun

       (… We need but walk a little way …

       We need but see a latch undone …),

       The Child that played with moon and sun

       Is playing with a little hay.

      The house from which the heavens are fed,

       The old strange house that is our own,

       Where tricks of words are never said,

       And Mercy is as plain as bread,

       And Honour is as hard as stone.

      Go humbly; humble are the skies,

       And low and large and fierce the Star,

       So very near the Manger lies,

       That we may travel far.

      Hark! Laughter like a lion wakes

       To roar to the resounding plain,

       And the whole heaven shouts and shakes,

       For God Himself is born again;

       And we are little children walking

       Through the snow and rain.

       'Daily News.'

      JANUARY 7th

      The idea of private property universal but private, the idea of families free but still families, of domesticity democratic but still domestic, of one man one house—this remains the real vision and magnet of mankind. The world may accept something more official and general, less human and intimate. But the world will be like a broken-hearted woman who makes a humdrum marriage because she may not make a happy one; Socialism may be the world's deliverance, but it is not the world's desire.

      'What's Wrong with the World.'

      JANUARY 8th

      The dipsomaniac and the abstainer are not only both mistaken, but they both make the same mistake. They both regard wine as a drug and not as a drink.

      'George Bernard Shaw.'

      JANUARY 9th

      The thing from which England suffers just now more than from any other evil is not the assertion of falsehoods, but the endless and irrepressible repetition of half-truths.

      'G. F Watts.'

      JANUARY 10th

      It is amusing to notice that many of the moderns, whether sceptics or mystics, have taken as their sign a certain eastern symbol, which is the very symbol of this ultimate nullity. When they wish to represent eternity, they represent it by a serpent with its tail in its mouth. There is a startling sarcasm in the image of that very unsatisfactory meal. The eternity of the material fatalists, the eternity of the eastern pessimists, the eternity of the supercilious theosophists and higher scientists of to-day is, indeed, very well presented by a serpent eating its tail—a degraded animal who destroys even himself.

      'Orthodoxy.'

      JANUARY 11th

      Variability is one of the virtues of a woman. It obviates the crude requirements of polygamy. If you have one good wife you are sure to have a spiritual harem.

      'Daily News.'

      JANUARY 12th

      We must not have King Midas represented as an example of success; he was a failure of an unusually painful kind. Also, he had the ears of an ass. Also (like most other prominent and wealthy persons), he endeavoured to conceal the fact. It was his barber (if I remember right) who had to be treated on a confidential footing with regard to this peculiarity; and his barber, instead of behaving like a go-ahead person of the succeed-at-all-costs school and trying to blackmail King Midas, went away and whispered this splendid piece of society scandal to the reeds, who enjoyed it enormously. It is said that they also whispered it as the winds swayed them to and fro. I look reverently at the portrait of Lord Rothschild; I read reverently about the exploits of Mr. Vanderbilt. I know that I cannot turn everything I touch to gold; but then I also know that I have never tried, having a preference for other substances—such as grass and good wine. I know that these people have certainly succeeded in something; that they have certainly overcome somebody; I know that they are kings in a sense that no men were ever kings before; that they create markets and bestride continents. Yet it always seems to me that there is some small domestic fact that they are hiding, and I have sometimes thought I heard upon the wind the laughter and whisper of the reeds.

      'All Things Considered.'

      JANUARY 13th

      The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting. It has been found difficult; and left untried.

      'What's Wrong with the World.'

      JANUARY 14th

      The old masters of a healthy madness—Aristophanes or Rabelais or Shakespeare—doubtless had many brushes with the precisians or ascetics of their day, but we cannot but feel that for honest severity and consistent self-maceration they would always have had respect. But what abysses of scorn, inconceivable to

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