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      He waked up late next day after a broken sleep. But his sleep had not refreshed him; he waked up bilious, irritable, ill-tempered, and looked with hatred at his room. It was a tiny cupboard of a room about six paces in length. It had a poverty-stricken appearance with its dusty yellow paper peeling off the walls, and it was so low-pitched that a man of more than average height was ill at ease in it and felt every moment that he would knock his head against the ceiling. The furniture was in keeping with the room: there were three old chairs, rather rickety; a painted table in the corner on which lay a few manuscripts and books; the dust that lay thick upon them showed that they had been long untouched. A big clumsy sofa occupied almost the whole of one wall and half the floor space of the room; it was once covered with chintz, but was now in rags and served Raskolnikov as a bed. Often he went to sleep on it, as he was, without undressing, without sheets, wrapped in his old student’s overcoat, with his head on one little pillow, under which he heaped up all the linen he had, clean and dirty, by way of a bolster. A little table stood in front of the sofa.

      It would have been difficult to sink to a lower ebb of disorder, but to Raskolnikov in his present state of mind this was positively agreeable. He had got completely away from everyone, like a tortoise in its shell, and even the sight of a servant girl who had to wait upon him and looked sometimes into his room made him writhe with nervous irritation. He was in the condition that overtakes some monomaniacs entirely concentrated upon one thing. His landlady had for the last fortnight given up sending him in meals, and he had not yet thought of expostulating with her, though he went without his dinner. Nastasya, the cook and only servant, was rather pleased at the lodger’s mood and had entirely given up sweeping and doing his room, only once a week or so she would stray into his room with a broom. She waked him up that day.

      “Get up, why are you asleep?” she called to him. “It’s past nine, I have brought you some tea; will you have a cup? I should think you’re fairly starving?”

      Raskolnikov opened his eyes, started and recognised Nastasya.

      “From the landlady, eh?” he asked, slowly and with a sickly face sitting up on the sofa.

      “From the landlady, indeed!”

      She set before him her own cracked teapot full of weak and stale tea and laid two yellow lumps of sugar by the side of it.

      “Here, Nastasya, take it please,” he said, fumbling in his pocket (for he had slept in his clothes) and taking out a handful of coppers—“run and buy me a loaf. And get me a little sausage, the cheapest, at the pork-butcher’s.”

      “The loaf I’ll fetch you this very minute, but wouldn’t you rather have some cabbage soup instead of sausage? It’s capital soup, yesterday’s. I saved it for you yesterday, but you came in late. It’s fine soup.”

      When the soup had been brought, and he had begun upon it, Nastasya sat down beside him on the sofa and began chatting. She was a country peasant-woman and a very talkative one.

      “Praskovya Pavlovna means to complain to the police about you,” she said.

      He scowled.

      “To the police? What does she want?”

      “You don’t pay her money and you won’t turn out of the room. That’s what she wants, to be sure.”

      “The devil, that’s the last straw,” he muttered, grinding his teeth, “no, that would not suit me... just now. She is a fool,” he added aloud. “I’ll go and talk to her to-day.”

      “Fool she is and no mistake, just as I am. But why, if you are so clever, do you lie here like a sack and have nothing to show for it? One time you used to go out, you say, to teach children. But why is it you do nothing now?”

      “I am doing...” Raskolnikov began sullenly and reluctantly.

      “What are you doing?”

      “Work...”

      “What sort of work?”

      “I am thinking,” he answered seriously after a pause.

      Nastasya was overcome with a fit of laughter. She was given to laughter and when anything amused her, she laughed inaudibly, quivering and shaking all over till she felt ill.

      “And have you made much money by your thinking?” she managed to articulate at last.

      “One can’t go out to give lessons without boots. And I’m sick of it.”

      “Don’t quarrel with your bread and butter.”

      “They pay so little for lessons. What’s the use of a few coppers?” he answered, reluctantly, as though replying to his own thought.

      “And you want to get a fortune all at once?”

      He looked at her strangely.

      “Yes, I want a fortune,” he answered firmly, after a brief pause.

      “Don’t be in such a hurry, you quite frighten me! Shall I get you the loaf or not?”

      “As you please.”

      “Ah, I forgot! A letter came for you yesterday when you were out.”

      “A letter? for me! from whom?”

      “I can’t say. I gave three copecks of my own to the postman for it. Will you pay me back?”

      “Then bring it to me, for God’s sake, bring it,” cried Raskolnikov greatly excited—“good God!”

      A minute later the letter was brought him. That was it: from his mother, from the province of R——. He turned pale when he took it. It was a long while since he had received a letter, but another feeling also suddenly stabbed his heart.

      “Nastasya, leave me alone, for goodness’ sake; here are your three copecks, but for goodness’ sake, make haste and go!”

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