Beauchamp's Career — Complete - George Meredith

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he has been sure of me as a dutiful girl. That is my source of self-respect. My friend can always be my friend.’

      ‘Yes, while it’s not too late,’ said Beauchamp.

      She observed a sudden stringing of his features. He called to the chief boatman, made his command intelligible to that portly capitano, and went on to Roland, who was puffing his after-breakfast cigarette in conversation with the tolerant English lady.

      ‘You condescend to notice us, Signor Beauchamp,’ said Roland. ‘The vessel is up to some manoeuvre?’

      ‘We have decided not to land,’ replied Beauchamp. ‘And Roland,’ he checked the Frenchman’s shout of laughter, ‘I think of making for Trieste. Let me speak to you, to both. Renee is in misery. She must not go back.’

      Roland sprang to his feet, stared, and walked over to Renee.

      ‘Nevil,’ said Rosamund Culling, ‘do you know what you are doing?’

      ‘Perfectly,’ said he. ‘Come to her. She is a girl, and I must think and act for her.’

      Roland met them.

      ‘My dear Nevil, are you in a state of delusion? Renee denies …’

      ‘There’s no delusion, Roland. I am determined to stop a catastrophe. I see it as plainly as those Alps. There is only one way, and that’s the one I have chosen.’

      ‘Chosen! my friend’. But allow me to remind you that you have others to consult. And Renee herself …’

      ‘She is a girl. She loves me, and I speak for her.’

      ‘She has said it?’

      ‘She has more than said it.’

      ‘You strike me to the deck, Nevil. Either you are downright mad—which seems the likeliest, or we are all in a nightmare. Can you suppose I will let my sister be carried away the deuce knows where, while her father is expecting her, and to fulfil an engagement affecting his pledged word?’

      Beauchamp simply replied:

      ‘Come to her.’

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      The four sat together under the shadow of the helmsman, by whom they were regarded as voyagers in debate upon the question of some hours further on salt water. ‘No bora,’ he threw in at intervals, to assure them that the obnoxious wind of the Adriatic need not disturb their calculations.

      It was an extraordinary sitting, but none of the parties to it thought of it so when Nevil Beauchamp had plunged them into it. He compelled them, even Renee—and she would have flown had there been wings on her shoulders—to feel something of the life and death issues present to his soul, and submit to the discussion, in plain language of the market-place, of the most delicate of human subjects for her, for him, and hardly less for the other two. An overmastering fervour can do this. It upsets the vessel we float in, and we have to swim our way out of deep waters by the directest use of the natural faculties, without much reflection on the change in our habits. To others not under such an influence the position seems impossible. This discussion occurred. Beauchamp opened the case in a couple of sentences, and when the turn came for Renee to speak, and she shrank from the task in manifest pain, he spoke for her, and no one heard her contradiction. She would have wished the fearful impetuous youth to succeed if she could have slept through the storm he was rousing.

      Roland appealed to her. ‘You! my sister! it is you that consent to this wild freak, enough to break your father’s heart?’

      He had really forgotten his knowledge of her character—what much he knew—in the dust of the desperation flung about her by Nevil Beauchamp.

      She shook her head; she had not consented.

      ‘The man she loves is her voice and her will,’ said Beauchamp. ‘She gives me her hand and I lead her.’

      Roland questioned her. It could not be denied that she had given her hand, and her bewildered senses made her think that it had been with an entire abandonment; and in the heat of her conflict of feelings, the deliciousness of yielding to him curled round and enclosed her, as in a cool humming sea-shell.

      ‘Renee!’ said Roland.

      ‘Brother!’ she cried.

      ‘You see that I cannot suffer you to be borne away.’

      ‘No; do not!’

      But the boat was flying fast from Venice, and she could have fallen at his feet and kissed them for not countermanding it.

      ‘You are in my charge, my sister.’

      ‘Yes.’

      ‘And now, Nevil, between us two,’ said Roland.

      Beauchamp required no challenge. He seemed, to Rosamund Culling, twice older than he was, strangely adept, yet more strangely wise of worldly matters, and eloquent too. But it was the eloquence of frenzy, madness, in Roland’s ear. The arrogation of a terrible foresight that harped on present and future to persuade him of the righteousness of this headlong proceeding advocated by his friend, vexed his natural equanimity. The argument was out of the domain of logic. He could hardly sit to listen, and tore at his moustache at each end. Nevertheless his sister listened. The mad Englishman accomplished the miracle of making her listen, and appear to consent.

      Roland laughed scornfully. ‘Why Trieste? I ask you, why Trieste? You can’t have a Catholic priest at your bidding, without her father’s sanction.’

      ‘We leave Renee at Trieste, under the care of madame,’ said Beauchamp, ‘and we return to Venice, and I go to your father. This method protects Renee from annoyance.’

      ‘It strikes me that if she arrives at any determination she must take the consequences.’

      ‘She does. She is brave enough for that. But she is a girl; she has to fight the battle of her life in a day, and I am her lover, and she leaves it to me.’

      ‘Is my sister such a coward?’ said Roland.

      Renee could only call out his name.

      ‘It will never do, my dear Nevil; Roland tried to deal with his unreasonable friend affectionately. ‘I am responsible for her. It’s your own fault—if you had not saved my life I should not have been in your way. Here I am, and your proposal can’t be heard of. Do as you will, both of you, when you step ashore in Venice.’

      ‘If she goes back she is lost,’ said Beauchamp, and he attacked Roland on the side of his love for Renee, and for him.

      Roland was inflexible. Seeing which, Renee said, ‘To Venice, quickly, my brother!’ and now she almost sighed with relief to think that she was escaping from this hurricane of a youth, who swept her off her feet and wrapt her whole being in a delirium.

      ‘We were in sight of the city just now!’ cried Roland, staring and frowning. ‘What’s this?’

      Beauchamp answered him calmly, ‘The boat’s under my orders.’

      ‘Talk madness, but don’t act it,’ said Roland. ’Round with the boat at once. Hundred devils! you haven’t your wits.’

      To his amazement, Beauchamp refused to alter the boat’s present course.

      ‘You heard my sister?’ said Roland.

      ‘You frighten her,’ said Beauchamp.

      ‘You heard her wish to return to Venice, I say.’

      ‘She has no wish that is not mine.’

      It came to Roland’s

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