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pressed a small portion of rice with their fingers into the platter and then raised it to their mouths. Grandma served raisins and thinly sliced carrots for dessert.

      Unhurried dinner conversation was underway.

      “How’s your health, Papa?” Mama asked.

      Grandpa only nodded in response. He didn’t like such questions.

      “How’s Amnun doing?” Grandma asked.

      “I lost my health in combat, and he – on a motorcycle…,” Grandpa meant the incident with which it all began. “Ah, young people, young people.”

      “Sugar, and I want butter! Sugar, and I want butter!” was heard from the hallway.

      Those words were accompanied by ringing laughter and the snapping of fingers… My aunts, Rosa and Rena, who never missed a chance to tease me, had arrived. I always sang those words, “Sugar, and I want butter!” when I was hungry. After kissing us, Rosa and Rena sat down at the table.

      “Have you been to the bazaar?”

      “Yes. Everything is more expensive again,” Rosa informed us. “Khurmati doozt (officials are thieves)! They don’t care about people.”

      “How are things at the factory, Rosa?” asked Mama.

      “They’ve raised the production quota once again. It was high enough to keep up with.”

      “I know, I know. Meetings all the time. ‘Sew better, sew more.’ But our rate of pay is the same. It looks like they plan to raise the income tax beginning in May.”

      “It’s the same with us – meetings to discuss output and alcoholism. I’m sick and tired of it. I have no more patience.”

      “You’d better put up with it because there’s nowhere else to go. It’s the same everywhere,” Mama sighed.

      Mama had three sisters and her brother Avner. They were good friends as they were growing up. When Grandpa was sent to the front, Mama was three and Avner was six. Grandma Abigai replaced her husband at his booth, working as a cobbler. Avner, as the eldest child, kept house – he frequented stores and the bazaar in search of food, took care of his sisters and even helped his mother in the booth, where he shined clients’ footwear. Mama told me that once he got hold of two rolls. On the way home, he was thirsty and stopped at a drinking fountain. He put the rolls down, had some water, and then saw that the rolls were gone.

      “Valera, Valera!” Grandma Abigai sing-sang my name tenderly. “Oh, djoni bibesh. Ina gri (my dear, take this),” and she gave me a fat juicy piece of meat.

      There was no limit to Grandma’s kindness. She always had a gift for her grandchildren in her modest house – be it a homemade toy or some sweets. And she always gave us her smiles.

      It seemed to people who knew her that she was a very happy person. But I sometimes saw her and Mama crying together in the back of the house. They were very close, and when they got together, they talked without noticing the time.

      “Burma,” Grandma winced as she tried a sour plum.

      We often laughed when Grandma happened to put something sour in her mouth. She winced in a very funny way, her thick eyebrows came together over the bridge of her nose, her nostrils widened, but her eyes, on the contrary, became narrow slits, and her lips contorted as if she was about to cry. Even the scarf on her head seemed to wince.

      Meanwhile, Rosa teased and tickled me.

      “May I eat your eyes? How about your eyelashes?”

      Seated next to me, she patted my cheeks and kissed my eyelids. My aunts liked my big eyes and long lashes. It seemed to me that they sometimes played with me as if I were a doll, and I got angry and embarrassed.

      “Will you ever talk to us? I know what we’ll do to you. We’ll dye your lashes with usma.”

      At that point I naturally couldn’t take it any longer. I broke free of Rosa’s arms and ran away.

* * *

      Dying eyebrows was one of the favorite occupations of the women in our house.

      They rubbed fresh usma sprouts between their palms and squeezed the juice out onto the bottom of a tea bowl turned upside down. Then they applied it to their eyebrows using cotton wool wrapped around a matchstick. Admiring their thick green eyebrows in a hand-held mirror, they repeated over and over, “How does it look?”

      When the sisters had a free minute, they would turn on the radio to listen to Uzbek music. It was tender, slow, sad, and it was the only music they truly enjoyed, that touched their souls. The sisters would snap their fingers and rock in time with the music. They would also sing along to the songs they knew.

      And Grandma liked to play cards, especially with her children and grandchildren, so she suggested her favorite entertainment. Her eyesight was poor, so she held the cards close to her eyes, squinting at each of them. She clicked her tongue, smiled, rocked from side to side and mumbled, “Ibi basardroya. I na bin. (Damn it. Just look at this.)” She cast cunning glances at us, as if to say, “Oh my, I think I’m in trouble.”

      But if someone tried to take advantage of her poor eyesight, it didn’t work. Grandma kept close track, with her watchful eye, of which cards other players put on the table, and if she noticed cheating, she returned the cards to the violators. Grandma was always vigilant.

* * *

      Our time at Grandpa Hanan and Grandma Abigai’s house flew by. We didn’t notice that it had grown dark. It was time to go home.

      We said good-bye. The aunts walked with us as far as the tea house, and from there we walked to the streetcar stop.

      “The Turkmen Bazaar,” the conductor announced. We got off, and the streetcar sped away, sparks flying as it left.

      It was pitch dark as the sparse streetlights flickered dimly. There was that special stillness that one felt only at night. It was intensified by the rustling of leaves, the peaceful buzz of cicadas, and the sounds made by the tires of rare passing cars.

      The Turkmen Bazaar was on the other side of the streetcar track. The huge market, which stretched for hundreds of meters, was silent now. It would come back to life at sunrise.

      We walked slowly. Mama was carrying the lightly snoring Emma. It took us twenty minutes to get to Korotky Lane. The bulb above the gate lit the lane dimly. Jack barked gruffly and then felt silent as he sensed us.

      Everyone was asleep in the house.

      Mama unlocked the door. We could smell the sharp scent of dampness coming from inside. There was a loud click as she turned the light switch. The bright light suddenly illuminated the small room that served as a foyer, kitchen and place to entertain infrequent guests.

      “Close the door, Valery.”

      Standing on the threshold, I reached for the door handle. Then I looked at Yura’s windows. They were dark… The war game, I remembered. Yura must have waited for me for a long time.

      Mama put Emma to bed and lit the stove.

      I told her I was hungry. We had had dinner long ago. Mama opened the fridge. A lonely lightbulb revealed its empty shelves.

      “It’s late, son. Let’s go to bed,” she said as she turned away.

      “It’s all right, Mama. I’m full. It’s late. It’s late,” I repeated, holding back my tears.

      Chapter 4. A Little Mouse from a Little Hole

      Day was breaking. The first roosters had already crowed. Cows were mooing in the yard next door. Jack was dangling his chain.

      “Kids, get up! You’ll be late for kindergarten!”

      Mama turned on the light. The bedroom window faced the yard, so the sun didn’t visit us often.

      After eating our sweet tea and bread, we walked into the yard. It was the hour when Grandpa Yoskhaim

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