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you’re the one that’s going to be burnt

      Day after day and night after night

      And you cannot put up a fight

      This is all I have to say

      And I’ll be seeing you someday

      Voice In My Mind 1/18/92

      In my mind

      I hear a little voice

      What he says rings in my ear

      Gee, I can see for miles in here

      Not many people understand

      Not many are willing to lend a helping hand

      Can’t they see

      I need somebody

      Who can help me

      This voice inside my mind

      Says what he believes

      I know that truth is not kind

      But what he says is true

      Gee, I can see for miles in here

      Those words go through and through

      They bring out miles of tears

      I realize through all my pain

      Does this mean I’m insane

      Or are my thoughts too small

      I see it’s true

      I hear it too

      When it rings in my ear

      Gee, I can see for miles in here

      The Sight Of Dissolution 1/18/92

      All through my life I never had a clue

      That I would end up with someone like you

      Someone special and full of love

      With the innocence of a white dove

      Now here I am and full of fear

      That you’d leave me before the end of the year

      I know I haven’t been faithful and true

      And I’m aware of all the pain I’ve put you through

      Sure that you would have been better off all along

      All of my doubts are long since gone

      Knowing how your love for me is true

      Realizing deep down that I do love you

      The Long Awaited For Happening 3/1/92

      In the cool summers breeze

      I suddenly felt the warm loving touch of your hand

      That first came across my shoulder with ease

      Then slowly it found its way down my chest

      And into the forbidden line of which no other has crossed

      In the moment of first excitement, the best

      I found myself caressing and loving my partner to be

      Then in complete ecstasy our souls became one

      I knew then that we would be each other’s forever throughout eternity

      Suicide 3/13/92

      The night, much like my life, is long and cold

      There was no way out unless you’re bold

      Many people have thought the thought

      Some have tried but have been caught

      For me all is lost

      And the price of living and the cost

      A punishment so harsh and cruel

      To put my innocent soul in the wicked world like a tool

      Just here to do my part

      Then in an instant depart

      I have long since waited for this final hour

      When I can stand on the top of this tower

      And not fear the final outcome of impact

      Carrying out my life like some twisted act

      Never sure of what I was doing

      Always looking for that one special thing

      Now that reality has finally hit

      I realize this is my only way out

      Jump now and forever forget

      The pain of Satan and love and all the rest of it

      For now my life is finally over

      Suicide, With The Lord On My Side 3/14/92

      But then in the last moment

      When I thought it was over

      He made his appearance

      He came to me and said

      It’s not your time to go

      There’s so little that you know

      I’ve made plans for you

      And you know it’s true

      I sent you to earth for a very good reason

      You are special to me, just as my son

      I’ve tried so many times to let you know

      Now this is my last chance to show

      As I stared at the awesome light of the Lord

      He sang to me in the most beautiful chord

      I sent Jesus my one and only son

      To save the human population

      To save them from the pain and agony

      Only given out by Satan the one who defied me

      Jesus died on the cross for you and everyone

      And look at what Satan has done

      He’s tried to tear you away from me

      So many of you cannot see

      That it hurts me so much

      That you have lost trust

      Then I looked up and said to him

      Thank you Lord for all you’ve done

      Now I know that I am a very special one

      That you would do so much

      Just to save us from Satan’s clutch

      I’m sorry for my sins and I hope that you can forgive me once more

      Please allow me another open door

      He looked down at me with a gracious smile

      He said of course I can forgive you, I’ve trusted you and loved you all the while

      Every time you do something wrong

      All you have to do is be strong

      Please just do me a favor, do what you can

      and try to never go towards Satan

      I’m giving you another chance ‘cause I am your Lord

      You’re going back to earth to help spread the word

      Of all that has happened here

      In that time if you should save one soul down there

      A hundred more will open up here

      As I said thank you Lord I then awoke

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