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Number 45.

       A sudden gust of wind hits the window, and I feel the shudder reverberate through the room. The lights flicker. He doesn’t flinch. The world may be falling apart, but The Reestablishment has been doing better than ever. Their plans fell into place more swiftly than they’d expected. And even though my father is already being considered for a huge promotion—to supreme commander of North America—no amount of success seems to soothe him. Lately, he’s been more volatile than usual.

       Finally, he says, “I have no idea what’s going to happen. I don’t even know if they’ll be considering me for the promotion anymore.”

       I’m unable to mask my surprise. “Why not?”

       Anderson smiles, unhappily, at the window. “A babysitting job gone awry.”

       “I don’t understand.”

       “I don’t expect you to.”

       “So—we’re not moving anymore? We won’t be going to the capital?”

       Anderson turns back around. “Don’t sound so excited. I said I don’t know yet. First, I have to figure out how to deal with the problem.”

       Quietly, I say, “What’s the problem?”

       Anderson laughs; his eyes crinkle and he looks, for a moment, human. “Suffice it to say that your girlfriend is ruining my goddamn day. As usual.”

       “My what?” I frown. “Dad, Lena isn’t my girlfriend. I don’t care what she’s telling any—”

       “Different girlfriend,” Anderson says, and sighs. He won’t meet my eyes now. He snatches a file folder from his desk, flips it open, and scans the contents.

       I don’t have a chance to ask another question.

       There’s a sudden, sharp knock at the door. At my dad’s signal, Delalieu steps inside. He seems more than a little surprised to see me, and, for a moment, says nothing.

       “Well?” My dad seems impatient. “Is she here?”

       “Y-yes, sir.” Delalieu clears his throat. His eyes flit to me again. “Should I bring her up, or would you prefer to meet elsewhere?”

       “Bring her up.”

       Delalieu hesitates. “Are you quite certain, sir?”

       I look from my dad to Delalieu. Something is wrong.

       My father meets my eyes when he says, “I said, bring her up.”

       Delalieu nods, and disappears.

      My head is a stone, heavy and useless, my eyes cemented to my skull. I maintain consciousness for only seconds at a time. I smell metal, taste metal. An ancient, roaring noise grows loud, then soft, then loud again.

      Boots, heavy, near my head.

      Voices, but the sounds are muffled, light-years away. I can’t move. I feel as though I’ve been buried, left to rot. A weak orange light flickers behind my eyes and for just a second—just a second—

      No.

      Nothing.

      Days seem to pass. Centuries. I’m only aware enough to know I’ve been heavily sedated. Constantly sedated. I’m parched, dehydrated to the point of pain. I’d kill for water. Kill for it.

      When they move me I feel heavy, foreign to myself. I land hard on a cold floor, the pain ricocheting up my body as if from a distance. I know that, too soon, this pain will catch up to me. Too soon, the sedative will wear off and I’ll be alone with my bones and this dust in my mouth.

      A swift, hard kick to the gut and my eyes fly open, blackness devouring my open, gasping mouth, seeping into the sockets of my eyes. I feel blind and suffocated at once, and when the shock finally subsides, my limbs give out. Limp.

      The spark dies.

      “Do you want to tell me what the hell is going on?”

      I stop, frozen in place, at the sound of Nazeera’s voice. I was heading back to my room to close my eyes for a minute. To try to do something about the massive headache ringing through my skull.

      We finally, finally, took a break.

      A brief recess after hours of exhausting, stressful conversations about next steps and blueprints and something about stealing a plane. It’s too much. Even Nazeera, with all her intel, couldn’t give me any real assurance that Juliette—sorry, Ella—and Warner were still alive, and just the chance that someone out there might be torturing them to death is, like, more than my mind can handle right now. Today has been a shitstorm of shit. A tornado of shit. I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know whether to sit down and cry or set something on fire.

      Castle said he’d brave his way down to the kitchens to see about scrounging up some food for us, and that was the best news I’d heard all day. He also said he’d do his best to placate the soldiers for just a little longer—just long enough for us to figure out exactly what we’re going to do next—but I’m not sure how much he can do. It was bad enough when J got shot. The hours she spent in the medical wing were stressful for the rest of us, too. I really thought the soldiers would revolt right then. They kept stopping me in the halls, yelling about how they thought she was supposed to be invincible, that this wasn’t the plan, that they didn’t decide to risk their lives for a regular teenage girl who couldn’t take a bullet and goddammit she was supposed to be some supernatural phenomenon, something more than human—

      It took forever to calm them down.

      But now?

      I can only imagine how they’ll react when they hear what happened at the symposium. It’ll be mutiny, most likely.

      I sigh, hard.

      “So you’re just going to ignore me?”

      Nazeera is standing inches away from me. I can feel her, hovering. Waiting. I still haven’t said anything. Still haven’t turned around. It’s not that I don’t want to talk—I think I might, sort of, want to talk. Maybe some other day. But right now I’m out of gas. I’m out of James’s jokes. I’m fresh out of fake smiles. Right now I’m nothing but pain and exhaustion and raw emotion, and I don’t have the bandwidth for another serious conversation. I really don’t want to do this right now.

      I’d nearly made my escape, too. I’m right here, right in front of my door. My hand is on the handle.

      I could just walk away, I think.

      I could be that kind of guy, a Warner kind of guy. A jackass kind of guy. Just walk away without a word. Too tired, no thank you, don’t want to talk.

      Leave me alone.

      Instead, I slump forward, rest my hands and forehead against the closed bedroom door. “I’m tired, Nazeera.”

      “I can’t believe you’re upset with me.”

      My eyes close. My nose bumps against the wood. “I’m not upset with you. I’m half asleep.”

      “You were mad. You were mad at me for having the same ability as you. Weren’t you?”

      I groan.

      “Weren’t you?” she says again, this time angrily.

      I say nothing.

      “Unbelievable.

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