LITMIR.BIZ

       CHAPTER TWO

      MAKE ME?

      Trotting across the plane’s bridge, Lulu fumed. It was at the forefront of her mind to make a complaint to the airline.

      Women should be free to fly the skies unmolested by hulking great brutes who thought they occupied the high moral ground.

      Although she guessed he did.

      She guessed he didn’t think much of her because she hadn’t given up her seat.

      Lulu’s heart plummeted.

      She’d seen the looks on the other passengers’ faces and knew they all felt the same way, but what could she have done?

      The cabin crew had been apprised of her condition and had been considerate with all of her requests. Only one of them clearly hadn’t got the memo regarding her flying issues, and when she’d been asked to move to another seat her feet had turned to lead.

      Just the idea of shifting everything, when she’d created a safe little space for herself around her seat, had been too overwhelming. She might as well have been asked to leap from the plane!

      By the time she was waiting at the luggage carousel Lulu was no longer fuming but feeling utterly wretched.

      What kind of a person didn’t give up their seat to a sick, elderly man?

      Perhaps she should have heeded her mother’s advice and brought someone with her? Lulu worried. Then none of this would have happened.

      But how was she to have anything like a normal life if she always had to take people along with her? She was a full-grown woman—not an invalid! She could do better than this. She stood up straighter. She could try harder...

      She was trying harder.

      Ever since she had tried to break up her best friend’s relationship six months ago she’d been actively trying to do better.

      She’d found a different therapist from the one her parents had arranged and got a proper diagnosis. At least she knew now that her actions with Gigi had been motivated by separation anxiety and were a symptom of her illness.

      But it would have been too easy to use her condition as an excuse for her behaviour—lying to bring Gigi back home just so she could feel safer, and in the process trying to steal her best friend’s joy with a man who’d proved to be the best thing that had ever happened to her. Who did something like that? A boxed-in, desperate person, that was who—and she didn’t want to be that person any more.

      That was why she was in the process of turning her entire life upside down.

      She had signed up for a course in costume design and she now had ambitions for a life beyond the cabaret.

      It had been that single act which had given her the necessary self-confidence to imagine she could undertake this flight on her own.

      But all her preparations for taking the flight hadn’t factored in a big, macho stranger, cornering her in the aisle on her way back from the facilities, where most of the contents of her stomach had gone down the toilet.

      ‘A piece of work’, he’d called her. As if she were defective—something she’d worked hard with her therapist to convince herself she wasn’t.

      Lulu realised her hand was shaking as she pointed out her luggage to the nice airport attendant who had volunteered to help her.

      That was something that man from the plane could have been—helpful rather than being horrible to her.

      Oh, forget him, she told herself briskly. He’s probably forgotten all about you!

      To be honest, as she made her way out into Arrivals with her stick-and-stop trolley, she was feeling a bit desperate, and was looking forward to seeing her fellow bridesmaids, Susie and Trixie. They at least would provide a buffer against the rest of the world.

      Right now Lulu didn’t think she could face anything more challenging.

      Only ten minutes later she was still scanning the crowd anxiously and wondering if she was even going to get to the castle before Gigi said I do.

      She had her phone out to track down the other girls when she was nudged by a new influx of people streaming around her and jostled backwards into a warm, hard body. Incredibly hard. Masculine, judging by the size, the solidity and the weight of the strong hands that settled around her shoulders to steady her.

      He said something and Lulu froze.

      She recognised that voice.

      Dieu, it was the bully from the plane.

      Run—run!

      But her legs had gone to water. As much as she reminded herself that hostile men didn’t scare her any more—she had rights...she was protected under the law—she still felt incredibly vulnerable. And she hated that feeling. She was trying so hard to be strong.

      Which didn’t explain why she’d fastened her gaze on his wide sensual mouth, noticing the shadow along his jaw where he’d clearly shaved this morning and would probably need to shave again later. He was very masculine.

      Lulu reminded herself that she didn’t like masculine men. She didn’t like the way they pushed and shoved and shouldered their way through the world and got away with things through intimidation. They made her nervous. Only this man didn’t exactly make her nervous—he made her something else.

      It was the something else she was struggling with now, even knowing what a bully he was.

      He was also gorgeously tall and broad-shouldered, with a stunning face—all cheekbones and sensuous mouth and golden-brown eyes that looked magnetic against the olive tint of his skin.

      His tousled chestnut-brown hair was so thick and silky-looking her fingers just itched to touch it. She made fists of her hands.

      She didn’t like him, and he was looking at her as if he didn’t like her very much either.

      Good, it was mutual. The not liking, that was.

      So what if he looked like...? Well, he looked like Gary Cooper. In his rakish early career, when he’d picked up and slept with every starlet who wasn’t nailed down.

      Not Gregory Peck, though. Gregory Peck was reliable and stalwart and...decent. He would never insult a woman.

      Stop staring at him. Stop comparing him to Golden Age Hollywood movie stars.

      ‘Buenas tardes, señorita,’ he said, in a voice that made him sound as if he was making an indecent proposal to her. ‘I believe you’re looking for me.’

      Lulu automatically repressed the responsive curl of smoke in her lower belly raised by the sound of his deep and sexy Spanish accent.

      No, no, no—he would be lighting no fires in her valley.

      She drew herself up. ‘I certainly am not.’

      Alejandro was tempted to shrug and walk away, and let the little princesita discover the hard way that he wasn’t trying to pick her up. But in the end he had a duty to perform for a friend and she was it.

      She continued to regard him as if he would spring at her, so he extended his hand.

      ‘Alejandro du Crozier.’

      She looked

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