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don’t do that sort of thing,’ she replied tightly, ‘and certainly not with egotistical doctors!’

      ‘No? You should. You might enjoy it.’

      ‘I doubt it.’

      He shook his head slowly. ‘What a waste. Oh, well, if you change your mind, I’m here. We’d better get to the hospice.’

      For the rest of the short drive Abbie sat scrunched up at her side of the car, hardly daring to breathe in case he made some suggestive remark, and wondering all the time how he could possibly have qualified as a doctor when his morals were so clearly askew.

      Then she saw him in action at the hospice, and all her preconceptions about him were eroded at a stroke.

      They arrived at the modern, purpose-built hospice just as the sun broke through the clouds, and Abbie felt peace steal over her immediately. The buildings were low, constructed in mellow golden brick, and the whole atmosphere was one of tranquillity.

      ‘Lovely, isn’t it?’ he said softly. ‘There are other kinds of healing apart from the physical. It’s so easy to forget that, and most hospitals are soulless places, but I love coming here. Every visit refreshes me, even when, as so often, it signals the end. Even so, there’s a lightness about it.’

      Abbie could feel the lightness seeping into her as they stepped into the airy, quiet reception area.

      ‘Ladies’ loo,’ he said with a nudge of his head towards a door. ‘I’ll have a chat to the staff for a minute.’

      She escaped gratefully, and hurried back to find him deep in conversation with a diminutive little nurse in sister’s uniform.

      ‘You must be Dr Pearce,’ she said cheerfully. ‘Welcome to St Saviour. We’ll look forward to seeing you when Leo comes on his clinic days, shall we?’

      She mumbled something non-committal, unaware that Leo even did clinic days at the hospice, and then they left the sister and went towards the little four-bedded ward.

      ‘We’re going to see Mary Tanner,’ Leo told her. ‘She’s forty-two, had a mastectomy three years ago and she’s got skeletal metastases. Recently she’s had some back pain so she’s had a course of radiotherapy to try and halt the pressure on the nerves, and she’s in for convalescence and drug review before going home again. Lots of emotional problems, obviously. They’ve got two girls just coming up for their teens.’

      They went into the ward, and he was greeted with gentle warmth by the staff, and genuine respect and affection by the patient, Mary Tanner, and her husband Gerry.

      He introduced Abbie to them, then perched on the bed and asked Mary how she was feeling now.

      ‘Oh, heaps better. My back feels nearly OK now already and the pain’s much better controlled. I feel almost human again,’ she said with a low laugh, and Leo smiled.

      ‘Good. Home soon, then?’

      ‘Oh, yes, I think so — if Gerry can cope.’

      ‘Of course I can cope,’ he told his wife, but his eyes were sad. Abbie looked away, feeling like an intruder, and Leo stood up to leave, dropping a kiss on Mary’s cheek.

      ‘I’ll pop in and see you again once you’re home. Come with us, Gerry, and we’ll have a chat to the staff about when she can leave.’

      As they approached the reception area, Leo turned to Gerry. ‘How are you really coping?’

      He shrugged. ‘I just feel so guilty. I’ve really enjoyed being able to slouch around and take the kids out for long walks without worrying about her, and I feel a real louse because she’s the one with the problems, really, and I feel I ought to be offering her more support, but I don’t know, I just can’t — not all the time. I feel better now, but — oh, I don’t know; it’s just such hard work trying to be cheerful …’

      Leo squeezed his shoulder gently. ‘Don’t feel guilty, Gerry. I’m sure Mary understands, you know — and I think in a way it’s a relief for her to have some time away from you all when she doesn’t have to be brave and cheerful all the time, too.’

      ‘Really?’ He looked doubtful, but was clearly desperate for reassurance, and Leo gave it to him.

      ‘Yes, really. This situation’s very emotionally demanding on all of you and you need to recharge your batteries. Once you’ve done that, you’ll be more use to her, and her to you. Don’t feel guilty. She’ll be home to you soon, and you’ll be glad you’ve had a rest.’

      Gerry smiled, more relaxed. ‘You’re right — as always.’

      Leo tapped on the sister’s door, and they all trooped in and discussed Mary’s progress and decided she should go home at the end of the week unless she had any further set-backs.

      As they parted at the door, Gerry turned to Leo and smiled wearily. ‘Thanks for dropping by.’

      Leo shook his hand warmly. ‘My pleasure. See you soon. And don’t feel guilty. If you need to talk, you know where to find me.’

      Gerry nodded and turned away, walking back to his wife and the crisis in their lives.

      ‘Do you know them well?’ Abbie asked, remembering the kiss he had given Mary as they left her bedside.

      ‘No — well, only since Mary’s mastectomy. I’ve spent a lot of time with both of them since. Why?’

      She shrugged. ‘Just wondered. You kissed her.’

      His mouth quirked. ‘Jealous, Abbie? The offer’s still open.’

      So they were back to that, were they? ‘Of course I’m not jealous. It just seemed — odd, that’s all.’

      He shook his head. ‘I don’t find it odd to greet people with physical contact. I’m a toucher, Abbie …’

      His hand was resting lightly on the small of her back as he spoke. She stepped away.

      ‘I’d noticed,’ she said shortly.

      ‘Whereas you — you’re a buttoned-up little virgin.’

      ‘I am not!’ she denied hotly, acutely uncomfortable with the sudden shift in the direction of the conversation, and he laughed, a low, smoky laugh that did incredible things to her system.

      ‘Well, then, all I can say is that whoever you’ve had affairs with didn’t even get close to the real you.’

      Abbie made no attempt to correct him. What was the point? He was so absolutely right.

       CHAPTER TWO

      AS THE days passed, so Abbie’s disordered impressions of life in general practice settled down to a sort of pattern.

      Peter Sargent, she realised, was the sort to skate through life with cheerful inefficiency, constantly chivvied by the secretarial staff who were quite unmoved by his ingenuous charm.

      She discovered that Ravi Patel was single, thirty-four and after Leo, who did precious little to discourage her despite his protestations to the contrary.

      As for Leo himself, he was thirty-two and a constant thorn in her side, rattling through his patients at twice the speed of light so that by the time she finally emerged exhausted but triumphant at the end of her surgeries he was long gone on his visits and she was unable to ask him the inevitable string of questions that the consultations had generated.

      ‘Well, you shouldn’t dawdle about for so long,’ he would tell her, and then would sit and rip through the seemingly knotty problems, so that she felt a complete fool for not having seen the answers herself.

      Not that he ever tried to belittle her medical knowledge. He didn’t have to. Frankly, she was more

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