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he said in a voice that sent shivers up her spine.

      She felt a tremor go through her, and she began chattering inanely about something else. Anything, to lessen the growing tension. He could handle this; he was that type of man, the kind who probably left swooning women behind him wherever he went. But she couldn’t. She felt as if she were letting her sanity slip away.

      Silence built between them.

      “You’re beautiful,” he said softly.

      So are you, she thought, and blushed. “Thank you.”

      “What does your hair look like, when it’s loose?”

      The intimacy of the question stunned her. “What?”

      “Your hair. Is it long? Does it fall over your shoulders, and your breasts?” He took the cup from her and put it on the table beside him. “This isn’t just another pickup line,” he said softly. “You know it’s not.”

      She looked into his eyes and what she saw was her undoing. No man had ever looked at her this way, had ever made her feel this way. Desirable. Sexy. Seductive. She knew what he was thinking, that he was imagining what it would be like to undress her, take down her hair, kiss her and stroke her and make her sob out his name…

      An announcement blared over the loudspeaker. Thank God, Lara thought, and focused her attention on the disembodied voice.

      All flights were grounded until further notice. The airline would try to make arrangements for overnight accommodations for passengers who wanted them.

      Lara cleared her throat. “Well,” she said, and gave a forced laugh, “well, that’s that.”

      Slade nodded, and she was sure he understood what she meant. “Yes.” He smiled politely. “Are you going to wait it out here?”

      “Uh-huh. How about you?”

      “Yes,” he said, and then, so quickly that she wasn’t sure it had happened, his eyes went from smoky-gray to deepest charcoal. “The hell with this,” he said. “Come with me.”

      Lara didn’t pretend not to understand. “No,” she whispered, “I can’t.”

      “Are you married?” She shook her head. “Engaged?” She shook her head again. Slade moved closer, until she could feel the warmth of his breath on her face. “Neither am I. We won’t be hurting anyone.” He reached out and took her hand. She let him do it, though she knew it was a mistake. “Come to bed with me, Lara.”

      There it was, out in the open. What he’d been thinking, what she’d been thinking. And here was her chance. But she wouldn’t take it. Sleep with a strange man, deliberately try to get herself pregnant without his knowledge…

      “No.” She shook her head and said the words again. “I can’t.”

      “We’ll be incredible together,” he said in a husky whisper.

      “I couldn’t,” she stammered. “I—I don’t even know you.”

      “Yes, you do. You’ve known me forever, the same as I’ve known you.” His voice was rough and low. “As for the details…I’m an architect. I live in Boston. I’m straight, I’m not married, not committed to anyone. I’m twenty-eight years old, I just had my annual physical and my doctor says I’m healthy enough to outlive Methuselah. And I’ve never wanted a woman the way I want you.”

      Lara looked at him. She felt as if she’d stepped into another dimension, a dimension in which anything was possible and everything was acceptable. Who would she hurt, if she went with him? He wanted her. She wanted a child.

      No. No, it was worse than crazy, it was immoral. Wasn’t it?

      She swallowed dryly, then licked her lips.

      “It’s—it’s crazy. Even talking like this”

      He put his finger lightly across her mouth. She shuddered at the feel of it on her skin. A lazy lick of flame began curling through her blood. Oh, it would be so easy…

      “I’ll get a taxi,” he murmured. “There’s a hotel not far from here. They know me. They’ll find us a room.”

      “A taxi. And a hotel, in weather like this?” She made a sound that she hoped was a laugh. “You’re very sure of yourself, Slade.”

      “If I were sure of myself,” he said softly, “I wouldn’t be holding my breath while I wait for your answer.”

      She looked up at him, and thought of what it would be like to go with him. To have him touch her. Not just because she wanted a child but—be honest, Lara—but because he was the most exciting man she’d ever met, because she was dizzy with wanting to be in his arms…

      “Lara?”

      She took a deep, deep breath. And she said, “Yes.”

      He took her to the hotel. His arm lay heavy around her waist, anchoring her to him as if he thought she’d change her mind and run away. He started to stop at the shop in the lobby and she knew it was so he could buy condoms.

      She took an even deeper breath and told him it wasn’t necessary.

      He didn’t question her, but the press of his hand at her waist grew more possessive as he led her to their room.

      She didn’t panic until he shut the door and locked it. When he turned toward her, she looked at him and saw a stranger.

      What am I doing? she thought frantically. Her heart thumped with fear.

      “No!” she said, “no, I can’t do this.”

      Perhaps if he’d tried to talk her into it, or if he’d pulled her into his arms, things would have ended differently. But he did neither of those things. He took her face in his hands, his touch sure and gentle. And he kissed her so tenderly that it made her feel breathless.

      His mouth was wonderful, soft and warm on hers. She felt the fear slipping from her body, felt something hot and exciting take its place. She wrapped her hands around his wrists and, slowly, the kiss changed, grew hungry and demanding, and she moaned and looped her arms around his neck.

      Now, she thought, now, before I lose courage…

      “Please,” she whispered, “oh, Slade, please.”

      And he carried her to the bed, undressed her, let down her hair and fulfilled every middle-of-the night dream she’d ever had, and some she’d never dared imagine.

      The storm became a blizzard. Lara didn’t care. She never left Slade’s arms, never wanted to. She forgot the reason she’d come with him and remembered only that he was the lover she’d always longed for.

      He was everything, the perfect fantasy, and yet he was real.

      She fell asleep at last, exhausted, her head on his chest, and awakened to his kisses at dawn. She looked up at him and knew she’d been a fool to think she wanted him only so he could give her a baby. She still wanted that but now she wanted more.

      She wanted Slade, in her arms and in her life. And, if the past hours meant anything, she thought he might want that, too. In fact, there was a darkness in his eyes that she suspected came of the realization that the long, wonderful night was going to end.

      She smiled, to let him know she didn’t want it to happen, either. “Slade? What’s wrong?”

      “Nothing. I mean, the storm’s over.” He smiled, and her heart plummeted because suddenly she knew she’d misunderstood what she’d seen in his eyes. It wasn’t fear that the night would end, it was panic that she might want more than he wanted to give. “Lara, this was wonderful. Maybe—maybe we can manage to get together again sometime.”

      She felt the sting of tears in her eyes and hated herself for it. She reminded herself that he’d made her no promises, that she’d wanted no promises, and she smiled and assured him that would

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