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Janey was right in that I didn’t take any crap from people in my work, I still always did my best to avoid confrontation when I could. Apart from with her brother, but he really was a case unto himself. And luckily, it seemed that we had managed to get past that stage now anyway. Mostly.

      ‘So, what about you? Things going well at work? You said you had a new client who was proving a bit difficult. Did you move him to Bernice in the end?’

      I took a sip of red wine and shook my head. ‘No I couldn’t. He wanted to continue with me.’

      ‘Did he now?’ Calum said, leaning back and picking up his own glass.

      ‘It’s nothing like that. He’s just quite…private and didn’t want to go through everything again with someone else. Janey had recommended me to him so he just wanted to stick with me.’

      ‘Ah, the delightful Janey.’

      I gave him a look. ‘Yes. She is delightful.’ The tone in my voice warned him not to push that way.

      ‘It’d be easier if she liked me a little more.’

      ‘She does like you. She likes everyone.’

      This time it was Calum that gave me the look and we both knew I was being diplomatic. Also known as fibbing a little.

      ‘Once things settle a bit with your work and we get to see each other a little more, she’ll come round. I promise.’

      Calum said nothing.

      The waiter drifted past, stopping momentarily to top up our glasses from the wine bottle sat on our table. He then left the bill on the side of the table and glided away. Beside us, a table of eight began singing happy birthday and I looked round to see several waiters accompanying a large cake being wheeled on a dessert trolley. I smiled at the family gathering as photos began being taken, the flashes illuminating the area in bursts. Glancing back at Calum to share the enjoyment, his head was down, brow furrowed as he studied the bill. I was about to look away again when I noticed something.

      ‘What the hell is that?’ I asked, my voice raised to compete with the singing opposite. Which of course finished just as I spoke, resulting in my question being heard by far more people than just the one I’d directed it at.

      Calum’s face darkened.

      ‘Keep your voice down, for God’s sake!’

      My eyes widened. ‘I beg your pardon?’

      ‘You heard me! What the hell’s got into you, drawing attention to us like that?’

      I felt the blood rise in my face. ‘It wasn’t intentional! And right now I don’t actually care. I want an answer to my question?’ I grabbed his left hand and pointed to the distinct tan line on his third finger. ‘Why the hell does it look like you’ve been wearing a wedding ring?’

      Calum pulled his hand out of mine, both of us aware that the birthday party was now far more interested in our discussion than in the cake in front of them.

      ‘Because I have.’

      ‘Oh God. I’m going to be sick.’ I gripped the edge of the table.

      ‘Wait.’ He stopped me. ‘It’s not what you think.’

      I held up my hands, palms upward, silently asking him what the hell else it could be.

      ‘Come on. Let’s go to the hotel and talk about it there.’

      I shook my head. ‘No. I want to talk about it now.’

      ‘Kate please. You’re – ’

      ‘Now Calum.’ My voice was calm and back to its normal level. But even I could hear the steeliness in the tone.

      ‘Fine. It’s kind of silly really.’ He gave a laugh. I didn’t join him. He cleared his throat and continued. ‘The company I was working with, they’re really family-orientated and they like all the people they deal with to be “on the same page”, as they say. I heard another company lost a contract with them because the guy mentioned something about him and his girlfriend living together. I didn’t want to lose the contract so I bought a cheap ring just to wear whilst I was out there. Once things go through, it’ll all pass to a different part of the company and I won’t be dealing with it any more.’ He looked at his hand, the telltale sign barely noticeable in the candlelight. ‘I guess I must have forgotten to take it off on one of my swims.’

      I sat watching him, wanting to believe him.

      ‘Honestly babe, that’s all it is. You know. Playing the game. You know how traditional people can be out in places like Alabama.’

      He reached for my hand and I pulled it back away from him.

      ‘Babe come on, I – ’

      ‘Alabama?’

      ‘Yeah.’

      ‘Not Arizona?’

      ‘What?’

      ‘You told me the firm you were visiting was in Arizona. Not Alabama.’

      ‘I don’t think I did. You must just be remembering wrong. Like you said, you’ve been crazy busy too lately.’

      ‘I’m not remembering it wrong Calum. I know what you told me.’

      ‘Fine. Then I guess I said the wrong state. It’s not a crime. You’re making a big deal out of nothing.’

      ‘Am I?’

      ‘What’s that supposed to mean?’

      ‘Why don’t we go to your house tonight, instead of the hotel?’

      He picked up the napkin off his lap and put it on the table. ‘I’ve told you that’s not possible. It’s still being worked on.’

      ‘I don’t mind. I’d like to see it.’

      ‘I don’t want to drive out there tonight, besides we’ve both been drinking.’

      ‘I’ll pay for a taxi.’

      ‘Don’t be ridiculous. It’d cost a fortune.’

      ‘It’d be worth it to see this amazing house.’

      ‘What’s got into you?’

      ‘Me?’

      ‘Yes!

      ‘Nothing. I think the fact that I’d actually like to see where my boyfriend lives after six months of dating is pretty damn normal! In fact, I’m wondering if me letting it go this long is something I’m going to regret.’

      ‘Of course it’s not. Kate I told you. It’ll be done soon and we – ’

      ‘Are you married?’

      ‘What?’ Calum asked. ‘Of course not!’

      But I saw it. That moment of hesitation. That flicker.

      I dropped my head, my eyes focused on my hands as I held them on my lap, the knuckles white as I twisted the linen napkin between my fingers.

      ‘How could you?’ I whispered. ‘After everything I told you about my parents?’

      There was a pause. He knew he was caught. ‘Kate. I’m sorry. I never meant…’ He stopped as I lifted my head, my eyes dry, gaze boring into him.

      ‘Where were you really? These past few weeks? On holiday with your wife?’

      He nodded. ‘Mexico.’

      ‘Do you have children?’

      The hesitation again.

      ‘Shit,’ I whispered, my throat feeling tight and raw as I swallowed.

      Downing the rest of my wine in one go, I pushed my chair back. ‘I need to go,’ I said, throwing the twisted napkin on the table.

      ‘Kate.

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