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      I’m desperately trying to piece that sentence into an order that makes sense, but it’s not working. AMERICA TO MOVING ARE WE. TO AMERICA WE ARE MOVING. WE TO AMERICA MOVING ARE.

      With the best grammar skills in the world, they all kind of mean the same thing.

      “B-but you can’t just leave me here,” I stammer. “I don’t know how to work the oven properly. I don’t know the code for the burglar alarm.”

      “31415,” Dad says promptly.

      “The first five numbers of pi?” At least that should be easy to remember.

      “You’re coming with us, Harriet,” Annabel says calmly. “How ridiculous do you think we are?”

      Dad has a piece of burnt pizza stuck to his knee.

      I’m not going to answer that.

      “But there isn’t time,” I state stupidly. “School starts next week.”

      “It’s not for a holiday, sweetheart. It’ll be for six months, at least.”

      “I got a job!” Dad shouts, jumping into the air again. “I’m going to be head copywriter at a top American advertising agency! I am no longer a draining sap on the life-source of this family!”

      I thought Dad quite enjoyed sitting around in his dressing gown, losing his temper at people on the television and eating red jelly out of a big bowl.

      “But when?”

      “Tomorrow afternoon,” Annabel says, face getting blotchier by the second. “Sweetheart, we didn’t have a choice. It was that or they’d give it to another candidate. We’re leaving a lot of stuff here and Bunty’s going to take care of the house.”

      I don’t think ‘Bunty’, ‘house’ and ‘care’ have ever been put together in a sentence before. She’s going to sell it, or burn it down, or cover it with glitter paint and glue feathers to the windows.

      I’m definitely going to have to hide the cat.

      “Your father’s new company is getting you a tutor,” Annabel continues gently. “That way you won’t miss anything and you can slip straight into sixth form when you get back.”

      I blink at her a few more thousand times.

      “Your father has to take it, Harriet,” Annabel adds when I still don’t say anything. “He’s been out of work for nine months, and New York will give him the break he needs. Plus –” she clears her throat – “we’ve, umm, run out of savings. We can’t afford for both of us to be out of work any longer.”

      “New York? The job is in New York?”

      What am I supposed to say?

      That I’ve spent the entire summer making carefully laminated plans and timetables for the next academic year?

      That I have a pencil case full of brand-new stationery I haven’t used yet?

      That their timing couldn’t be worse and I hate them I hate them I hate them?

      I’m just opening my mouth to say precisely all of that when I see a familiar expression on their faces. The Harriet’s-About-to-Throw-a-Tantrum look. The Hide-the-Breakables look. The We’ll-Need-to-Buy-New-Door-Hinges look.

      And then I see what’s underneath it.

      Under the nerves, they both look sad. Worried. Tired.

      Dad’s excitement suddenly doesn’t look so real any more. It looks like he’s faking it, to try and make us all believe in it. Including him.

      They don’t want to leave.

      They have to.

      “I think,” I say, taking a deep breath. “That I may need a few minutes to think about this.”

      And – trying to ignore my parents’ astonishment – I turn my back, grab Hugo out of his basket and quietly walk upstairs to my bedroom.

      

      K, I am never laminating anything again.

      Ever.

      The first thing I do is lie on my bed with my nose in Hugo’s fur and try to slow-breathe, the way Nick taught me to for times like this.

      i.e. when I’m about to throw a wobbler.

      Then I sit up, grab a pad off my desk and slowly write:

      Frankly, this should be the easiest list I’ve ever written.

      It’s the eighth-biggest city in the world. It has 8,336,697 people and 4,000 individual street-food vendors. It has been the setting for more than 20,000 films, and it has the lowest crime rate of the twenty-five largest cities in America. The rents are some of the highest in the world, and the wages totally insufficient.

      How do I know all this? Because I’m fascinated by the city, just like everyone else. And because every time I watch reruns of Friends I go online to try and work out how they all survive, financially.

      This could be an enormous adventure. Bigger than modelling. Bigger than Moscow. Bigger than Tokyo. In six months, I’d become a local. A resident. One of them.

      And I mean that quite literally. Thirty-five million Americans share DNA with at least one of the 102 pilgrims who arrived from England on the Mayflower in 1620. We’re pretty much blood relatives anyway.

      Plus I’d get my very own tutor, who I will refer to as my ‘governess’. I could learn to speak Latin and sing about whiskers on kittens or spoonfuls of sugar and be gently guided by the hand through my formative years, learning to embroider.

      But for some reason, I can’t make myself write any of that down.

      Instead, I chew on my pencil and scribble:

      My life is here.

      This is my home.

      Everything I love is here.

      Nat

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