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restrictions during the construction period. On the left side of the board, a section was dedicated to photographs of happy moments between patients and staff.

      Turning away, she caught one picture out of the corner of her eye and stopped cold where she stood. Blinking several times in disbelief, she reached out to make sure it was tangible. So little of what she saw these days was.

      The image was of a birthday celebration in a hospital room. A bunch of children and two nurses, one middle-aged and one very young, happily crowded around a cake proudly held on the lap of a bald prepubescent boy. A few of the other children were bald too, but unlike the main child they wore bandanas or caps. One girl stood near the boy’s elbow, at the edge of the photo but somehow in the middle of it, as central as the boy himself. Her smile was unsure in comparison to the others, but still bright, and as she leaned over to fit into the frame her hand rested on the boy’s arm. Even without the red woollen hat and the benefit of age to carve away the baby cheeks, the face was unmistakable. A strangled animal sound surprised Vee before she realised it emanated from her own throat. A couple nearby squinted in her direction.

      “Teelinlingling. Teeleeeelingling,” sang Jeremy, tugging on her jeans. As if in a trance, Vee looked down as if she’d never seen him before in her life. It took a moment to realise the child was trying to mimic a ringing cellphone. With a shaking hand she retrieved the device.

      “Miss Va . . . um, Viona . . . Voiaja . . . uh, Miss Johnson,” spoke a hesitant voice, wisely deciding to go with the pronounceable surname. “Tamsin here, the receptionist from upstairs. Dr Kingsley’s almost done with the last patient, so he’ll see you in ten minutes. That okay?”

      “Yes, thank you,” Vee croaked. “Be there just now.”

      Her face had to be at melting point the way the plastic of the phone felt so cool against it. This Air Girl, this Smiling Everywhere Girl – she was here, in this picture, in this very hospital. There was no mistaking it, no question about that smile. She was the one from the parking lot, from the jogging day, the one hovering over her bed, disturbing her dreams. When her heart was thudding, and her throat and eyes were furnace hot, and those cold bumps like painful anthills rose all over her skin, that face was the one that sometimes taunted her. Vee wiped cold sweat from her forehead and tried to press back the wave of another anxiety attack.

      Not here. Not now.

      Sweet Mother of God.

      Chapter Two

      Dr Ian Fourie lingered outside the Wellness Institute and breathed deeply of the fresh morning air, enjoying a rare opportunity for introspection before his day began. He stood by his car, looking around the front entrance at the signs of progress. The place was almost finished. Almost . . . but not quite. The ongoing construction remained an eyesore, and prompted questions about the level of upheaval throughout the establishment, even though it was now thankfully confined to the back of the grounds. He couldn’t think of the WI as up and running until all the finishing touches were complete. It was unlucky to celebrate something prematurely or, worse, to overstate one’s abilities to complete a task and then fall sadly and pathetically short of it. Always that lasting stain of my pessimistic mother, he chided himself.

      As if to taunt him, the wind picked up. Dust rose into the air and the protective plastic sheeting billowed above his head. Ian stepped back and coughed, flicking dust off his coat. He glanced up at the concrete ledge above the double doors and saw that the main entrance signage was finally being erected. The temporary wooden support of the individual lettering groaned and bowed in the wind, letting more crumbling material drift to the ground.

      “What the –” He peered closer and blinked, lost for words. Not only were they courting a lawsuit if a plank got loose and brained a prospective client on their way in, but they were also vying to be prime laughing stock. Only some of the letters had been placed from both ends of the roof’s lip, and there were unsightly gaps in the spelling.

      Ian spun around, looking to spot any of the builders who were always wandering around the premises. Spotting a cluster sitting under a nearby jacaranda in the parking lot, he strode over without bothering to close his car door.

      “Who’s in charge here? You? Okay, come with me, please . . . yes, you, come with me.” He drew the puzzled team leader over to the entrance and pointed an accusing finger upward. “Do you see that? Are you and those men responsible for erecting this sign?”

      “Ja, sure.” The man looked him over quizzically. “But we haven’t finished yet. We just on tea break right now.”

      “Naturally. And in the meantime, when people come through here for service, is that what they’re going to see?” He jabbed his finger again. “Can you see what that reads right now?”

      The workman frowned more deeply as he scanned the gappy lettering, lips struggling over the words. “We . . . ins . . . Weinst . . . Oh. Oh, hahaaa, that’s funny! It looks like ‘We in shit’ from here. Jissis, bru, you’ve got a good eye!” He gave Ian a jolly punch on the shoulder as he laughed into his tea. “Toemaar, man, ons sal dit nou klaarmaak. Dit sal lees ‘Wellness Institute’ net soos dit moet.”

      “And how soon is soon?”

      “No worries. Ek sê ons sal dit nou-nou klaarmaak. Why, are you the director?” He gave Ian the once-over with a suspicious eye when no response came, lingering on the cashmere coat and BMW car keys. “Don’t you speak Afrikaans?”

      Ian’s fist bunched painfully over the keys as heat flooded his face. He wanted to shout that he practically ran the cardiology unit and was one of the finest specialists on the payroll, not to mention the amount of funding he generated. “Yes, I do, of course,” he answered tersely to the second question through gritted teeth. “But right now, that’s not your or my concern.”

      The workman took a pointed sip from his steaming cup before looking up. “You’re right, sir. We’ll have that fixed for you in a jiffy.” He walked off without a backward glance. Back within the fold of his brethren, Ian watched him relate their encounter with much flair and gesticulation. The group of men lapped it up, looking across in grand amusement and shaking their heads.

      Ian grabbed his belongings from the car, simmering with anger and embarrassment. He hadn’t meant to grandstand like an ass, but appearances mattered, something for which he’d evidently just been judged. The WI couldn’t afford to be a reminder of its predecessor, and under no circumstances was it to conjure up images of rank-smelling rooms with sparse supplies in darkest Africa, which would surely happen if construction wasn’t speeded up. A hypercritical eye was necessary to ensure nothing marred the facility’s debut. Ian’s pride overrode his irritation even as he thought about it. After all the networking and elbow-greasing, the payoff would be worth every haggard day and sleepless night.

      Ian shut the door of the BMW X5, savouring the meaty sound. That was the sound of a good car, as far as he was concerned, that thick, coming-together “clunk” of expensive doors. The sound associated with cars from his childhood had been too loud and metallic, a death rattle of abused doors that lacked rubber siding in the frames to hold essentials together. Both his daughters, conscientious as they were, thought the vehicle a waste of money and murder on the environment, but he noted with a smile their distinct lack of complaints at the comfort and legroom on long trips. His son, bless his heart, couldn’t wait to be allowed to take the wheel. Geared up, Ian strode down the path and in through the automatic double doors of the main entrance.

      “Good morning, Dr Fourie.”

      He turned towards the deep bass voice, the best part of his day. Behind the security desk a tall, dark-skinned man in uniform was on his feet, smiling warmly. Patriotic as Ian was, he secretly believed the best service in town almost invariably came from foreigners – his wife excluded. Etienne Matongo, a Congolese getting by in a job he wouldn’t be doing in better times in his own country, always had a cheerful greeting every morning he was on duty. Matongo had remained dedicated to the establishment from its infancy to the final stages of bloom, and was now the deputy in charge of security and surveillance. He and Ian exchanged pleasantries about the

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