LITMIR.BIZ

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Two fingers go up. “Rude behavior or fooling around in hallways when you’re shooting Will. Not. Be. Tolerated. Third. Do not open a case unless it’s on a table or the ground because equipment in said case will fall out. If it breaks, your folks pay. Trust me, they Will. Not. Be. Happy.”

      Mr. Carleton, a portly African-American man, keeps his head shaved smoothly and his desk immaculate, proof positive that he’s a fan of the “less is more” theory. Tightly edited sequences, one-word sentences.

      He continues with basic equipment sign-out procedures. When he’s done, he glances at the clock. “Okay, teams, with whatever time’s left, start planning your first broadcast.”

      Excited, I pull out my Campus News notebook, but before anyone can say a word, the door flies open. Every head turns.

      “Omigod!” Marcis hisses. “What’s he doing here?”

      My heart takes a nosedive straight into my stomach.

      Jagger Voorham! Pouty, rocker-boy lips, hazel eyes that change color according to his mood, and yes, supercute. Slacker Jagger crosses the room without bothering to look at anyone, including me. As if he doesn’t know I’d be front and center.

      He hands Mr. Carleton a mustard-yellow Schedule Change form. The teacher frowns.

      “Don’t worry, Marci,” I whisper. “Carleton’ll never let him into the class. Jags didn’t take Intro. He can’t be in Advanced.”

      Resolutely, I tap the notebook and try to discuss stories for the first broadcast. But everyone’s focus is on the quiet conversation at the front of the room. Finally the teacher nods.

      “B Team!” Mr. Carleton points a finger at Jagger. “New member.”

      Do something, Marci mouths.

      Like what? Throw myself under a bus? Jump off the Brooklyn Bridge? Drop the class?

      Jagger saunters over. I look down, refusing to give him the satisfaction of acknowledging his existence. There’s no way I want him—or anyone else in the room—to see the tears of frustration forming hot in my eyes.

      How could Jagger do this to me? My triumphant moment—ruined!

      My BFF, a four-foot-eleven, barely one-hundred-pound Korean dynamo, kicks me. I don’t have to look at Marci to know what she’s thinking.

      Who wants to deal with Jagger all year?

      That’s the moment the bell rings. Everyone in class jumps up, as if electroshocked into obedience. Mr. Carleton gestures. “Stay a moment, Val?”

      Marci glances at me, but I wave her on. Scott Jenkins smirks as he passes, knowing my team’s just been saddled with a complete neophyte. Hailey Manussian, on the other hand, shoots me a look of sheer hatred—or maybe it’s jealousy. Like most girls at WiHi, Hailey’s probably going through an if only Jagger wanted to get into my pants phase.

      Backpack on shoulder, I walk to the teacher’s desk.

      “I put Jagger Voorham on your team,” Carleton tells me.

      The blood rushes to my cheeks at the mere mention of his name. “I noticed.”

      “He can’t fit Intro into his schedule. I let him in because he’s a senior like the rest of the class. Although that doesn’t mean you let him slide. He needs to do his share. Show him the ropes, won’t you, Val?”

      Despite the fact that I find it hard to breathe, I put on a tough act. “Sure, Mr. Carleton. I’ll kick his butt.”

      The teacher laughs. “I bet you will.” He points to a couple of Student Emmy Awards gathering dust on the shelf above his desk. “Get those stories, girl. I’m counting on you to win us another.”

      “No pressure,” I say.

      His bald head gleams. “Would it be Campus News if there wasn’t?”

      * * *

      The last bell of the day is like a tsunami warning on a Pacific island. The halls explode as almost two thousand kids run for higher ground—which in this case means lockers and exit doors. I elbow my way down the corridor with just the tiniest bit of amazement. Even though the school was cleaned over the summer, initials are already chalked across the walls.

      Marci stands in front of her locker, fiddling with her lock.

      “Maybe you should try your new combination,” I tell her. “That’s last year’s.”

      She frowns as she searches her backpack for the combo paper the homeroom teachers hand out. “Why can’t they let us keep the same lockers every year?”

      “The mysteries of WiHi are…mysterious, Marci.”

      The metal door pops open. She switches a book and we head down the steps. “I can’t believe I forgot to ask at lunch. What did Carleton want?”

      “We’re supposed to show Jagger the ropes.”

      “Not we. You’re the one who knows everything. I only take TV so we can hang.” She lowers her voice. “Think you can get him to switch Jagger to A team?”

      “What am I supposed to say?”

      “The guy’s a killer. Broke your heart and scattered the pieces without a second thought.”

      Ouch. Rip the scab right off the wound, why don’t you?

      Outside, the afternoon sun makes me blink. At least, that’s what I tell myself. September in Brooklyn Heights is like an iPod on shuffle. Summer weather, fall weather, and everything in between. This week it’s end-of-summer-with-hints-of-autumn. That means it’s too nice to have been stuck in school obsessing about Jagger Voorham for the past five hours.

      “Mr. Carleton gave me permission to kick his butt if he screws up,” I tell her.

      “Like that’ll help. He was my dialogue partner in French III, remember? I wanted to murder the kid, but I swear Mademoiselle Reynaud’s in love with him. Two-faced dog if ever there was one.”

      “Jagger or Mademoiselle Reynaud?”

      The French teacher is ninety years old and mean as a pit bull. She’s been teaching so long they’re thinking about naming the language hall bathrooms after her. Or maybe just a stall.

      “You know who I mean,” Marci sniffs.

      I do—and I’m just as pissed off as she is. Why does Jagger have to ruin twelfth grade the way he did eleventh? For months, we were lip-locked and then one night, he finds someone else to soothe his tortured soul. Or whatever that stupid cliché is. The fact that I wasn’t enough for him, that I didn’t even know I wasn’t enough, left a cavernous hole deep inside me.

      “I can ask Mr. Carleton to switch him,” Marci pleads. “I don’t mind.”

      I shake my head. “Scott’ll never take him. Plus, Mr. C. specifically asked me to help.”

      “Worse and worse,” she mumbles softly.

      “I heard that! You’re not helping, Marci.”

      “Sorry! It’s just…I don’t want to see you hurt again.”

      Again? I almost laugh. Watching Jagger walk into the Media Center made it clear that the hurt had never gone away. It just got buried inside the hole at the center of my life.

      “I’ll just have to deal with it. With him. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, right?”

      My best friend shakes her head. “Not exactly the choice I was going for!”

      2

      Tony’s Pizzeria is a Heights institution. Old-school booths with Formica tables, cracked leather seats and the best pizza in a town known for excellent pies. It’s on Montague, Brooklyn Heights’ main street, in between Moving Arts

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