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face for shame. So Evangelist drew near, and when he came up to him, he said, with a sad look; What dost thou here, Christian?

      To these words Christian knew not what to say, so he stood quite mute. Then Evangelist went on thus: Art not thou the man that I heard cry in The City of Destruction?

      Christian.—Yes, dear Sir, I am the man.

      Evangelist.—Did not I point out to thee the way to the Wicket Gate?

      Christian.—Yes, you did, Sir.

      Evangelist.—How is it, then, that thou hast so soon gone out of the way?

      Christian.—When I had got out of the Slough of Despond I met a man who told me that in a town near, I might find one who could take off my load.

      Evangelist.—What was he?

      Christian.—He had fair looks, and said much to me, and got me at last to yield; so I came here. But when I saw this hill, and how steep it was, I made a stand, lest it should fall on my head.

      Evangelist.—What said the man to thee?

      When Evangelist had heard from Christian all that took place, he said: Stand still a while, that I may show thee the words of God.

      So Evangelist went on to read, 'Now the just shall live by faith, but if a man draw back, my soul shall have no joy in him.' Is not this the case with thee? said he: Hast not thou drawn back thy feet from the way of peace, to thine own cost; and dost thou not spurn the most high God?

      Then Christian fell down at his feet as dead, and said: Woe is me! Woe is me!

      At the sight of which, Evangelist caught him by the right hand, and said: Faith hopes all things.

      Then did Christian find some peace, and stood up.

      Evangelist.—I pray thee give more heed to the things that I shall tell thee of. The Lord says, 'Strive to go in at the strait gate, the gate to which I send thee, for strait is the gate that leads to life, and few there be that find it.' Why didst thou set at nought the words of God, for the sake of Mr. Worldly Wiseman? That is, in truth, the right name for such as he. The Lord hath told thee that he who will save his life shall lose it.' He to whom thou wast sent for ease, Legality by name, could not set thee free; no man yet has got rid of his load through him; he could but show thee the way to woe, for by the deeds of the law no man can be rid of his load. So that Mr. Worldly Wiseman and his friend Mr. Legality are false guides; and as for his son Civility, he could not help thee.

      Now Christian, in great dread, could think of nought but death, and sent forth a sad cry in grief that he had gone from the right way. Then he spoke once more to Evangelist in these words:—Sir, what think you? Is there hope? May I now go back, and strive to reach The Wicket Gate? I grieve that I gave ear to this man's voice; but may my sin find grace?

      Evangelist.—Thy sin is great, for thou hast gone from the way that is good, to tread in false paths, yet will the man at the gate let thee through, for he has love and good will for all men; but take heed that thou turn not to the right hand or to the left.

      Then did Christian make a move to go back, and Evangelist gave him a kiss and one smile, and bade him God speed.

      So he went on with haste, nor did he speak on the road; and could by no means feel safe till he was in the path which he had left. In time, he got up to the gate. And as he saw by the words which he read on it, that those who would knock could go in, he gave two or three knocks, and said: May I go in here?

      At last there came a great man to the gate, whose name was Good-will, and he said: Who is there; whence come you, and what would you have?

      Christian.—I come from The City of Destruction with a load of Sins on my back; but I am on my way to Mount Zion, that I may be free from the wrath to come; and as I have been told that my way is through this gate, I would know, Sir, if you will let me in?

      Good-will.—With all my heart.

      So he flung back the gate. But just as Christian went in, he gave him a pull.

      Then said Christian: What means that? Good-will told him that a short way from this gate there was a strong fort, of which Beelzebub was the chief, and that from thence he and the rest that dwelt there shot darts at those that came up to the gate to try if they could kill them ere they got in.

      Then said Christian: I come in with joy and with fear. So when he had gone in, the man at the gate said: Who sent you here?

      Christian.—Evangelist bade me come and knock (as I did); and he said that you, Sir, would tell me what I must do.

      Good-will.—The door is thrown back wide for you to come in, and no man can shut it.

      Christian.—Now I seem to reap the good of all the risks I have met with on the way.

      Good-will.—But how is it that no one comes with you?

      Christian.—None of my friends saw that there was cause of fear, as I did.

      Good-will.—Did they know of your flight?

      Christian.—Yes, my wife and young ones saw me go, and I heard their cries as they ran out to try and stop me. Some of my friends, too, would have had me come home, but I put my hands to my ears, and so came on my way.

      Good-will.—But did none of them come out to beg of you to go back?

      Christian.—Yes, both Obstinate and Pliable came, but when they found that I would not yield, Obstinate went home, but Pliable came with me as far as the Slough of Despond.

      Good-will.—Why did he not come through it?

      When Christian told him the rest, he said: Ah, poor man! Is a world of bliss such a small thing to him, that he did not think it worth while to run a few risks to gain it?

      Sir, said Christian, there is not much to choose twixt him and me. Then he told Good-will how he had been led from the straight path by Mr. Worldly Wiseman.

      Good-will.—Oh, did he light on you? What! He would have had you seek for ease at the hands of Mr. Legality. They are, in truth, both of them cheats. And did you take heed of what he said?

      Christian then told him all. But now that I am come, said he, I am more fit for death, than to stand and talk to my Lord. But oh, the joy it is to me to be here!

      Good-will.—We keep none out that knock at this gate, let them have done what they may ere they came here; for they are 'in no wise cast out.' So, good Christian, come with me, and I will teach you the way you must go. Look in front. That is the way which was laid down by Christ and the wise men of old, and it is as straight as a rule can make it.

      Christian.—But is there no turn or bend by which one who knows not the road might lose his way?

      Good-will.—My friend, there are not a few that lead down to it, and these paths are wide: yet by this you may judge the right from the wrong—the right are straight and are by no means wide.

      Then I saw in my dream that Christian said: Could you not help me off with this load on my back?—for as yet he had not got rid of it. He was told: As to your load, you must bear it till you come to the place of Deliverance, for there it will fall from your back.

      Then Christian would have set off on the road; but Good-will said: Stop a while and let me tell you that when you have gone through the gate you will see the house of Mr. Interpreter, at whose door you must knock, and he will show you good things. Then Christian took leave of his friend, who bade him God speed.

      He now went on till he came to the house at the door of which he was to knock; this he did two or three times. At last one came to the door and said: Who is there?

      Christian.—I have come to see the good man of the house.

      So in a short time Mr. Interpreter came to him and said: What would you have?

      Christian.—Sir, I am come from The City of Destruction, and am on my way to Mount Zion. I was told by the man that stands at the gate, that if I came here you would show me good things that would help me.

      Then Interpreter took Christian to a room, and bade his man bring a light, and there he saw on the wall the print of one who

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