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of luxury. She loves it; great houses, plentiful meals, and the crowd of twinkling footmen's calves. Yet you see her here in a desolate house, consenting to cold, and I know not what, terrors of ghosts! poor soul. I have some mysterious attraction for her. She would not let me come alone. I should have had to hire some old Storling grannam, or retain the tattling keepers of the house. She loves her native country too, and disdains the foreigner. My tea you may trust.'

      Redworth had not a doubt of it. He was becoming a tea-taster. The merit of warmth pertained to the beverage. 'I think you get your tea from Scoppin's, in the City,' he said.

      That was the warehouse for Mrs. Warwick's tea. They conversed of Teas; the black, the green, the mixtures; each thinking of the attack to come, and the defence. Meantime, the cut bread and butter having flown, Redwerth attacked the loaf. He apologized.

      'Oh! pay me a practical compliment,' Diana said, and looked really happy at his unfeigned relish of her simple fare.

      She had given him one opportunity in speaking of her maid's love of native country. But it came too early.

      'They say that bread and butter is fattening,' he remarked.

      'You preserve the mean,' said she.

      He admitted that his health was good. For some little time, to his vexation at the absurdity, she kept him talking of himself. So flowing was she, and so sweet the motion of her mouth in utterance, that he followed her lead, and he said odd things and corrected them. He had to describe his ride to her.

      'Yes! the view of the Downs from Dewhurst,' she exclaimed. 'Or any point along the ridge. Emma and I once drove there in Summer, with clotted cream from her dairy, and we bought fresh-plucked wortleberries, and stewed them in a hollow of the furzes, and ate them with ground biscuits and the clotted cream iced, and thought it a luncheon for seraphs. Then you dropped to the road round under the sand-heights—and meditated railways!'

      'Just a notion or two.'

      'You have been very successful in America?'

      'Successful; perhaps; we exclude extremes in our calculations of the still problematical.'

      'I am sure,' said she, 'you always have faith in your calculations.'

      Her innocent archness dealt him a stab sharper than any he had known since the day of his hearing of her engagement. He muttered of his calculations being human; he was as much of a fool as other men—more!

      'Oh! no,' said she.

      'Positively.'

      'I cannot think it.'

      'I know it.'

      'Mr. Redworth, you will never persuade me to believe it.'

      He knocked a rising groan on the head, and rejoined 'I hope I may not have to say so to-night.'

      Diana felt the edge of the dart. 'And meditating railways, you scored our poor land of herds and flocks; and night fell, and the moon sprang up, and on you came. It was clever of you to find your way by the moonbeams.'

      'That's about the one thing I seem fit for!'

      'But what delusion is this, in the mind of a man succeeding in everything he does!' cried Diana, curious despite her wariness. 'Is there to be the revelation of a hairshirt ultimately?—a Journal of Confessions? You succeeded in everything you aimed at, and broke your heart over one chance miss?'

      'My heart is not of the stuff to break,' he said, and laughed off her fortuitous thrust straight into it. 'Another cup, yes. I came . . .'

      'By night,' said she, 'and cleverly found your way, and dined at The

      Three Ravens, and walked to The Crossways, and met no ghosts.'

      'On the contrary—or at least I saw a couple.'

      'Tell me of them; we breed them here. We sell them periodically to the newspapers!'

      'Well, I started them in their natal locality. I saw them, going down the churchyard, and bellowed after them with all my lungs. I wanted directions to The Crossways; I had missed my way at some turning. In an instant they were vapour.'

      Diana smiled. 'It was indeed a voice to startle delicate apparitions! So do roar Hyrcanean tigers. Pyramus and Thisbe—slaying lions! One of your ghosts carried a loaf of bread, and dropped it in fright; one carried a pound of fresh butter for home consumption. They were in the churchyard for one in passing to kneel at her father's grave and kiss his tombstone.'

      She bowed her head, forgetful of her guard.

      The pause presented an opening. Redworth left his chair and walked to the mantelpiece. It was easier to him to speak, not facing her.

      'You have read Lady Dunstane's letter,' he began.

      She nodded. 'I have.'

      'Can you resist her appeal to you?'

      'I must.'

      'She is not in a condition to bear it well. You will pardon me, Mrs.

      Warwick . . .'

      'Fully! Fully!'

      'I venture to offer merely practical advice. You have thought of it all, but have not felt it. In these cases, the one thing to do is to make a stand. Lady Dunstane has a clear head. She sees what has to be endured by you. Consider: she appeals to me to bring you her letter. Would she have chosen me, or any man, for her messenger, if it had not appeared to her a matter of life and death? You count me among your friends.'

      'One of the truest.'

      'Here are two, then, and your own good sense. For I do not believe it to be a question of courage.'

      'He has commenced. Let him carry it out,' said Diana.

      Her desperation could have added the cry—And give me freedom! That was the secret in her heart. She had struck on the hope for the detested yoke to be broken at any cost.

      'I decline to meet his charges. I despise them. If my friends have faith in me—and they may!—I want nothing more.'

      'Well, I won't talk commonplaces about the world,' said Redworth. 'We can none of us afford to have it against us. Consider a moment: to your friends you are the Diana Merion they knew, and they will not suffer an injury to your good name without a struggle. But if you fly? You leave the dearest you have to the whole brunt of it.

      'They will, if they love me.'

      'They will. But think of the shock to her. Lady Dunstane reads you—'

      'Not quite. No, not if she even wishes me to stay!' said Diana.

      He was too intent on his pleading to perceive a signification.

      'She reads you as clearly in the dark as if you were present with her.'

      'Oh! why am I not ten years older!' Diana cried, and tried to face round to him, and stopped paralyzed. 'Ten years older, I could discuss my situation, as an old woman of the world, and use my wits to defend myself.'

      'And then you would not dream of flight before it!'

      'No, she does not read me: no! She saw that I might come to The Crossways. She—no one but myself can see the wisdom of my holding aloof, in contempt of this baseness.'

      'And of allowing her to sink under that which your presence would arrest.

      Her strength will not support it.'

      'Emma! Oh, cruel!' Diana sprang up to give play to her limbs. She dropped on another chair. 'Go I must, I cannot turn back. She saw my old attachment to this place. It was not difficult to guess . . . Who but I can see the wisest course for me!'

      'It comes to this, that the blow aimed at you in your absence will strike her, and mortally,' said Redworth.

      'Then I say it is terrible to have a friend,' said Diana, with her bosom heaving.

      'Friendship, I fancy, means one heart between two.'

      His unstressed observation hit a bell in her head, and set it reverberating. She and Emma had spoken, written, the very words. She drew forth her Emma's letter from under her left breast, and read some half-blinded lines.

      Redworth

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