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the cut. Wincing, she said, “I don’t know…” Her brow furrowed as she frowned. “I must have hit it on the steering wheel of the car.”

      “What car?”

      “Our car. The one we bought in Durango.” The words were slowly formed, as if concentrating took huge effort. “Maybe you were right about it needing a new alternator.”

      His mind raced to keep up with what she was saying.

      “When I woke up, I was…was in the ditch.”

      He scowled, searching her features. Her blue eyes glazed over. And it hit him.

      She was in shock.

      All the words he’d dreamed of hurling at her dried in his mouth. “You were in an accident?”

      “I guess so.” She swayed.

      He grabbed her again, this time swinging her from the ground and up into his arms.

      “I’m okay,” she protested.

      “Right.” With strides shortened by the foot of fresh snow, he started toward his cabin.

      “I knew you’d take care of me.”

      He ground his back teeth together. Until this moment, he couldn’t have said he’d have taken care of her. In fact, that was the last thing he wanted to do.

      Reaching up an icy hand, she traced the line of his cheek, just the way she had the night they first discovered each other, when he’d taught her about passion….

      But she’d given up the right to touch him—physically or emotionally—when she’d divorced him to marry another man.

      Running ahead of them, Hardhat pushed through the snow with his nose, flinging flakes everywhere.

      “When did we get a dog?”

      “When did we get a dog?” he echoed.

      “I don’t remember…”

      Something more icy than the snow shivered down his spine.

      “What’s her name?”

      “His name is Hardhat.”

      “Why don’t I know that…?”

      Shane opened the cabin door. This much, she’d surely remember. He’d rented the small house the day before their wedding so she and his sister, Sarah, would have someplace other than a rickety trailer to call home.

      He’d bought the cabin after Angie left, not out of any sense of nostalgia, but as a solid, constant reminder that women shattered hearts and devastated homes.

      Inside, he kicked the door closed, locking out the storm’s vicious lash.

      Ignoring the fact he trampled snow across the honey-colored hardwood floor, he carried her into the living room and set her on the couch. “We need to get you out of those wet clothes,” he said, yanking off his gloves and tossing them on the throw rug.

      Hardhat immediately grabbed one and ran toward his mat, placing a triumphant paw on the glove.

      “Angie? You need to take off your jacket.”

      “Where’s Sarah?”

      His brows drew together. His sister was at college, where she had been for two years. “With friends,” he said.

      Angie didn’t respond, nor did she move.

      Her hands, whitened from exposure to the brutal elements, trembled as she reached for the coat’s zipper. How long had she been outside, and how far had she walked?

      Shane didn’t want the answers to matter. But they did.

      She shivered uncontrollably, and her light brown hair fell forward, shielding her face and thankfully blocking the gratitude and adoration emanating from her sky-blue eyes.

      Moving her hand aside, he took hold of the zipper’s tab and parted the metal teeth.

      A pendant glittered in the firelight.

      He swallowed, hard.

      Unable to help himself, he reached for the gold-dipped aspen leaf, tracing his fingertip across the raised veins in the metal, remembering…

      As if it were yesterday, he recalled giving her the piece of jewelry. It had been their fourth date. He’d been young, poor, idealistic. She’d been young, rich and—he’d thought—different from other women.

      She’d admired the aspen leaf, saying she’d never seen anything like it back east. He’d bought it for her.

      Back then, purchasing the small trinket had been the financial equivalent of giving her the moon. Buying it had wiped out his last dollar.

      She had protested his extravagance, saying he should spend his hard-earned money on Sarah and his new business. Softly Angie had added that being with him was all she needed.

      Shane’s hardened heart had started to crack in that moment.

      When he’d insisted she accept the gift, she’d lifted her hair, and he’d gently fastened the clasp at her nape.

      And she still had the reminder of their time together. Amazing.

      “Is something wrong?”

      “Wrong?” he asked, voice raw, as if it had been dragged through rusty nails.

      “You’re scowling.”

      “Nothing,” he said, pulling his hand back and shoving aside the past.

      With a physical gentleness he didn’t feel emotionally, he shucked the jacket from her shoulders and dropped it beside his single glove. She looked at him through the fringe of her hair, and he noticed that her lower lip quivered. She was getting to him….

      Her teeth chattered, the sound amplified in the quiet. He’d been so wrapped up in his memories that he was neglecting to care for her properly.

      Softly cursing, he moved into action, tossing a couple of logs on the dwindling fire, stoking the embers and fanning the flame.

      Returning to her, he dropped to his knees, ignoring the winking aspen leaf nestled near her breast.

      She curled her small hand around his shoulder the same way she might have once upon a time. Trying to ignore the touch, he drew off her shoes, pricey leather flats that had no place in a Rocky Mountain blizzard.

      Her socks were soaked, and he pulled them off, exposing the pale pink polish brushed across her toenails. She’d never painted her toenails before.

      He shoved aside the thoughts and the anger that still nipped at his soul.

      She no longer mattered to him.

      Her denim jeans were frozen and stiff near the ankle, and he knew they needed to be removed, too. Damned if he’d do it, though.

      He grabbed a throw from the back of the couch and settled it around her shoulders.

      “Thank you,” she murmured, tipping back her head and looking at him. Her hair fell away from her forehead, again exposing her wound.

      In the dim light spilling through the large window, the cut seemed to ravage her skin.

      He gritted his teeth. He’d already told himself she didn’t matter.

      But her vulnerability sliced through his carefully constructed defenses.

      Against his will, he moved his finger across her skin, not touching the injury but feeling the sizzle of heat against frost.

      She flinched, but didn’t pull away.

      “I need to call Doc Johnson.”

      “Dr. Johnson?” She pressed her fingers against her temples, as if hoping to soothe away the pain. “What about Dr. Kirk?”

      “He retired.” Was it possible

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