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with the reed they gave to me before,

      They strike my head, the rock from whence all store

      Of heav’nly blessings issue evermore:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      They bow their knees to me, and cry, Hail king:

      What ever scoffes or scornfulnesse can bring,

      I am the floore, the sink, where they it fling:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      Yet since man’s scepters are as frail as reeds,

      And thorny all their crowns, bloudie their weeds;

      I, who am Truth, turn into truth their deeds:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      The souldiers also spit upon that face

      Which Angels did desire to have the grace,

      And Prophets once to see, but found no place:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      Thus trimmed forth they bring me to the rout,

      Who Crucifie him, crie with one strong shout.

      God holds his peace at man, and man cries out:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      They leade me in once more, and putting then

      Mine own clothes on, they leade me out agen.

      Whom devils flie, thus is he toss’d of men:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      And now wearie of sport, glad to ingrosse

      All spite in one, counting my life their losse,

      They carrie me to my most bitter crosse:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      My crosse I bear my self, untill I faint:

      Then Simon bears it for me by constraint,

      The decreed burden of each mortall Saint:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      O all ye who passe by, behold and see:

      Man stole the fruit, but I must climbe the tree;

      The tree of life to all, but onely me:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      Lo, here I hang, charg’d with a world of sinne,

      The greater world o’ th’ two; for that came in

      By words, but this by sorrow I must win:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      Such sorrow, as if sinful man could feel,

      Or feel his part, he would not cease to kneel,

      Till all were melted, though he were all steel.

      Was ever grief like mine?

      But, O my God, my God! why leav’st thou me,

      The sonne, in whom thou dost delight to be?

      My God, my Go————

      Never was grief like mine!

      Shame tears my soul, my bodie many a wound;

      Sharp nails pierce this, but sharper that confound;

      Reproches, which are free, while I am bound:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      Now heal thyself, Physician; now come down.

      Alas! I did so, when I left my crown

      And father’s smile for you, to feel his frown:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      In healing not myself, there doth consist

      All that salvation, which ye now resist;

      Your safetie in my sicknesse doth subsist:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      Betwixt two theeves I spend my utmost breath,

      As he that for some robberie suffereth,

      Alas! what have I stollen from you? death:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      A king my title is, prefixt on high;

      Yet by my subjects am condemn’d to die

      A servile death in servile companie:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      They gave me vineger mingled with gall,

      But more with malice: yet, when they did call,

      With manna, angel’s food, I fed them all:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      They part my garments, and by lot dispose

      My coat, the type of love, which once cur’d those

      Who sought for help, never malicious foes:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      Nay, after death their spite shall further go;

      For they will pierce my side, I full well know;

      That as sinne came, so sacraments might flow:

      Was ever grief like mine?

      But now I die; now all is finished.

      My wo, man’s weal: and now I bow my head:

      Onely let others say, when I am dead,

      Never was grief like mine!

      5. THE THANKSGIVING.

      OH King of grief! (a title strange, yet true,

      To thee of all kings onely due)

      Oh King of wounds! how shall I grieve for thee,

      Who in all grief preventest me?

      Shall I weep bloud? why, thou hast wept such store,

      That all thy body was one doore.

      Shall I be scourged, flouted, boxed, sold?

      ’Tis but to tell the tale is told.

      My God, my God, why dost thou part from me?

      Was such a grief as cannot be.

      Shall I then sing, skipping, thy dolefull storie,

      And side with thy triumphant glorie?

      Shall thy strokes be my stroking? thorns, my flower?

      Thy rod, my posie? crosse, my bower?

      But how then shall I imitate thee, and

      Copie thy fair, though bloudie hand?

      Surely I will revenge me on thy love,

      And trie who shall victorious prove.

      If thou dost give me wealth; I will restore

      All back unto thee by the poore.

      If thou dost give me honour; men shall see,

      The honour doth belong to thee.

      I will not marry; or, if she be mine,

      She and her children shall be thine.

      My bosome friend, if he blaspheme thy name,

      I will tear thence his love and fame.

      One half of me being gone, the rest I give

      Unto

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