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       Amelia E. Barr

      All the Days of My Life: An Autobiography

      The Red Leaves of a Human Heart

      Published by Good Press, 2019

       [email protected]

      EAN 4057664563736

       CHAPTER III WHERE DRUIDS AND GIANTS DWELT

       CHAPTER IV AT RIPON AND THE ISLE OF MAN

       CHAPTER V SORROW AND CHANGE

       CHAPTER VI IN NORFOLK

       CHAPTER VII OVER THE BORDER

       CHAPTER VIII LOVE IS DESTINY

       CHAPTER IX THE HOME MADE DESOLATE

       CHAPTER X PASSENGERS FOR NEW YORK

       CHAPTER XI FROM CHICAGO TO TEXAS

       CHAPTER XII A PLEASANT JOURNEY

       CHAPTER XIII IN ARCADIA

       CHAPTER XIV THE BEGINNING OF STRIFE

       CHAPTER XV THE BREAK-UP OF THE CONFEDERACY

       NOTES FROM MY DIARY OF 1862

       CHAPTER XVI THE TERROR BY NIGHT AND BY DAY

       CHAPTER XVII THE NEVER-COMING-BACK CALLED DEATH

       CHAPTER XVIII I GO TO NEW YORK

       CHAPTER XIX THE BEGINNINGS OF A NEW LIFE

       CHAPTER XX THE FAMILY LIFE

       AURICULAS

       CHAPTER XXI THUS RUNS THE WORLD AWAY

       CHAPTER XXII THE LATEST GOSPEL: KNOW THY WORK AND DO IT

       LOVED TOO LATE

       CHAPTER XXIII THE GODS SELL US ALL GOOD THINGS FOR LABOR

       POPPIES AND WHEAT

       CHAPTER XXIV BUSY, HAPPY DAYS

       CHAPTER XXV DREAMING AND WORKING

       CHAPTER XXVI THE VERDICT OF LIFE

       APPENDICES

       APPENDIX I HUDDLESTON LORDS OF MILLOM

       APPENDIX II BOOKS PUBLISHED BY DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY

       APPENDIX III BOOKS PUBLISHED BY OTHER PUBLISHERS

       APPENDIX IV POEMS

       APPENDIX V LETTERS

       INDEX

      21

      “He said something about Mrs. Peacock.”

      “What is Mrs. Peacock doing here?”

      “She is hired to help, but I think she never leaves her chair. Ann sniffed, and told Father, Mrs. Peacock had all she could do to take care of Mrs. Peacock. Then Father walked away, and Ann talked to herself, as she always does, when she is angry.”

      This conversation and much that followed I remember well, not all of it, perhaps, but its spirit and the very words used. It occurred in the garden which was in gorgeous August bloom, full of splendid dahlias and holly-hocks, and August lilies. I have never seen such holly-hocks since. We called them rose-mallows then which is I think a prettier name. The house door stood open, and the rooms were all so still and empty. There was a bee buzzing outside, and the girl Agnes singing a Methodist hymn in the kitchen, but the sounds seemed far away, and our little shoes sounded very noisy on the stairway.

      I soon had my head on my mother’s breast, and felt her kisses on my cheek. She asked me if I had a happy visit, but she did not take as much interest in my relations as I expected; she was so anxious to show me the new baby, and to tell me it was a boy, and called after his father’s brother. I was jealous and unhappy, but Mother looked so proud and pleased I did not like to say anything disagreeable, so I kissed Mother and the boy again, and then went to the children’s room and had a good cry in Ann Oddy’s arms.

      “Ann,” I said, “girls are of no account;” and she answered, “No, honey, and women don’t signify much either. It is a pity for us both. I have been fit to drop with work ever since you went away, Amelia, and who cares? If any man had done what I have done, there would be two men holding him up by this time.”

      “Ann, why do men get so much more praise than women, and why are they so much more thought of?”

      “God only knows child,” she answered. “Men have made out, that only they can run the world. It’s in about as bad a state as it well can be, but they are proud of their work. What I say is, that a race of good women would have done 22 something with the old concern by this time. Men are a poor lot. I should think thou would want something to eat.”

      I told her I was

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