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I was beginning to wake up, I realized this meant I had nowhere to stay once my dad and Tracy left for Greece. “What can we do for you guys?”

      She took a shuddering inhale. “Nothing right now, I don’t think. Mom’s just in her total crisis mode, packing suitcases, and Dad’s on hold with the airline trying to find a flight. The boys are still asleep.”

      “I can come over,” I offered. “Help get the boys up and ready so you guys can pack.”

      “That’s so n-n-ice.” She took a breath. “But I think we’re okay. I just wanted to let you know, so you can make other plans. Again, I’m really sorry we’re bailing on you like this.”

      “That’s the last thing you should be worrying about,” I told her. “Just take care of yourself. Okay?”

      “Okay.” She took another shaky breath. “Thanks, Emma. Love you.”

      “Love you back,” I replied. “Text me an update later?”

      “I will.”

      We hung up, and I put my phone back on the floor, where it glowed another moment before going black. Outside, the sky was still dark, the only sound the central air whirring, stirring up the curtains at my window. The last thing I wanted to do was go down the hall to my dad’s room, where he and Tracy would still be fast asleep, and throw this wrench into their honeymoon plans. So I didn’t. It could wait until the morning.

      “Well,” my dad said, rubbing a hand over his face, “I guess we just reschedule?”

      “No,” I said immediately. “That’s crazy. You guys have had this booked for over a year. You’re going.”

      “And leaving you to stay here alone?” Tracy asked. “Emma. I appreciate what you’re trying to do, but—”

      “You’re seventeen, and this place is about to be full of sawdust and subcontractors,” my dad finished for her. “Not happening.”

      Nana, sitting at the table with a cup of tea, had been quiet for much of this debate. But I could tell she was mulling this. “Surely there must be someone we’re not thinking of.”

      I sighed—I hated that I was the problem—but not before catching my dad rubbing his eyes again under his glasses. It was his tell of tells, the one way I could always be sure he was nervous or stressed. I said, “She’s right. There has to be—”

      “Who?” my dad interrupted me. “Bridget’s leaving, Ryan is at camp, your grandmother is about to be on a cruise ship somewhere—”

      “Egypt,” I reminded him.

      “Actually, Morocco,” Nana said, sipping her tea. “Egypt is Thursday.”

      “Thank you,” he said. He rubbed his face again, then snapped his fingers, pointing at Tracy. “What about your sister?”

      She shook her head. “Leaving the day after tomorrow to hike the Appalachian Trail. Remember?”

      “Oh, right,” he said, his shoulders sinking. “We only talked about it with her at length three days ago.” As proof, he gestured at the stack of wedding gifts and cards, some opened, some not, that had been piled into some nearby boxes for the movers to take to the new place.

      “It was a wedding,” I told him. He looked so down I felt like I had to say something. “You talked to a million people.”

      This he waved off as Tracy, seated at the table, watched him, a cup of coffee balanced in her hands. In front of her, right where she’d left them the night before, were their passports, the boarding passes she’d printed out after checking in online to their flights—“just to be on the safe side,” she said—and their itinerary. Doodling at some point since, she’d drawn a row of hearts across the top, right over the word DEPARTURE.

      “This is crazy,” I said, looking from it back to my dad. “It’s your honeymoon. I’m not going to be the reason the dream trip gets canceled.”

      “No one is blaming you,” he said.

      “Certainly not,” Nana seconded. “Things happen.”

      “Maybe not now,” I said. “But just think of the long-term resentment. I mean, I have enough baggage, right?”

      I thought this was funny, but my dad just shot me a tired look. He took my anxiety personally, as if he’d broken me or something. Which was nuts, because all he’d ever done was hold me together, even and especially when the rest of my world was falling apart.

      “We reschedule,” he said firmly. “I’ll call the travel agent right now.”

      “What about Mimi Calvander?” Nana suggested.

      Silence. Then Tracy said, “Who?”

      Behind me, I could hear the clock over the stove, which I always forgot made noise at all except during moments like this, when it was loud enough to feel deafening. “Mimi?” my dad said finally. “Waverly’s mom?”

      It was always jarring when my mom’s name came up unexpectedly, even when it wasn’t early in the morning. Like she belonged both everywhere and nowhere at the same time.

      Nana looked at my dad. “Well, she is family. North Lake isn’t too far. And Emma’s stayed with her before.”

      “I did?” I asked.

      “A long time ago,” my dad said. He’d stopped pacing: he was processing this. “When you were four or so. It was during the only trip your mom and I ever took alone. Vegas.”

      A beat. The clock was still ticking.

      “Second honeymoon,” he added softly. “It was a disaster, of course.”

      “Well, it’s just an idea,” Nana said, taking another measured sip.

      “You have to go to Greece,” I told my dad. “It’s your honeymoon, for God’s sake.”

      “And this is your grandmother,” he replied, “who you haven’t seen in years.”

      “I do know her, though,” I said quickly. He looked at me, doubtful. “I mean, not well. But I remember her. Vaguely.”

      “Okay, stop,” my dad said. He rubbed his face again. “Everyone stop. Just let me think.”

      It was one of those moments when you can just see the future forking, like that road in the yellow wood, right before your eyes. I knew my dad. He’d give up Greece for me. After all he’d already sacrificed, a whole country was nothing at all. Which was why I spoke up, saying, “Mimi, at the lake. With the moss on the trees. There’s porch swings on the dock. And an arcade down the street you can walk to. And the water is cold and clear.”

      He looked at me, sighing. “Emma. You were four.”

      “Mom talked about it,” I told him. “All the time.”

      This, he couldn’t dispute. Every now and then, he got to hear the bedtime stories, too. “You don’t understand,” he said. “Your mother’s family is …”

      He trailed off, all of us waiting for a word that never came.

      “And the high tourist season is just getting started,” he continued. “Which means Mimi is probably too busy to take on anything else.”

      “I don’t know about that,” Nana said. “It’s been so long, I bet she’d love to see Emma.”

      “Sometime,” my dad said. “Not today, this second.”

      “But we don’t know that for sure,” I told him. “If she’s really anything like Mom, she’s not much of a planner.”

      He looked at me again. “North Lake, Emma … it’s … different. They’re different. It’s not like here.”

      “I

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