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money to go on a foreign holiday every year.’

      ‘Where did you go?’ Evie asks.

      ‘A lot of Europe, the US once, furthest we got to was Thailand. Mam and Dad loved to travel and explore new places. They would spend months planning where our next adventure would take us. This very atlas here, oh boy, we could spend hours looking through it. Always on the lookout for inspiration on where we could travel to next. My suggestions to go to Timbuktu were always taken into consideration. I always fancied a trip there, for no other reason than I liked the sound of it as it rolled over my tongue.’

      ‘Timbuktu,’ Jamie says. ‘Can we go there?’

      Olly smiles and ruffles his hair. ‘Maybe.’

      I look at the children and imagine if one of us were to die now, what it would be like for them. Olly was so young to lose his mum. I realise he’s spoken more about her death these past few days than he’s done in all of our marriage. He often tells us – understatement of the year – about how amazing a mother she was – but he rarely gets into the nitty gritty about what it was like when she died.

      ‘I thought this atlas was binned long ago. It just disappeared one day and I think the furthest we travelled after Mam died was West Cork. I suppose Pops and I didn’t feel much like going anywhere without her,’ Olly says.

      ‘If he kept it all these years, it meant a lot to him too,’ I say.

      Olly closes the book and then reaches into the briefcase again. A bundle of letters are tied together, parcel-like, with brown string. A Post-it note is placed on the top and Olly reads it out loud, ‘Remember, each letter must be opened ONLY on the date stated on the envelope. No cheating.’

      Olly’s hands shake as he tries to untie the string, so I take it from him. We huddle in close to see what it says.

      ‘Open me on Friday 27th June.’ scribbled on the first envelope.

      ‘That’s Jamie’s last day of school,’ I realise.

      ‘Will we open it now?’ Jamie asks, true to form, my little impatient man.

      Olly looks at me for guidance and part of me wants to say, hell yes, we’re opening them all now. I want to know what Pops has in store for us. This is way too big to just sit and wait. I want to be forewarned, because off the bat, one thing I know for sure is this – I’m not going camping for eight weeks in that yoke out there.

      ‘We can’t open them,’ Evie interrupts, the voice of reason. ‘We have to honour Pops’ dying wishes.’

      Damn it. You can’t argue with that sentiment.

      Olly takes the letters from me and reties the string, placing it back in the briefcase along with the atlas.

      ‘We’ll do as you ask, Pops’, he murmurs as he closes the latch on the bag. Feck that! I reckon I can steam the envelopes open with a kettle. What the others don’t know won’t harm them. I look up, feeling Evie’s glare and I swear she knows what I’m thinking. Her face is full of reproach and I feel like a naughty kid, caught with her hand in the cookie jar. Okay, maybe no steaming so.

      ‘Hey, Dad, what was the funeral Pops was talking about in his letter?’ Jamie asks.

      ‘You know, I’d forgotten all about that day, until he mentioned it,’ Olly whispers.

      ‘What happened?’ Evie asks.

      ‘Yeah, tell us what happened,’ Jamie demands.

      ‘I remember it was a miserable day, the rain pelting down. The kind of rain that makes it near-impossible to see where you are going. At one point Pops had to pull over and park up for a bit. It took us a lot longer to drive to the church than Pops anticipated, so we didn’t have time to get something to eat first, as he’d promised me. When the mass was over my grumbles about being starving matched the grumbling noises from my tummy! Pops reckoned if we were “super-fast” we could drive to the chipper. We could then grab something to eat and beat the funeral cortege back to the graveside.’

      The children were all smiles, enjoying Olly’s tale. He always had a way with words; people listen when he talks.

      ‘Pops was resourceful,’ I say.

      He nods and continues, ‘Luck was on our side, there was no queue in the chipper and we were back in the car within ten minutes, munching on the best chips I’d ever eaten before. I can still smell the vinegary, salty mix that filled our little car.’

      ‘I could eat some chips now,’ Jamie sighs. ‘My stomach is grumbling too!’

      ‘You’re always hungry,’ Evie interjects. ‘It’s gross.’

      ‘Go on,’ I urge Olly and shush the kids to be quiet.

      ‘Well, we rushed to the graveyard and parked up. We could see the funeral car inching its way towards a grave at the back of the graveyard. So we ran, Pops using his hand to wipe the salt from around my mouth as we went. I can still remember him winking at me as we got to the graveside. We were delighted with ourselves, our bellies warm and full, no one the wiser.’

      I watch grief hit my husband’s face again, as if the memory of that conspiratorial wink is too much for him to bear.

      ‘So you got away with it!’ Evie says. ‘Nicely played, Dad.’

      ‘Oh that’s only half the story. We joined the mourners around the grave. But the priest kept referring to a “he” not a “she” that had died. We both giggled at first, Pops threw his eyes up in the air. But then his face went all serious, the laughter gone. He shushed me and he gestured around the grave and I saw that there wasn’t a single person there that had been at the church earlier.’

      We all gasp once more and look expectantly at Olly.

      ‘We were only at the wrong grave! You couldn’t make it up, but at that exact same moment, as the penny dropped, we turned around – it felt like in slow motion – and there was another funeral procession entering the main gate. Aunty Celeste’s funeral cortege, heading to the other side of the graveyard.’

      ‘What did you do?’ I ask.

      Olly starts to laugh. ‘We started to back away from the graveside. Both of us in long strides, trying to slip away unnoticed. But then Pops tripped over a kerb and fell on his backside, legs up in the air. I started to laugh, couldn’t stop myself and everyone turned and looked at us. The priest said loudly, “Are you quite alright?” Pops looked at me and repeated it, and sure we were goners then. We both doubled over in laughter. I could hardly pull him to his feet. The mourners were all – quite rightly – annoyed with us.’

      We all join in Olly’s laughter, picturing the scene that he has painted for us.

      ‘How could I have forgotten that? You know, for years afterwards one of us would only have to say, “Are you quite alright?” and then we’d be on the floor, laughing again,’ Olly says, shaking his head.

      ‘I think Pops wanted us to laugh today,’ Evie says. I look at her and marvel at her perception. Of course Pops mentioned that story in his letter for that very reason.

      ‘He wanted us to laugh,’ I repeat and lean in to pick up his letter. I scan through it again, soaking up his words, trying to picture him writing this.

      ‘He need never have thanked me,’ I say to Olly. ‘Where else would he be, but here with his family?’

      Olly smiles at me and nods. He is silent again and gestures for me to give him the letter. We all watch him as he reads it to himself.

      ‘He bought us a camper van,’ Olly states and we all look to our sitting-room window and take in the vehicle parked outside.

      ‘So cool,’ Jamie says. I’m not sure what Evie is thinking. She’s holding her cards close to her chest.

      ‘What do you make of it all?’ I ask my husband.

      He

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