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      we left us behind Lord, with Thy body, on a cross, saw them hammer the nails in, with the others, so many before You we had watched bleed to death, so many deaths we have spoke against in silence, as we did again, railed against them wtih downcast eyes & turned backs, railed against them & abandoned Thee

      ·

      the waves

      against the boat

      the waves

      against the boat

      the waves

      against the boat

      the waves

      against the boat

      the waves

      against the boat

      the waves

      against the boat

      the waves

      against the boat

      the waves

      ·

      so where did you go?

      this way

      & that

      &

      only ourselves

      crazy in the vast blue of

      the sky

      the sea

      ·

      sometimes in the night frightened by my own cowardice things i should’ve said or done dreams the man in black walking towards me the buildings falling i am powerless to stop him tho his face is mine his eyes are mine i am watching it all happen wordless

      sometimes in the morning waking the boat is rocking he is watching me & i say nothing i say less & less think more & more my lips dry yes as much from stubborness as lack

      of desire set sail in despair into the midst of

      at night the dreams of daytime & my silence my inabilities my

      ·

      gulls

      gills · (& in the distance hills)

       part 2

      ‘having heard the story of the giant Buamundus in the happiness of a feast, jestingly called his son by the giant’s name.

      Ordericus Vitalis

      Historia Ecclesiastica IV, 212 (as quoted in The Lost Literature of Medieval England by R.M. Wilson)

      ·

      B

       U

       A

       M

       U

       N

       D

       U

      US

      ·

      being more than most

      being of some parts larger

      (the girth)

      being loud of mouth & large of appetite

      being proud of his size

      his strength

      BOO!!

      set a scare

      AMONG US

      ·

      ·

      certain: was talked about

      uncertain: what was said

      certain: a jest

      uncertain: whether he would have thot it funny

      ·

      came there

      to that cross

      Christianity then

      in England

      circa 65 a.d.

      among the saints the disciples the crowds that gathered

      Andronicus

      Junias

      Buamundus

      ·

      us as us

      history

      as in

      we have one

      remembered

      forgotten

      all at once &

      together

      the absence inseparable from the presence

      gone so much longer Lord than You were with us

      ·

      being drunk one night

      pissed in a stream

      overflowed

      the whole town flooded

      no one would speak of it

      fearing they had

      wet their beds

      a sign

      the witches still said

      of inconstancy

      this & other tales

      before his conversion

      ·

      was said to have slept with

      various women

      possible

      as he was

      small for his size

      (source of some shame

      tho for his situation --

      lack of other giants --

      a blessing)

      ·

      rumoured to have impregnated

      all the women in one village

      at their request

      was actually shy but

      in demand

      longed for

      the company of

      ordinary folks

      other

      people

      ·

      Briefly:

      Unhappy

      And

      Misunderstood

      Until

      Near

      Disciples.

      Ultimately (& this stands outside the known pattern) it is their

      Story

      ·

       part 3

      ‘Esperaunce in the worlde nay.

      The world variethe every day.

      Esperaunce en dieu in hym is all,

      For he is above fortunes fall’

      Anonymous ‘in the roofe of the hyest chawmbre in the gardynge’ at the Duke of Northumberland’s house at Leconfield, as quoted in J.G. Russell’s The Field of Cloth of Gold (London 1969.)

      ·

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