Silhouette of a Sparrow - Molly Beth Griffin Milkweed Prize for Children's Literature

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costume. You don’t want to seem indiscrete. So many of the young people these days . . .” Her voice trailed off for a moment. Clean, clear water. I could hardly wait to feel it cool against my skin.

      “Off to our left here is the town proper,” she continued, gesturing widely with her fan. “Lovely little shops up there—all the necessities. It’s very quaint, makes a pleasant stroll. Ah, we’re nearly there.” She nodded toward a gleaming white building up ahead, set back from the park on a bit of a hill and across a narrow street, overlooking the lake.

      “Oh, it’s perfect,” I said. A grand double-wide staircase led up to a veranda that stretched the length of the building. Two more stories rested above the first, with windows looking east, over the Commons and the bay.

      At last we reached the front steps. They rose gently, not steeply like in a normal house, and it was easy to climb them with grace. A bellboy bowed to Mrs. Harrington and opened the main doors at the top. The lobby was large and richly carpeted, with a huge polished wooden counter for a front desk. An ornate radio stood in the corner with pretty little sofas and cushioned chairs clustered around it, their flowered upholstery clean and bright. Electric lamps nested on shiny end tables next to glossy copies of Ladies’ Home Journal and the daily paper.

      Mrs. Harrington led the way to our suite on the second floor. We had a modern bathroom, a small sitting room, and three bedrooms. Mrs. Harrington had already settled into the large bedroom with the bay window in the very center of the building, and Hannah’s little room nestled next to hers. Mrs. Harrington showed me to the tiny room in the northeast corner that looked out over the roof of the veranda toward the lake. It wasn’t much but it was all mine, and I could tell after just half an hour with the Harringtons that the privacy it afforded would be a relief. The maid had already unpacked my things into the dresser drawers and the closet, and the empty luggage sat on the top shelf of the cupboard like it had always lived there.

      “Meals are served in the dining room three times a day,” Mrs. Harrington said as I pulled back the heavy drapes, opened the window wide, and looked out at the lake. “The dining room is on the south side of the first floor, off of the lobby. Hannah and I will be down on the veranda when you’re ready to join us. We’ll leave you now so you can settle in.”

      I stood there awhile at the east window. Maybe I’ll be able to see cranes fishing along the shoreline from here, I thought. Then I pulled away to investigate the second window on the north wall of the building. It looked out on a huge silver maple tree. And that must be a heaven for songbirds. I’ll never, never close these drapes.

      “You have no modesty,” I said aloud to myself in my mother’s voice.

      “I need to wake up to blue sky in the mornings,” I replied in my own as I fastened the sashes firmly. “And you, Mother, are not here to chide me.”

      As my own words sunk in, I felt a great weight lifted from me. Without the confines of Mother’s anxious hovering and Father’s persistent gloominess pressing in on me, I felt light. I filled my lungs with fresh, country air and thought that there might in fact be some real health benefits to “taking the lake air” after all, even for me.

      I left the window and searched for my sewing kit. The maid had tucked it into the top drawer of the dresser, next to my stockings. I fished out a pin and took the chickadee silhouette out of my pocket. I tacked the little bird carefully over my narrow bed—the beginning of a new flock. I resolved to look for a grouse in the underbrush by the lake as soon as I could get out for a walk, so I could cut its image in honor of Mrs. Harrington.

      Then I changed into fresh stockings and made my way down to the veranda, ready for the Harringtons, ready for lunch, and ready for my glorious summer to begin.

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       Blue Jay

      (Cyanocitta cristata)

      “Will it ever let up?” I whined to no one in particular, tossing my needlework aside in a huff. Hannah went on crocheting a doily beside me as though my complaining embarrassed her.

      “May I borrow your scissors?” Hannah asked. I handed over the plain ones from my sewing kit. She snipped the final bit of cotton on her perfect lacy round before passing them back. Her mother smiled proudly at the finished product and aimed a pointed glance in my direction. Hannah’s work was always lovely—she finished projects quickly and seemed to enjoy every stitch. Her mother’s glance said You could learn something from my daughter, and I couldn’t deny that it was true. But I was tired of needlework, and Hannah’s patience with it and her natural talent for it only made me irritable.

      It had been raining for days. The perfect summer morning of my arrival showed me just enough of the beautiful lake town to build my excitement for walks amid exotic country wildlife, thrilling boat rides, swims in cool, clear water, and possibly even forbidden excursions to the amusement park and the dance hall. But dense clouds moved in just after lunch that day and a dreary rain began that was not to let up for a week. Between meals and naps, I spent those long days sitting on the hotel’s veranda with the Harringtons reading magazines, quilting, cross-stitching, sipping iced tea, listening to the radio, chatting about nothing, and watching sheets of rain fall from the gray sky to the gray lake below. Hot, heavy air lay in a damp blanket over us all, and the stagnant humidity only made boredom more stifling and sleep more restless.

      Mrs. Harrington rapped her cane on the floor and snapped her fan shut in a motion that meant Waiter, bring me more tea. I reluctantly picked up my discarded embroidery hoop. Think of pink thread and even stitches. Think of Teddy, I instructed myself, not sky-blue jays and ruby-red cardinals.

      What was he doing right now? Helping in his father’s office, probably. Or maybe running an errand for his mother—he’d take any excuse to drive the family car. Maybe he was making plans for a trip to the movies tonight with friends. With Alice—oh, how I suddenly missed Alice—and her beau, Adam.

      Teddy and I had been going out together for almost a year. On Friday nights we’d go for burgers with Alice and Adam, and then to the pictures or the bowling alley or a baseball game. He opened doors for me and bought me milkshakes and let me wear his jacket when it got cold. I was allowed to ride in Teddy’s car if all four of us went, and it was more fun together anyway. I liked the feel of his arm around my shoulders—his pitching arm, strong and steady, squeezing me tight. Sometimes, when Alice slipped off with Adam for a while, I let Teddy kiss me. It wasn’t magic, not like they say, but his lips were warm and it felt nice.

      Before I knew what I was doing, I had snipped the pink thread and switched to blue. In no time the brown branches and pink crabapple blossoms in the corner of the handkerchief in my lap played host to a perched blue jay. My tiny reproduction of this large, sturdy songbird was unskilled at best, but he carried the sky on his wings and the color cheered me up in spite of myself.

      The waiter cleared his throat; I looked up in surprise. He handed me a letter—a letter! A small neat envelope covered in curly writing that I’d know anywhere: Alice’s. It was as if thinking of her had conjured the letter out of thin air. I thanked the waiter sincerely, thrilled to have a distraction, and tore into the envelope.

      Dear Garnet,

      Is it marvelous there at the lake or horrid with all this rain? I am thanking heaven that I finally found a job for the summer or I’d be bored senseless without you here. I’m just working in the ladies’ department at Dayton’s, but it’s good fun. The other girls are a hoot and I get to try on all the new fashions. I even got my hair bobbed so I’d fit in. I love it short, especially in this heat. Anyhow, Mother’s all for the job, but Grandma just mutters about “shop girls in this family?” all the time. I know once I’m married I’ll leave the money earning to Adam, but it’s too good to pass up while I’m still single, you know? Ooo, Adam. He’s been taking me driving a lot in his dad’s new car. I keep putting the brakes on, if you know what I mean. I have a year of school left! But he’s so gorgeous, it’s hard

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