LITMIR.BIZ

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      ‘You are referring to love?’

      ‘Yes.’

      ‘You are so very American. Love has no place in marriage. No one of consequence marries the person they love. They marry the person who is in a position to provide the best life possible.’

      ‘And by “the best life” you mean one with wealth and privilege?’

      ‘What else is there?’

      ‘Companionship, humour, trust—’

      ‘That is what your friends are for.’

      Katrina rubbed her lips together, trying not to show her frustration. ‘Although I appreciate your interest in finding me a husband, it is not necessary.’

      Madame de Lieven smiled regally, then let out a low sound that was almost a laugh. ‘I believe finding you well settled here will be highly entertaining. I expect I will see you at tomorrow night’s assembly. We can begin our search then.’

      Katrina opened her mouth to protest again, but before she could get the words out Madame de Lieven motioned someone forward with her hand.

      Mr Willis approached the table and bowed. ‘The musicians are ready,’ he informed her.

      Clapping her hands together, Madame de Lieven motioned to the balcony and soft strains of music began to drift through the room. ‘I’ve asked you to meet me here today because Mr Willis believes he has found us a new orchestra and I am to determine if they will suit. I will be interested in your opinion of their abilities.’

      Katrina was grateful for the change in subject. She had no desire to marry an Englishman, and she hoped she would be able to convince the persistent Madame de Lieven to let the matter rest.

      * * *

      Julian should have been reading the latest reports from his steward in Hertfordshire. Instead he had sought out Hart at Tattersalls. Luckily, his friend was predictable. Hart was inspecting the horses that were to be auctioned off tomorrow. He did little to hide the surprise in his greeting, but after a few minutes they fell into companionable silence while they watched three horses parade around the paddock.

      ‘That black thoroughbred looks very fine. Perhaps I will bid on him tomorrow.’ When Julian didn’t reply Hart watched him from the corner of his eye. ‘Although I am considering purchasing a mule instead. Do you think that would do?’

      ‘Yes...’ Julian murmured, while he considered once again his time at Helena’s. When had he stopped feeling the desire to bed her? They had agreed to a relationship based on satisfying each other’s physical needs. If he no longer desired her was there any reason to continue visiting her?

      ‘Splendid. I will send the bill to your house.’

      ‘Of course.’

      Hart yanked him to a stop. ‘Julian, you have just agreed to buy me a mule. What the devil is wrong with you? All week your mind has been elsewhere.’

      It took Julian a few blinks before Hart came into focus. Turning away from his friend’s inquisitive gaze, he looked out towards the horses. ‘Apologies, I’ve been wool-gathering.’

      Hart placed his booted foot on the lower rung of the fence enclosing the horses and leaned his arms on the upper railing. ‘You don’t say? Will you tell me what has you so distracted?’

      Julian stepped closer to his friend and crossed his arms over his chest. He hoped he would not come to regret this. ‘You know women...’

      Hart grinned. ‘I like to believe I do.’

      Taking a deep breath, Julian watched the horses as they ambled around the pen. If anyone overheard them it would stir up gossip. He moved closer to Hart and lowered his voice. ‘I went to see Helena this morning.’

      ‘A daytime visit—that’s a bit unusual,’ Hart said slowly.

      ‘I’m baffled. She’s a beautiful woman, but the entire time I was in her company my thoughts were elsewhere.’

      ‘On another woman?’

      ‘Yes.’

      Hart rubbed away a small smile with his gloved hand. ‘Who?’

      ‘I don’t know her name,’ Julian said, in a low, forceful voice that did nothing to hide his frustration.

      ‘I don’t understand.’

      ‘She is new to London and we haven’t been introduced.’

      ‘So seek an introduction.’

      ‘It would only lead to more speculation on my affairs. It would not do for people to think I have an interest in her.’

      ‘Why not? It’s just an introduction—unless you’re planning on seducing her on the dance floor?’

      That thought had crossed Julian’s mind—more times than he would care to admit even to himself. ‘It is not amusing. I have not been able to get her out of my head. I search for a glimpse of her whenever I am out. I think I hear her voice in crowded rooms. This is not normal.’

      ‘Maybe not for you, but at least it explains your odd behaviour.’

      ‘What do I do? How do I remove her from my thoughts?’

      Hart shrugged his shoulders with careless ease. ‘Why would you want to? It’s evident that you want her, so end this association you have with Helena and pursue this woman.’

      If only he could. ‘That is not an option,’ Julian replied, squeezing the bridge of his nose.

      Hart faced him and crossed his arms. ‘What hold does Helena have on you?’

      Julian let out a snort of disbelief. No woman directed his actions, and he would find a way to forget this American. He just needed to determine how to do that. ‘Helena has no hold over me.’

      ‘Prove it. End your association with her. If your interest lies elsewhere, follow it. You are making this more complicated than it needs to be.’

      ‘With this woman everything is complicated.’ Julian’s gaze drifted to the horses. ‘Besides, nothing could possibly come from an association between us. She’s an American.’

      An indecipherable look flashed in Hart’s eyes. ‘So? Do you believe all Americans are cannibals, perform war dances, and run around with hatchets when they get angry? Make certain you do not call out another lady’s name while bedding her. She might scalp you.’

      ‘Very amusing.’

      ‘Don’t let her nationality prevent you from pursuing her. I imagine American women are quite uninhibited in bed.’

      ‘Well, I’m not going to find out.’ And it was driving him to distraction.

      ‘You need to stop being so bloody proper. I cannot see one benefit to not doing what I want, when I want. End what you have with Helena. It’s obvious your attention has shifted elsewhere.’

      ‘It is not that easy.’

      ‘Of course it is. You say, Helena, I am finished with you.’

      ‘Truly? Have you ever ended a relationship with a woman?’

      ‘That’s beside the point. We are discussing you. I know you too well. You, my friend, are boringly monogamous.’

      ‘Let it alone, Hart.’

      ‘Very well. Then continue to tup Helena while you imagine a certain miss who shall remain nameless.’

      The statement left him unsettled and guilty. There was only one thing to do.

       Chapter Six

      Julian was not looking forward to seeing Helena before

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