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and tugged his face close and her whisper was a breath on his mouth.

      He lifted her and she curled against him. She looped her arms around his neck and twisted, so she could kiss him.

      Somehow he made it to the bedroom door. The bed lay, invitingly, not ten feet away, but he had to stop and let himself be kissed. And kiss back.

      Their mouths fused. It was like electricity, a fierce jolt on touching, then a force so great that neither could pull away. Neither could think of pulling away.

      He had his wife in his arms. He couldn’t think past that. He had his Julie and his mind blocked out everything else.

      His wife. His love.

      * * *

      She’d forgotten how her body melted. She’d forgotten how her body merged into his. How the outside world disappeared. How every sense centred on him. Or on them, for that was how it was. Years ago, the moment he’d first touched her, she’d known what marriage was. She’d felt married the first time they’d kissed.

      She’d abandoned herself to him then, as simple as that. She’d surrendered and he’d done the same. His lovely strong body, virile, heavy with the scent of aroused male, wanting her, taking her, demanding everything, but in such a way that she knew that if she pulled away he’d let her go.

      Only she knew she’d never pull away. She couldn’t and neither could he.

      Their bodies were made for each other.

      And now...now her mouth was plundering his, and his hers, and the sensations of years ago were flooding back. Oh, the taste of him. The feel... Her body was on fire with wanting, with the knowledge that somehow he was hers again, for however long...

      Until morning?

      No. She wasn’t thinking that. It didn’t matter how long. All that mattered was now.

      Somehow, some way, they reached the bed, but even before they were on top of it she was fighting with the buttons of his shirt. She wanted this man’s body. She wanted to feel the strength of him, the hardness of his ribs, the tightness of his chest. She wanted to taste the salt of him.

      Oh, his body... It was hers; it still felt like hers.

      Four years ago...

      No. Forget four years. Just think about now.

      His kiss deepened. Her nightgown was slipping away and suddenly it was easy. Memories were gone. All she could think of was him. All she wanted was him.

      Oh, the feel of him. The taste of him.

       Rob.

      The years had gone. Everything had gone. There was only this man, this body, this moment.

      ‘Welcome home, my love,’ he whispered as their clothes disappeared, as skin met skin, as the night disappeared in a haze of heat and desire.

      Home... There was so much unsaid in that word. It was a word of longing, a word of hope, a word of peace.

      It meant nothing, she thought. It couldn’t.

      But her arms held him. Her mouth held him. Her whole body held him.

      For this moment he was hers.

      For this moment he was right. She was home.

      * * *

      He’d forgotten a woman could feel this good.

      He’d forgotten...Julie?

      But of course he hadn’t. He’d simply put her in a place in his mind that was inaccessible. But now she was here, his, welcoming him, loving him.

      She tasted fabulous. She still smelled like...like... He didn’t know what she smelled like.

      Had he ever asked her what perfume she wore? Maybe it was only soap. Fresh, citrus, it was in her hair.

      He’d forgotten how erotic it was, to lie with his face in her tumbled hair, to feel the wisps around his face, to finger and twist and feel her body shudder as she responded to his touch.

      The room was in darkness and that was good. If he could see her...her eyes might get that dead look, the look that said there was nothing left, for her or for him.

      It was a look that had almost killed him.

      But he wouldn’t think of that. He couldn’t, for her fingers were curved around his thighs, tugging him closer, closer...

      His wife. His Julie. His own.

      * * *

      They loved and loved again. They melted into each other as if they’d never parted.

      They loved.

      He loved.

      She was his.

      The possessive word resonated in his mind, primeval as time itself. She was crying. He felt her tears, slipping from her face to his shoulder.

      He gathered her to him and held, simply held, and he thought that at this moment if any man tried to take her his response would be primitive.

      His.

      Tomorrow he’d walk away. He’d accepted by now that their marriage was over, that Julie could never emerge from the thick armour she’d shielded herself with. In order to survive he needed to move on. He knew it. His shrink had said it. He knew it for the truth.

      So he would walk away. But first...here was a gift he’d long stopped hoping for. Here was a crack in that appalling armour. For tonight she’d shed it.

      ‘For tonight I’m loving you,’ he whispered and she kissed him, fiercely, possessively, as if those vows they’d made so long ago still held.

      And they did hold—for tonight—and that was all he was focusing on. There was no tomorrow. There was nothing but now.

      He kissed her back. He loved her back.

      ‘For tonight I’m loving you, too,’ she whispered and she held him closer, and there was nothing in the world but his wife.

       CHAPTER THREE

      NOTE: IF A bush fire’s heading your way, maybe you should set the alarm.

      He woke and filtered sunlight was streaming through the east windows. Filtered? That’d be smoke. It registered but only just, for Julie was in his arms, spooned against his body, naked, beautiful and sated with loving. It was hard to get his mind past that.

      Past her.

      But the world was edging in. The wind had risen. He could hear the sound of the gums outside creaking under the weight of it.

      Wind. Smoke. Morning.

      ‘Jules?’

      ‘Mmm.’ She stirred, stretched like a kitten and the sensation of her naked skin against his had him wanting her all over again. He could...

      He couldn’t. Wind. Smoke. Morning.

      Somehow he hauled his watch from under his woman.

      Eight-thirty.

      Eight-thirty!

      Get out by nine at the latest, the authorities had warned. Keep listening to emergency radio in case of updates.

       Eight-thirty.

      Somehow he managed to roll away and flick on the bedside radio. But even now, even realising what was at stake, he didn’t want to leave her.

      The radio sounded into life. Nothing had changed in this house. He’d paid to have a housekeeper come in weekly. The clock was still set to the right time.

      There was a book beside the radio. He’d been halfway through it when...when...

      Maybe

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