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       CHAPTER ONE Can I Kick It?

      As soon as the referee blew his whistle for a penalty, I knew I could kick it. Forty-four metres out from the posts and two or three in from the touchline, it was my kind of distance. Go a bit closer and everyone watching expects the kicker to score, rather than hopes. Sometimes that expectation can get to the kicker. From 44 metres out, and by the touchline, I could sense the hope of 70,000 people in the stadium and the millions more watching on TV, but I think the only person who truly expected it to go over was me.

      Firstly, though, I had to be told to give it a go. Stephen Jones was our first choice goal-kicker and took all the short-range kicks. That’s how we had practised all week in the build-up to the match. He took short and medium-range kicks and I practised long ones. This was 44 metres and at an angle, but it had to be out of Stephen’s range for it to be in mine. I looked across and saw Stephen signal to Gareth Thomas that I should have it. There were four minutes left on the clock and this was very likely to be our last chance to win the game. But Stephen didn’t hesitate. ‘Give it to Gav,’ he said and walked off. The skipper backed up the decision and then it was down to me.

      After the match, after we had beaten England and were back in the dressing room, Mike Ruddock, our coach, told me he couldn’t watch. ‘Why not? I knew I was going to kick it.’ And it wasn’t bravado. I did. I really did. I had spent all week practising kicks from that kind of distance and when I concentrated, and got all my preparation right, they had all gone over. All I had to do was repeat it. That’s what I was thinking as I was lining up the ball on the tee. I wasn’t thinking about the match, or the result, or the time that was left. My mind was clear of all that stuff. Believe in your technique … don’t hit it too hard … you’ve got the legs … and keep your head down.

      To be honest, I did have one small seed of doubt. But that was nothing to do with me or my abilities. It was the pitch. The Millennium Stadium is an incredible arena, but the pitch can sometimes be a problem. Because precious little sunlight gets to it, it is regularly re-laid and sometimes it can cut up badly under pressure. Put it under a lot of pressure – like 16 huge guys scrummaging against each other in a Wales-England Six Nations match – and it can cut up very badly as it did that day. All over the field there were mounds of turf where the pitch had been churned up by the twisting force of 16 sets of studs. What about one set of studs? When it really mattered? In the back of my mind was the fear of slipping if that top inch of turf gave way. If my non-kicking foot slipped just before impact then the ball would go off line. Remember David Beckham’s missed penalty for England in Euro 2004? Stay nice and light on the left foot … be flexible … strike it down the middle.

      There had been a roar when Steve Walsh awarded the penalty, but now there was just silence. I didn’t mind that as it helped clear my head. I stepped back, kept my rhythm through the run-up, and struck it just as sweetly as every other kick I’d put over on the training ground. I didn’t need to wait to see it go over, I knew it was there from the moment I struck it. I always do. It must be like that if you’re a tournament golfer and you hit a putt you’ve practised a thousand times. You know from the connection, just from the feel of the ball as it leaves the putter or your foot, whether or not it’s going through the posts. Normally, I have a quick look just to convince myself it’s on line and then I run back before the touch judges signal, while the ball is still travelling towards the posts. Only if it’s a windy day, and I don’t trust the breeze not to blow the kick off line, will I keep looking until it’s through. There was no wind in the Millennium Stadium that day as the roof was closed. It was blowing a gale outside but under the protection of all that steel the wind was never a factor. From the moment I struck it I knew I’d scored. I turned away, threw the tee back to the touchline, and raised my finger in the air. Thanks for coming.

      A few of the Welsh players

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