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smelled like burned coffee.

      “Sorry,” he said gruffly, and tried to pull back just as the van turned in the opposite direction, landing Caitlin practically in his lap.

      “It’s okay.” She shot him a smile in spite of how her stomach tightened as the bare skin of his sinewy, tanned arm rubbed against her softer, much lighter one.

      Their gazes met and Caitlin’s smile faded. So did Joseph’s. She pulled back, straightened herself. Joe withdrew his arm from around her, but he moved slowly, and she felt his fingers trace lightly over the back of her neck as he did.

      She shivered.

      Joe frowned at his hand as if he’d lost control of it and if he felt half of what she had begun to feel, then she completely understood.

      * * *

      THEY ENDED UP at one of her favorite restaurants.

      Only problem was, everyone in southern California apparently wanted to eat there, too. Her nerves immediately reacted to the thought of waiting for a table in the packed bar, pressed tight against the man she tried to convince herself she disliked.

      Caitlin would never be sure how it happened, but somehow she ended up at a cozy table for two—with Joe. The others had gotten a table on the other side of the restaurant, quickly and eagerly abandoning her in their haste for pasta.

      Joe, looking slightly pained—and who could blame him? Caitlin wondered wildly—tried valiantly to smile at her.

      She couldn’t dredge one up in return. “I’m sorry about the coffeemaker.”

      “The fire chief said it wasn’t your fault,” he reminded her. “The cord was frayed, just a fire waiting to happen.”

      “Yes,” she said miserably, blocking out the pleasantly noisy crowd around them. “But the zip drive…can’t blame that on a frayed cord.”

      “It’s done, Caitlin. Forget it.”

      She froze, stared at him over her menu. “What?”

      “I said, it’s done. Forget it.”

      “No.” She shook her head. “Not that. The other.”

      “What other?”

      “You used my name,” she breathed, some of her innate good humor returning. “Without that big old frown on your face.”

      “No, I didn’t.”

      “You did so. Oops, never mind. The frown is back.”

      They sat in silence. After a moment, Joe asked, “Was there something wrong with me being friendly?”

      “No. Not at all. It was kinda…nice. Unexpected, but nice.”

      “I don’t mean to be…unnice.”

      “I know.” And she did. Somehow, she just brought out the worst in him.

      He started to lift his water glass, but looked at his hand with a small wince instead.

      “Oh, Joe, you’re hurt from the glass! I’d forgotten.” Grabbing his hand, she studied the base of his thumb. A cut marred the tough skin.

      “It’s nothing.” He tried to pull his hand back, but she held firm as guilt and regret washed over her.

      “I know I keep saying this,” she told him. “But I’m so sorry.” Without thinking, she lifted his hand to her mouth and kissed his palm, directly beneath the injury. “There.”

      Joe blinked, stunned, as heat and something far more purled low in his gut. Those full red lips lingered on his skin, making him instantly hard. He had to remind himself that he was reacting naturally to the outer package that made up Caitlin. Not the inner one—the airhead, the destroyer of offices. He cleared his throat. “Is that supposed to make it better?”

      That quirky, contagious grin of hers crossed her face. “I think so. Or at least, I hope so. I always…” Her smile faded. “I always wanted someone to do that to my hurts. Silly, huh?”

      That quick, sharp pang in his chest was heartburn—not in any way empathy. He assured himself of this. Promised himself. “No, it’s not silly.”

      “Did it work? Does it feel better?”

      Hard to tell, since the ache had settled in his chest, thick and unmovable. Joseph’s world had been lived alone. Always alone. He’d learned early he could rely on no one but himself. No one. Not the authorities, not his friends and certainly not his parents. Anything he’d needed or wanted, he’d gotten on his own.

      Like Caitlin, he’d once dreamed about having someone kiss away his pains. No one, to his recollection, had ever given a damn about him, not until her father had come along and dragged him off the fast track to nowhere. Edmund had saved his sorry hide, had been the first one to care, and now his daughter was staring at him with those huge dark eyes, wanting him to feel better even though it’d been she who’d turned his world upside down. “Yeah,” he told her. “It worked.”

      Her beaming smile dazzled him, only this time his reaction was far more than just physical. It went deeper, and he didn’t think he liked it.

      He didn’t want to feel this strange softening toward her. She was everything he couldn’t stand. Unmotivated. With a serious lack of ambition. Little common sense. With Edmund as her father, she’d had the world at her fingertips and what had she done? Thrown parties. Just remembering these things made him suitably irritated all over again, allowing him to forget that he’d almost, almost, started to like her.

      Purposely, he hardened his face into the expression he knew could terrorize the toughest of souls. That should scare her. Keep him safe.

      She smiled at him.

      Dammit. How was he supposed to deal with that?

      Around them, life continued to the music of clinking glasses and tinkling china. Voices sounded, some low and muted, some not. Laughter. And the smells… In another time and place, his surroundings might have fascinated him; he enjoyed watching people.

      Today, he had eyes for only one person, and that bugged him. He stayed tucked behind his menu, pretending to scrutinize the list of entrées he had already memorized. What was happening to him?

      It was her clothes—that’s what. Her amazing eyes. That infectious laugh. They were all designed to attract a man. Clearly, she enjoyed being looked at.

      Knowing this about her helped him control the lust, because if he ever decided he wanted more than a passing fancy with a woman, which he wouldn’t, it would be with one who wanted him. It would be with a woman who didn’t send out signals to anything in pants. A woman who loved him heart and soul—him and only him.

      This woman could do none of those things, and telling himself so helped. A little. But nothing could control his lethal curiosity. “Tell me about your father.”

      She looked startled, then she shrugged. “You knew him better than me, so there’s nothing to tell.” She set her menu down and before he could continue his line of questioning, she said, “Joe, about your kitchen.”

      “Don’t remind me,” he groaned, picking up his glass of water.

      “I’ll clean it up.”

      “No,” he said quickly, setting down the glass to lift his hands. “I’ll do it.”

      “And your zip drive. I’m so sorry.”

      “I said forget it.”

      “Why didn’t you fire me?”

      He’d wanted to. It had been the first thought that popped into his mind at the time, but he couldn’t very well tell her that. He knew he was difficult sometimes, but he never purposely hurt anyone.

      “Joe?”

      The menu again held his interest

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