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he answered.

      “I’ll … I’ll call you, but everything’s pretty much in place,” I said.

      “I’m sure it is,” he said, looking at me with those disconcerting blue, blue eyes. Say something, I urged him silently.

      “Do you need a push?”

      Not what I was hoping for. “Okay.”

      And with that, he gave the boat a strong shove, sending me out past his dock.

      “Thanks, Ian,” I called, giving him a wave.

      “Nice seeing you,” he said, then turned and walked down the path, disappearing almost at once into the woods. I took a deep breath and started paddling uncharacteristically hard, both glad and relieved to be away from him.

      You don’t have to try so hard. Not with me, anyway.

      If it meant what I wanted it to mean, it was the nicest thing a man had said to me in a long, long time.

      Then again, I was excellent at misinterpretation.

       CHAPTER FOURTEEN

      IN A VERY RARE MANEUVER, my sister came over one night. “Hi,” I said, opening the door as Bowie leaped and crooned. “Did someone die?”

      “No,” she answered. “Why? Did someone die here?”

      “No.” I shook my head. “It’s just … you never come over.”

      “Does that mean you’re thrilled to see me and want to pour me a glass of wine?”

      “Yes! Yes, it does, Hes.”

      “Keep it down!” Noah bellowed from the living room.

      “We have company!” I yelled back.

      “I don’t know how you live with him,” Hester said. “Dog, get off my leg or I’ll castrate you so fast you won’t know what hit you.”

      “I’m trying to watch America’s Next Top Model!” our dear grandfather shouted. “Go upstairs, you two!”

      “He’s very dedicated,” I told Hester, grabbing a bottle of wine from the fridge. “He thinks Tenisha’s going to win, but her pictures last week … train wreck.”

      Hester sighed. “Callie, I need advice,” she said.

      I paused as I reached for the glasses. This was new. “Um … okay. Sure. Let’s go up to my room.”

      “Finally,” Noah muttered as we passed his chair. “Hello, Hester.”

      “Hi, Grumpy,” she said.

      “Takes one to know one,” he returned.

      Upstairs, Hester sat on my bed, well aware of the ban on the Morelock chair, and poured herself a glass of wine ‘til it hit the brim. “How are you?” she asked, then chugged half the glass.

      “Um, I’m good,” I said. “And you?”

      “Great. Just great,” she said.

      “So what can I advise you on, Hes?” I asked, sitting in my office chair.

      “Bronte’s been having a rough time lately.”

      I nodded. “More than just adolescence?”

      “Well,” Hester said, “she says she feels like a misfit up here … adopted, mixed race, single mother, funeral home in the family.”

      “Right,” I said.

      “So this morning she comes down to breakfast and gives me a list of all the reasons she doesn’t fit in, from her skin color to that wonky toenail on her left foot.”

      I smiled. “It’s always freaked me out, I’ll be honest.”

      Hester smiled back a little, and then, abruptly, her eyes filled with tears. “So she said if there was one thing on the list that she could actually change, it would be having a single mother.”

      “What?” I breathed. “She wants to be put back in foster care?”

      “No, idiot. She wants me to marry someone.”

      “Oh! Okay, yeah, that makes more sense.” Or not. “Wow, Hes.”

      “I’ve tried so hard, Callie,” she wept. “You know. Don’t end up like Mom, avoid men, adopt a child who needs a home, be stable and normal and strict and loving, and here she shoots me right in my Achilles’ heel!”

      “That’s what kids do, I guess,” I murmured, handing my sister a box of tissues.

      “Exactly. All my life I haven’t needed a man. Never wanted to, because look how it fucked up Mom, right? Now my kid needs a father, and it just sucks!”

      “Well, just tell her it’s not for you. Tell her how much you love her and all that—”

      “I already have!” Hester said, wiping her eyes. She blew her nose so loudly Bowie jumped up and barked. “Bronte said she had to make a huge adjustment to become my daughter, and the least I can do is try to make one for her.”

      “She’s good,” I murmured.

      “I know,” Hester said.

      Bronte had been seven when Hester adopted her, living with her fourth foster family in Queens, New York. She hadn’t wanted to leave the city; it took her months to sleep through the night. She’d barely spoken that first year.

      “So,” Hester said, flopping down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. “Can you help me find a boyfriend? I was thinking of that vet guy.”

      “Oh.” I hesitated. “Um, Hes, I kind of … like him.”

      “Okay. Do you know anyone else?” Obviously, my sister didn’t care who it was.

      “Do you really want a boyfriend, Hester?” I asked.

      “No,” she said. “But I’ll give it a shot.” She glanced at me. “It’s what you do when you have kids. And then, when Bronte sees what a clusterfuck dating is, she’ll drop it, I’ll take her to get her hair straightened, and maybe that will be the end of it.”

      “Oh,” I said. “Good plan, in a freakish, insincere way.”

      “Exactly. So? Any names? You know everyone in town.”

      “Do they have to be good-looking and employed and normal?”

      “Nah,” Hester said. “Just single.”

      “Okay, then. Yes, I know lots of men,” I said. “I’ll make a list. I have a guy who makes macramé out of human hair, a farmer who doesn’t talk or bathe, Jake Pelletier and his three ex-wives …” I looked up at my sister. “Plenty to choose from.”

      “Perfect. That’ll set Bronte straight. Thanks, Callie,” my sister said sincerely. “I knew I could count on you.”

      THE MORNING OF THE PET fair dawned bright and beautiful, a perfect fall day, the air crisp, the sun warm, the leaves abruptly unbelievable. Honestly, the trees glowed as if lit from within, Nature’s personal cathedral.

      “Do you want to go see Dr. Ian? Do you?” I asked Bowie, who leaped onto his feet at the very thought. Then again, he tended to leap to his feet for anything.

      I got dressed … no skirt or dress today, alas, but still, I wanted to look good, as I was sort of running this thing. And I’d be busy: There was the dog agility course, face painting, refreshments. Josephine and the Brownies would be dressed like cats or dogs, collecting for the Vermont Humane Society. The Senior Center had a choir—the Merryatrics (I thought of the name, thank you very much … they’d been high on my chocolate chip cookies that day and had nearly voted in favor

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