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certain.’

      The woman continued to look so doubtful that Trudi’s surprise began to turn to suspicion.

      ‘You are quite certain that’s what your husband told you?’ she asked.

      ‘Why do you ask?’

      ‘Well, I wouldn’t like to think you were just trying to cheer me up,’ said Trudi hesitantly. ‘And …’

      ‘And, come to think of it,’ said Trudi in a rush, ‘it does sound rather an odd thing for Mr Brightshaw to have been so emphatic about, particularly as he doesn’t seem to have felt it was worth mentioning in his statement.’

      The old woman nodded and said, ‘That’s the kind of thing them fancy lawyers would say, isn’t it?’

      ‘I suppose so. If it came to questioning.’

      ‘I don’t doubt it would,’ she said fiercely. ‘And I’d have to take an oath?’

      ‘In court, yes,’ said Trudi, bewildered and by now a trifle uneasy.

      ‘Then you’d better hear what I would have to tell them, Mrs Adamson,’ she said with an air of decision. ‘Then you can make up your mind. What my husband told me wasn’t what he told the police. Don’t misunderstand me, he didn’t lie, he just kept it simple. He told them he’d no idea how long your man’s car had been stopped on the road when he noticed it. And the crash happened shortly after.’

      Trudi’s uneasiness was now a constricting pain beneath her breast bone.

      ‘Truth was,’ Mrs Brightshaw continued, ‘he’d noticed the car arrive twenty, thirty minutes earlier. Then another car came and stopped behind it. He heard doors slamming. Then he saw someone move from the second car to the first. It was a woman. Harold was working with his tractor you understand, not just standing gawking. But a bit later on, he saw the second car move off. And it wasn’t long after that that the accident happened.’

      Trudi made two false starts before she could speak.

      ‘Why didn’t he say anything about this in his statement?’ she managed in the end.

      ‘He was a kind man, my Harold,’ said the older woman softly. ‘He reckoned that if there was nothing in it, the other driver would come forward soon enough. But if it was what it looked like, there was no point in adding to your troubles by letting all and sundry know your husband was parked out in the countryside to meet his fancy woman.’

      She raised her eyes and regarded the younger woman steadily.

      ‘But there’s one thing for sure,’ she said. ‘A man doing that doesn’t leave his car lying halfway across the road.’

      Trudi took a deep breath. She was almost too bewildered to be distressed. She heard herself saying wretchedly, ‘It was definitely a woman, was it?’

      ‘It was,’ said Mrs Brightshaw. ‘He told me he could see her head clearly above the hedge. She must have been a tall lass. Blonde hair he said, I remember that. Bright blonde.’

      A tall lass. Bright blonde hair. Trudi felt the information register. Then she asked, ‘And her car? Did he say anything about that?’

      ‘Yes, he did, as a matter of fact. He said it was a little red thing with a kind of flag on its aerial. He mentioned how small it was, particular, because that seemed likely the reason this blonde lass went to the other, which was bigger. More room for that sort of meeting. He wasn’t making a joke, just giving me his reason for keeping mum. When the police came for his statement, he asked if there was a wife and when they told him yes, that made up his mind. He thought you’d be hurt enough. Like I say, he was a kind man.’

      ‘Yes, yes, he sounds like a kind man,’ Trudi echoed, rising. She now felt surprisingly calm. ‘How will you manage now that you’re by yourself?’ she heard herself asking, calm and concerned as the vicar’s wife on a parochial visit.

      Mrs Brightshaw let the question hang, smelling more patronizing by the second, till she had shown Trudi to the door.

      ‘I’ve been managing ever since Harold took his stroke,’ she said finally. ‘Managing’s easy. It’s wanting to manage that’s the hard bit. But you’ll have found that out yourself, I daresay.’

      The door closed behind Trudi and the bolt rattled home.

      Slowly she returned to the car, moving in time to the childish jingle which had risen unsummoned into her head.

      Three blind mice … see how they run … they all ran after the farmer’s wife … she cut off their tails with a carving knife …

      ‘OK?’ said Janet, compressing a whole catechism into the question.

      ‘Fine,’ said Trudi. ‘I’m fine.’

      ‘You don’t look fine. You look terrible,’ said Janet. ‘Come on, what do you really feel like?’

      ‘I feel like a widow,’ said Trudi savagely. ‘I feel like a fucking widow!’

       4

      Trudi told Janet nothing of her discovery about Astrid Fischer till they got drunk together on Boxing Day.

      She had made a token protest when Janet invited her to spend Christmas in Oldham.

      ‘It’s your first Christmas together,’ she said. ‘And it’s a family time.’

      ‘Family! What family? Mine’s halfway across the world, and Frank’s good for half an hour of Santa Claus with his grandkids, then it’s King Herod time. He’ll be glad of an ally.’

      This had turned out to be true. And on Boxing Day, Frank had taken further advantage of her presence by going off to play golf with a clear conscience.

      ‘Fair dos,’ said Janet. ‘He put golf at the top of his interests on the bureau form. I don’t mind. Golf’s good for a marriage. Man with his eye on the ball doesn’t have much time to look at anything else.’

      She grinned broadly as she spoke. Their lunch of cold turkey washed down with a bottle of hock was being rounded off with liqueur chocolates and brandy.

      Relaxed but not yet somnolent, Trudi said, ‘I think you did well there, Jan. Mebbe mail order’s the best way!’

      ‘You didn’t think so at first,’ said Janet slyly.

      ‘Didn’t I? I don’t know what I thought. I wasn’t quite right in my mind for a while you know. I mean, it’s hard. You don’t know what you’re like till you’re not like it any more.’

      She giggled and held out her glass for a refresher.

      Janet said, ‘Dormouse philosophy is it now? Not to worry. Another shot of this and I’ll be able to pour you back in the teapot!’

      ‘No, I’m serious,’ said Trudi. ‘And it’s not just the drink. I woke up this morning feeling it might not be so bad to be me after all. I can’t remember the last time I felt like that, Jan.’

      Janet looked at her disbelievingly.

      ‘But you’ve had the life of Reilly!’ she protested. ‘Highflying husband, glamorous cities, no kids to weigh you down. Don’t imagine I didn’t lie in bed many a night and think, that bitch is living my life!’

      ‘I certainly wasn’t living my own,’ said Trudi.

      ‘What’s this? Self-pity? I thought we were past that stage.’

      ‘Oh no. I may get maudlin later but right now I’m stuck at honesty. Let me tell you about my life, Jan, if you’ve a moment to spare. I married Trent and went off to Zürich. Only I didn’t really go to Zürich. I just stayed inside the private little atmosphere that existed for me round Trent and it went to Zürich. We had an apartment,

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