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       CHAPTER FIVE

      The day after the funeral I woke with a headache that cut my skull in two.

      My mouth tasted as it had in the first few weeks after the Great Fire when everything had turned to ashes, from the air we breathed to the water we drank. Every breath and every mouthful was a reminder of what had happened. Every footstep raised a grey cloud that powdered our clothes and our hair. The destruction of a city and the death of an old man tasted the same: ashes to ashes.

      It was early. I wrapped myself in my gown and went down to the kitchen, tottering like an old man myself: in fact just as my father used to do when his limbs were stiff after sleep. Death, I think, must have a sense of humour.

      The kitchen was at the back of the house, a gloomy room partly lit by a leaded casement which looked over the graveyard. Margaret was already there. She had lit the fire and was busying herself with the preparations for dinner. She took one look at me, pointed at the bench by the table and went into the pantry.

      The kitchen smelled of smoke and old meat. Now I was here, I wanted to leave, but I lacked the strength. In a moment Margaret returned with a jug of small beer and a pot to put it in. Without speaking, she poured a morning draught and handed it to me.

      The first mouthful made me retch. I fought back the rising nausea and took a second mouthful. I kept that down and ventured cautiously on a third.

      ‘I put juice of the cabbage in there too,’ Margaret said. ‘A sovereign remedy.’

      I retched again. She went back to stirring the pot over the fire, the source of another smell. I watched a rat skim along the bottom of the wall from the larder and slip through the crack below the back door. I lacked the energy to throw something at it.

      Taking my time, I drank the rest of the pot and let it settle. I felt no worse for it. At least my mouth was less dry.

      Margaret refilled the pot without my asking. Sam had a tendency to take too much drink, and she knew how to deal with it.

      I closed my eyes. When I next opened them, Margaret was standing over me. She was a short, sturdy woman with black hair, dark eyes and a high colour. When hot or angry, she looked as if she might explode. She looked like that now but I wasn’t sure why. My memory of the later part of yesterday was blurred. Clearly, I had been very drunk. That probably meant that Sam had been very drunk too.

      ‘Master,’ she said. ‘Can I speak to you?’

      ‘Later,’ I said.

      She ignored that. ‘Your father’s clothes, sir. I—’

      ‘Give them to the poor,’ I croaked. ‘Sell them. I don’t care a fig what you do with them.’

      ‘It’s not that, sir. I tried to clean his coat yesterday. The one he was wearing.’

      I winced and looked away, reaching for the pot.

      ‘It’s a good coat,’ she said. ‘There’s a deal of use left in it.’

      ‘Then get rid of it somehow. Don’t bother me with it, woman.’

      ‘I emptied the pockets.’

      Something in her voice made me look up. ‘What is it?’

      For answer, she went to the shelves on the wall opposite the fireplace and took down a small box without a lid. She set it on the table.

      Inside was my father’s frayed purse and a piece of rag. The purse contained two pennies – we had never given him more because his money tended to be stolen or lost, if he had not given it away first – and four pieces of type, the only surviving relics of his press in Pater Noster Row. His folding knife was there too, with its handle of wood, worn and stained with constant use. At the bottom was a crumpled sheet of paper, smeared with rust.

      Not rust, of course. Dried blood. Just as there had been dried blood on the cuff of his shirt.

      Yesterday’s conversation with Sam flooded into my mind. The crossing-sweeper. Clifford’s Inn. Where the lawyers are. Those creatures of the devil. And, before that, my father talking deluded nonsense about my mother, and the woman on the couch, and closing her eyes.

      I picked up the paper and smoothed it out. It was a strip torn from a larger sheet. Written on it were the words ‘Twisden, Wyndham, Rainsford, DY’.

      Margaret refilled my pot. ‘It wasn’t there last week, master.’

      ‘Are you sure?’

      She ignored the question, treating it with the contempt it deserved.

      My brain was still fighting yesterday’s fumes. I screwed up my eyes and tried to focus on the words. First, the three names. Then two initials. DY – a name so well known that initials sufficed for it?

      ‘Bring me a roll and some butter.’

      She went away. I sat there, staring into nothing. Clifford’s Inn. A scrap of paper stained with blood. A few names. It unsettled me that my father’s ramblings had contained a grain of sense. He really had strayed into a place of lawyers. But he could

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