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живет не своей жизнью, у него нарастает чувство, которое экзистенциальные терапевты называют «виной перед собой». Я не совсем согласен с таким названием. Вина перед собой – разделение себя на правого и виноватого. Если вы заглянете внутрь себя «правого», то обнаружите все те же социальные предписания. Нет, есть другое чувство, я бы назвал его «тоской по себе подлинному». Если мы, отдавая социальные долги, предаем и расщепляем себя, – происходит маленькое самоубийство.

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