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but that’s not the point.”

      “Sure it is. Come on. You’ll have fun.”

      She was confused, and not being in control always annoyed her. “Why are you doing this?”

      “Because if you spend time with me, you’ll like me.”

      “And that matters why?”

      “You need to like me so you’ll want to sleep with me.”

      Nicole was grateful for the cane. It helped keep her upright. “This is all about getting me into bed?”

      “Naked,” Hawk added in a mock whisper. “Don’t leave out the best part.”

      She totally understood her attraction to him. He was amazing looking and kind of funny and maybe nice, even if he was a playboy. Obviously there was a chemical thing going on, but that only explained her end of things. She wasn’t making it easy, which begged the question …

      “Why me?”

      “You intrigue me. You’re not easy.”

      That was it? He couldn’t say he thought she was pretty or interesting or sexy? Intriguing was as good as it was going to get?

      “I’m not sure about your standards,” she muttered, feeling slightly sick to her stomach.

      She turned away. He grabbed her arm and pulled her back so they were facing each other and suddenly much closer than they had been.

      “I can’t stop thinking about you,” he said, staring directly into her eyes. “I want to see you again. Naked would be my first choice, but I’ll deal with clothes if I have to. Despite what those women you were talking to might have said, I don’t do this a whole lot. There’s something about you, Nicole. I can’t figure it out, but I will.”

      And then what? He would be over her?

      She didn’t know what to say, what to think. What was he asking? To date her? To have sex? Both?

      She wanted to say yes, but the fear returned. The chilling emotion that warned her that, while she might be over Drew, she wasn’t over being hurt and she wasn’t ready to get involved or even play. Not that she’d ever been much of a player.

      “Say yes,” he told her.

      “I can’t.”

      He leaned in and kissed her. It was hard and hot, his tongue pushing into her mouth. He took what he wanted and left her breathless. She kissed him back, feeling her blood heat. It was a battle of wills. Based on the way they were both breathing hard when they pulled apart, there was no clear winner.

      “Say yes,” he repeated.

      If only she could.

      He sighed. “Bring dessert.”

      “Okay.”

      He released her and was gone. When her head stopped spinning, she saw he’d left a hundred-dollar bill on the counter, which would cover a whole lot of cookies and cupcakes.

      Maggie walked in from the back.

      “That was interesting,” she said. “He’s very clear about what he wants. I like that in a man. You should go out with him.”

      “I can’t. I’m not ready to have a relationship.”

      “Who said anything about a relationship?” Maggie’s smile faded. “Oh, right. Sorry. I forgot about what happened.”

      Nicole bristled at the pity she saw in her friend’s eyes. She wanted to defend herself, to say she was doing fine. Based on how she couldn’t handle Hawk’s playful invitation, that wasn’t true.

      “I’ll get the order together,” Maggie said. “You head home.”

      “Okay. I’ll be in to pick it up tomorrow.”

      Nicole left.

      On the drive home, she tried to talk herself into a better mood. She should be grateful she had friends who cared. And she was. Sort of. But she really, really hated anyone feeling sorry for her. She prided herself on managing. Whatever happened in her life, she managed.

      It was her own fault, she reminded herself. She’d wanted to go out with Drew. She’d accepted when he’d proposed. She’d known she wasn’t madly in love with him, but she’d begun to think no one would ever care about her enough to want to marry her. A stupid reason to get involved. There was nothing like a little hindsight to make everything clear. Unfortunately, knowing what she should have done didn’t change the past.

      So now what? How did she get over what had happened? She wasn’t missing her bastard of an ex-husband, but she sure wanted her pride and self-respect back. If only she could buy them online.

      She was still smiling at the thought when she pulled up in front of her house. A familiar car was parked on the street. The guy leaning against the car straightened as she drove by.

      Speak of the devil, she thought grimly.

      Drew waved as she circled around to the garage in back. She ignored him and parked, but he was waiting when she walked to the door and she had a bad feeling that ignoring him wasn’t going to make him go away.

       CHAPTER FIVE

      “GO AWAY,” Nicole said by way of greeting.

      “You don’t mean that.”

      “Amazingly I do.”

      She thought about standing on the porch and refusing to go in the house, but wasn’t excited about providing entertainment for her neighbors.

      She went inside, knowing he would follow, walked to the center of the room, then faced him.

      “Say what you have to say and get out.”

      “That’s not very friendly.”

      “What a surprise.”

      She was pleased to see that the gouge on his cheek wasn’t healing all that fast. The last time Drew had come calling, it had been the middle of the night. Claire had still been staying there. She’d attacked him with a high-heeled shoe that had done an impressive amount of damage.

      Drew didn’t seem bothered by her lack of welcome. He smiled at her. “I’ve missed you, babe, and I know you’ve missed me.”

      He still had the ability to leave her speechless, she thought, stunned by his arrogance. “What am I supposed to miss? You sleeping with my sister?”

      He threw up his hands. “When are you going to let that go?”

      “I’m not sure. Maybe when I feel as if either of you are the least bit remorseful about what you did. You’ve never apologized or admitted you did anything wrong.”

      Jesse hadn’t. She kept complaining that Nicole wouldn’t believe her. So far she hadn’t heard anything that would excuse their actions.

      “It wasn’t what you think,” Drew grumbled. “You’re taking it all wrong.”

      That made Nicole wish she knew how to throw a knife. Or hit really, really hard. “You were in my sister’s bedroom, on her bed, kissing her. Her shirt was off and your hand was on her bare breast. What about that isn’t what I think?”

      Drew shifted uncomfortably. “I made a mistake. I’m sorry.”

      “Sorry isn’t good enough.”

      “This is so typical,” he said, his voice getting angry. “You take everything so seriously. Yeah, I made a mistake. People do that. Even you. I told you Jesse shouldn’t be here after we were married.”

      “After you moved into my house and no longer had to pay rent, you mean.”

      “Don’t

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