LITMIR.BIZ

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to my writing. Surely revising is too strong a word,” she prodded.

      He pulled out what looked to be a light meter. Her father often used the more sophisticated photographic equipment while on a dig site.

      “Mr. Cole, are you listening to me?”

      “Call me Ian.”

      She narrowed her gaze. This man was trying not to tell her something. Something he didn’t want her to know. She’d studied cultures from all over the world, and men from one continent to another flashed the same visual cues when wanting to avoid a direct question. Especially from a woman.

      The shifting weight from foot to foot.

      The suddenly moving hands.

      The rapid eye movement.

      Yes, Ian Cole was in full avoidance mode, exhibiting the number-one classic sign—sidestepping the question.

      “Ian, when you say revising, what you really mean is—”

      His gaze met hers finally. Clear, brown and full of truth. A truth he didn’t want to tell her.

      “Ghost-writing. Miriam feels the pages you sent in have too much of an academic feel to them,” he said, cutting her off with a hint of apology in his voice.

      At least he was honest. Disappointed, she slumped against a nearby column. The cool wood cut into the bare skin of her back, and she cringed.

      Obviously she’d failed in her quest to find the creative “wow” to impress her new publisher. Maybe her only shot at a publisher. This was a disaster. No one wanted her work in the academic field. Now it seemed no one wanted her work outside of it, either.

      Ava wanted to kick the wall in frustration. She hadn’t realized until just this moment how important doing this book on her own had been to her.

      “Have a seat,” she told him with a sigh.

      Quickly, he shifted his gear. With one direct look into her eyes he sat down. Was that concern she spotted in his gaze?

      Now that she knew what she was dealing with, she could move forward. Funny, she’d never acknowledged how correctly her mother had pegged her daughter’s personality. Mom had always compared her to a triangle: didn’t matter which way she pointed as long as she was moving in some direction.

      She’d never had her own apartment before. The closest thing she’d had to a home had been her dorm room. She had no idea if she’d placed the couch or the end tables in the right places, but she liked the final result, and that was all that mattered. She watched Ian look around.

      He finished his examination with a slow whistle between his teeth after looking up. “Wow, this is some place. That ceiling is amazing.”

      “It makes me feel like I’m not so boxed in. I like wide-open spaces.”

      “Yeah? Me, too.” A smile tugged at his top lip, and his gaze narrowed.

      For a moment, she met his eyes. Where had her instincts gone? She was supposed to be the expert. She should be the one to find common ground. That was how alliances were formed. And right now she sensed she needed Ian on her side to get what she wanted—to write this book on her own.

      On to step two: Slowly layer in personal experiences so that it’s harder for the target to say no. Her gaze slid upwards. “When I saw the high ceiling, I knew this had to be my apartment. This used to be an old warehouse.” She pointed to the exposed ductwork, painted a warm taupe. “The nearly floor-to-ceiling window allows in great natural light, which just feels more normal to me, even though I’m living six flights up.”

      “You spend a lot of time outdoors?”

      Ava laughed softly. “Since I can remember. Not many hotels in the isolated regions my parents took me to. My father liked to sleep under the stars.”

      “This your first time living in a city?” he asked.

      Questions. Of course, she should have realized. Ian was a reporter. He’d be a man who’d ask a lot of questions. Was she slipping that fast now that she wasn’t active in the field?

      Hmm. He was making her a subject. He’d apparently acquired his own approach—to remain distant.

      Questions were fine. She could handle questions. Her mission was to make sure her answers steered him away from viewing her as a writing project.

      “Other than college towns, I don’t think I’ve ever lived someplace with over a thousand people. To go to someplace with more than half a million people was a pretty big leap. I thought about living in the rural area of the state, then I figured, what the hell?”

      His brown gaze met hers. Did she see a bit of understanding in the depths of his eyes? Clearly he was a man who understood a what-the-hell? sentiment.

      “I have a gorgeous view of Oklahoma City’s skyline. The city is literally my backyard. And I have plenty of space to show off the artwork and sculptures I’ve collected from some of the places I’ve visited. Before he left, my brother installed shelving on almost every available wall space.” She loved the results.

      Ian nodded, and ran his finger along the fine woodwork of the nearest bookcase. His hands were work-rough appealing. Obviously he didn’t use a phone or computer to do his research, he was in the field. Just like her.

      Ava smiled when she realized his attention had settled on a small collection of naked fertility goddesses.

      “Ah, you’ve found my harem. As you can see, most fertility deities are shown with large breasts and protruding bellies.”

      Ian pointed to Danisis, a voluptuous-looking goddess. “She’s different from the others.”

      “She’s my favorite. She’s the goddess of war and fertility. Kind of ironic, huh? One destroys life, the other creates it. I love the spear she’s carrying, the detail work is amazing. There’s a very erotic love-play ritual associated with her.”

      His hand lowered and he went back to his bags. “Where do you want me to stash my gear? I’ll need to plug in my laptop. My battery’s shot—I used it on the plane.”

      “We can just use my computer. My manuscript is already right there.”

      Ian shook his head. “It would work better to use my laptop. First, if we go from your manuscript, it’ll be too tempting to use what’s already there. We need to start fresh. A total rewrite.”

      She took a deep breath, steeling herself for her next question. She had to know. “It was that bad, huh?”

      The left side of his mouth lifted. Was that almost a smile? “A woman who wants me to tell it like it is.”

      “Always,” she replied. She wasn’t one for sugar-coating, she wanted total honesty.

      “It sucked. And not in a good way.”

      Ava gasped. Okay, maybe not that much honesty. “Is there a good way to suck?” she asked.

      Ian coughed behind his hand, then looked at her strangely. “If you were going for campy humor, then bad writing can make it more fun. Sometimes. Probably never.”

      She nodded. A flash of alarm crossed Ian’s face. His eyes widened, and for a moment Ava was confused.

      “Your concept is excellent,” he hastily reassured her. Awkwardly. What did he think she was going to do, cry? That explained the alarm she’d sensed in him a moment ago. Often in patriarchal societies, men backed away from tears. Anything squishy, like emotions, were very much off limits.

      “Thanks,” she told him firmly. But he didn’t need to worry about her. This was science. There was no emotion in science.

      “It’s just the writing. The rituals and foods you chose were perfect examples of new and unusual, yet didn’t morph into the freak zone.”

      Her eyes narrowed. That would be a relief for

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