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Watch any banquet hanger-on caressed. Shall someone else, some man, grow warmer in my place, 5 Arms round your neck in casual embrace? No wonder that the wedding of Atrax’s daughter Drew both those men and half-men to the slaughter! But not for me some Centaur’s home; my members mean To have you like a man’s. That’s plainly seen. 10 So memorize what you must do (don’t give the South Wind or the East these words fresh from my mouth): Arrive before him. As to why, I cannot say: What could we do? Come early anyway. Then when he lies down on the couch, go modestly, 15 But brush against my foot in secrecy. And watch my subtle looks, my eyes, communicate; Catch all my hints … and then reciprocate. Arch words that make no sound will speak from silent brows. Observe my hands; in wine, they’ll trace my vows. 20 When you are thinking of our hungry, errant hands, Finger your cheeks as if with blushing brands. Or if you’re harboring against me some complaint, Tug gently on your earlobe as a feint. My darling, when I speak and you approve the sound, 25 Then smile … and twirl one of your rings around. Hands down like those in prayer, palm the banquet table … To wish him all the curses you are able. The wine he stirs for you, let your husband drink—take heed! Then whisper your choice to the ganymede. 30 The cup that’s been refilled, I’ll take and drink from first, Sipping from where your lips have quenched their thirst. If he should offer you some dainty that he’s tasted, Refuse your husband’s food; let it be wasted. Don’t let him throw his arms around your slender shoulder 35 Or draw you to that chest hard as a boulder. Make sure his nimble fingers never find your breast. Don’t let him kiss you—this above the rest! Just let his lips touch yours and I’ll stand up and swear They’re mine, revealing my love then and there. 40 But these are open torts; the robe you wear, my dear, Hides things that fill me with a cold, blind fear. Don’t let your thigh touch his; don’t let his brush your leg. Your soft foot touch his rough one? No, I beg! I fear so much because I’ve boldly done it, too. 45 See how my own acts act like rack and screw, So often have we two too fast made sweetest haste, Beneath unfastened robes, to touch and taste. Do as I say, not as we do: lest someone think So, let your tell-tale cloak slip off and slink. 50 Keep urging him to drink, not kiss. There, draw the line. And while he drinks, in secret add more wine. Then when he’s been put down in just this vinous sleep, Pure chance will show the counsel we’re to keep. When you get up to go and everybody rises, 55 Get thronged about—and wait for my surprises. (You’ll find me in that crowd, or else be found by me: Touch any part of me you cannot see.) But what’s the use? All this is only good for hours, Then night will ban me from you with its powers. 60 At night your husband locks you in, and I, half gone In grief, will stand outside your door till dawn. Cold iron door! That man will kiss—and rub and paw! With you, what’s love with me, with him is law. But give against your will—you can—as if coerced. 65 Show him a deaf, dumb Venus at her worst. Give him no pleasure, if my words have any weight; If not, please don’t be pleased at any rate. But come what may, tomorrow, say in constancy You gave him nothing you have given me. 70

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