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(he could have taken a couple more because foreign tongues gave up their secrets to him without a struggle) – his privileged circumstances created suspicion.

      Through the grimy windows of the coach he could see blue and pink wooden cottages tucked away among birch and pines; then the first scattered outposts of Moscow, new apartment blocks climbing on the shoulders of old houses.

      Pride expanded inside him. So much achieved during his lifetime! What scared him was the gathering threat to the achievement. War. Fermented in the east by Japan and in the west by Germany. Viktor, orphan of war, was a preacher of peace. Russia had most certainly had her fill of war, but would the belligerents of the world let her rest?

      By the time he and Anna alighted from the bus and made their way towards her lodgings in the Arbat her mood had changed. She seemed to regret what she had proposed.

      ‘Of course you don’t have to go,’ she said and, when he protested, she insisted: ‘No, I mean it. You’re entitled to your opinions. I was being possessive.’

      ‘No, I must go,’ confident that in any case there would be nothing to see.

      It was early evening and heat trapped in the narrow streets of leaning houses engulfed them. In the distance they could hear the rumbling of a summer storm.

      She slipped on the cobblestones and he held her and she leaned against him.

      She said: ‘There’s no one in the house. Would you like to come in and I’ll make some tea?’ and he said he would, but he wasn’t thinking about tea and his double standards surprised him; an hour ago they had been snapping at each other like wayward husband and nagging wife.

      She slid the key into the door of the tenement owned by a baker and his wife. The stairs creaked beneath their feet, splintering the silence.

      Her room was a revelation. He had expected garish touches, photographs of film stars, vivid posters from Georgia, beads and powder scattered on the dressing-table. But it was a shy, chaste place and he wondered if he had misjudged her. On the mantelpiece above the iron fireplace stood a photograph of her parents, and the only beads on the dressing table were those strung on a rosary … So even she had to admit that you were still free in Russia to worship whatever god you chose.

      She lit a gas-ring in the corner of the room, put a blackened kettle on it and sliced a lemon. ‘What are we doing this evening?’ she asked.

      ‘Whatever you like.’ He was fascinated by the change in her.

      ‘You know something? You’re the first man who’s ever been up here.’

      He believed her.

      ‘I always kept it reserved for … for someone special.’

      ‘I’m honoured,’ he said inadequately.

      ‘How do you like your tea?’

      ‘Hot and strong,’ he told her.

      ‘I wish I had a samovar. Perhaps one day. But I have a little caviar.’

      She poured the tea in two porcelain cups and spread caviar on fingers of black bread.

      As he sipped his tea, sharp with lemon, he said softly: ‘You know you really should take care. Your talk, it’s too bold. It will get you into trouble.’

      ‘So, who would care?’ She was estranged from her parents; he didn’t know why.

      ‘I would care.’

      ‘But we must be free, Viktor.’

      ‘Aren’t we?’

      She shook her head sadly. ‘Let’s not start that again.’ She popped a finger of bread loaded with glistening black roe into her mouth.

      ‘I’ll tell you what I’ll do. After I’ve been to this place that Professor Nikolai Vasilyev babbles about I’ll prove to you that this is a free country.’

      ‘You really believe it, don’t you?’

      ‘We’ll each try to prove our points.’

      ‘And yet by warning me to watch my tongue you disprove yours … But enough of that. Here, have some more tea.’ She poured a scalding stream into his cup. ‘How about going to the Tchaikovsky?’

      Her suggestion was hardly inventive: they went there most evenings since they had paired off together. It was a student café, strident with debate and none too clean; but the beer was cheap and the company stimulating.

      ‘Why not?’

      ‘Do you mind looking the other way while I change?’

      He stared through the window thinking how strange it was that a girl who only that afternoon had lain half naked beneath him in the forest should suddenly be overcome by modesty.

      Suddenly thunder cracked overhead. The first blobs of rain hit the window and slid down in rivulets. Behind him he heard the rustle of clothing.

      Another crack of thunder and he turned and she was naked and he reached for her

      *

      The summons came ten days later.

      His father took the call in the living room.

      ‘It’s that girl,’ he said, exuding displeasure, and handed the receiver to Viktor.

      ‘Do you still want to go through with it?’ Anna asked.

      ‘Of course. Where shall I meet you?’ He wanted to stop her from committing any indiscretion on the phone. But why should I worry?

      ‘Nikolai says—’

      ‘Forget about Nikolai,’ he broke in. ‘Just tell me where to meet you.’

      ‘At the Tchaikovsky in half an hour. But Viktor—’

      ‘I’ll be there.’ He hung up.

      He glanced at his watch. Six pm.

      ‘That girl,’ his father said, stroking his grey-streaked beard. ‘Anna, isn’t it?’

      ‘How did you know her name?’

      ‘I’ve heard you talk about her.’

      Viktor who didn’t remember ever discussing her said: ‘Well, what about her?’

      ‘I’ve heard,’ his father said, ‘that she’s a bit of a firebrand.’ His voice didn’t carry authority; but it was a voice that wasn’t used to being contradicted.

      ‘Really? Who told you that?’

      ‘We get a lot of people from the university in the library.’

      ‘And they thought fit to discuss your son’s friends with you? Your adopted son,’ he added because he was angry.

      ‘Just one of your friends. They seemed to think that she wasn’t desirable company.’

      ‘What were they implying? That she was a whore?’

      ‘Viktor!’ exclaimed his mother who had just entered the room, clean and bright from a good dusting that morning.

      ‘I’m sorry, mama, I didn’t know you were there.’

      ‘What sort of excuse is that? I won’t have that sort of language in my house.’ With one finger she dabbed at a trace of pollen that had fallen from a vase of roses on the table.

      Viktor turned to his father. ‘Why did they think she was undesirable, whoever they are?’

      ‘Apparently she has an ungovernable tongue.’ He had a way of emphasing long words as though he had just invented them.

      ‘She’s got spirit if that’s what you mean.’

      ‘Misdirected by all accounts. I really think, Viktor, that you should give her up.’

      ‘There must be some nice

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