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time. ‘It’s all so easy for you, isn’t it Stephen? Running around like a knight in shining armour dealing out justice right, left, and centre. But you don’t know what it’s like to have as little as I have. Maybe, if you did, you wouldn’t be so happy to throw it all away.’

      ‘What’s that supposed to mean?’

      ‘I won’t get involved. That’s what.’

      ‘You weren’t so reluctant when it came to dragging me round to Dad’s window last night, were you?’

      But Silas would say nothing more. It was as if a wall had gone up between them, and they walked back to the house in an angry silence.

      Outside the front door Stephen put his hand on his brother’s arm, determined to make one last effort to get him to change his mind.

      ‘This is about more than you and me, can’t you see that, Silas? This is about right and wrong. You’ve got to draw the line somewhere. You’ve got to stand up and be counted.’

      Stephen could feel Silas’s arm tighten under his hand. Silas hated to be touched. But Stephen didn’t let go. He needed an answer.

      Finally Silas looked up into his brother’s eyes, and Stephen felt the distance between them open like a chasm.

      ‘Count me out,’ said Silas. He almost spat out the words.

      And Stephen lost his temper. Letting go of Silas’s arm, he raised his open hand in one fluid movement and smacked his brother across the face. Immediately he regretted what he had done, but it was too late. Silas gave him one last look of pure hatred and ran into the house.

      Sitting in his prison cell, Stephen remembered that look in Silas’s eye. Did his brother hate him still? Stephen didn’t know. The truth was that Stephen could not read Silas. He had always been the opposite of Stephen. He held everything back, while Stephen wore his heart on his sleeve. Stephen was always the favourite, and yet Silas never complained, never protested, not even about Stephen’s staying at home all the time he was away at school. There was something unknowable about Silas, and Stephen had always felt the distance between them as a reproach. He couldn’t help it that he was the natural son, the favoured child, but it still made him feel guilty. Stephen wanted to be a good person, and Silas made him feel that he wasn’t.

      As he grew older, Silas had seemed to cultivate a studied politeness. He spoke slowly and carefully, as if he had thought out exactly what he was going to say before he said it, and sometimes he seemed just like a puppet master, watching events that he had set in motion but refusing to participate in any of them. It was Silas who had engineered Stephen’s estrangement from their father and had then reunited them less than a month before the old man’s murder. Why? John Swift wanted Stephen to point the gun at his brother, but Stephen wouldn’t – or couldn’t. To accuse Silas would be to betray himself. It wasn’t Silas who had shot their father in France or sent the blackmail letter. That was Carson. But Carson was dead. And if it wasn’t Carson who had shot John Cade, then who had? Who had?

      Stephen had never forgotten that day when he broke with his father. For the first and last time in his life, he rushed into the study without knocking. And looking up from a manuscript, Cade had needed no more than a moment to know that the time for pretending was over. He sat back in his chair and sighed, waiting for what was to come.

      ‘You lied to me,’ Stephen shouted with tears in his eyes. ‘Everything you’ve ever said was lies.’

      ‘Who told you?’ asked Cade, ignoring his son’s accusation.

      ‘You did,’ said Stephen with a bitter laugh. ‘I heard you talking last night. In here. You’re guilty, Dad. Guilty of everything.’

      But Cade did not react to Stephen’s anger. He sat silently, looking up at his son as if he was measuring him, and this only served to enrage Stephen further.

      ‘Why?’ he asked, half-shouting, half-crying. ‘Just tell me why!’

      ‘It was an accident,’ the old man said. ‘Things got out of hand.’

      ‘An accident! Killing all those innocent people. It was a massacre. That’s what it was.’

      But Cade shrugged his shoulders and opened his hands, neither agreeing nor disagreeing. ‘It was a long time ago,’ he said.

      Stephen was dumbstruck, horrified by his father’s apparent indifference to the enormity of his crime.

      ‘So what are you going to do, Stephen?’ the old man asked after a while, breaking the silence.

      ‘Do? I don’t know. I haven’t thought about it.’

      ‘Well, before you do anything, think what a trial will do to me. It’ll kill me, you know. I’m not a well man, Stephen.’

      Stephen looked at his father, disgusted by the pleading tone in his voice.

      ‘This isn’t about you,’ he said. ‘It’s about what’s right and wrong.’

      ‘All right. Well, think of your mother then, if you don’t care about me. Is this what she would have wanted? To have her family disgraced?’

      ‘It’s you who did that. Not me.’

      ‘Please, Stephen. I haven’t much longer to live. You know that. Going to the police won’t solve anything.’

      Suddenly Stephen felt deflated. The fight went out of him as he realized that there was nothing he could do to change the past. His father was right. A trial would achieve nothing.

      ‘What about Carson?’ he asked in a flat voice, keeping his eyes on the floor.

      ‘What about him?’

      ‘If I keep quiet, Carson goes free. You’ll call that psycho off. Yes?’

      ‘Yes, I swear it. On Clara’s grave I swear it,’ said Cade, suddenly animated as he sensed the chance of escape for the first time.

      Stephen didn’t know whether to believe his father or not. All he knew was that he had gone as far as he could go. He felt torn up inside. He couldn’t stand to spend another minute in the man’s presence.

      ‘You’re not my father,’ he said flatly. ‘Not any more. I’m going, and I’m not coming back.’

      But it hadn’t been that easy. The shame had followed Stephen wherever he went, growing inside him like a tumour, until he had finally gone home and ended up sitting in this prison cell, fighting for his life, paying for his father’s crimes.

      CHAPTER 7

      Trave arrived late, anxious to avoid if possible another encounter with Thompson, and earned himself a malevolent glance from the judge as the swing door banged closed behind him and he took a seat at the side of the court.

      Silas was already in the witness box, and he kept his eyes fixed firmly on the floor as he answered the prosecutor’s questions, studiously avoiding the eager stare of his brother, who was gazing at him expectantly across the well of the courtroom. Trave realized that it must be four months or more since the two had last met.

      Unsurprisingly, Silas looked more ill at ease than when Trave had seen him at the manor house the day before, but there was the same lack of expression in his voice as he answered the prosecutor’s questions, and the way he always seemed to think before he spoke made Trave more sure than ever that the young man was hiding something. Not for the first time Trave wished that he’d had the chance to interrogate Silas in that same windowless interview room at the back of Oxford Police Station, where he had questioned Stephen on the day after the murder. The trouble was that the evidence against the younger brother was just too strong. Trave had had no option but to charge the boy, and that had put an end to further investigation. Trave stirred in his seat, trying unsuccessfully to shake off his frustration and concentrate on the evidence.

      ‘How would you describe the relationship between

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