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said Jan. “That wasn’t my fault, either. I doubt they’ve placed me far too high.”

      “But how did you manage to get half so high?” asked Evan, with a further ingenuous display of what was in his mind.

      “Well, there was the vicar, to begin with.”

      “That old sinner!” said Evan.

      “I used to go to him three nights a week.”

      “Now I remember.”

      “Then you heard what happened when my father died?”

      “Yes.”

      “It would be a surprise to you, Master Evan?”

      It had been on the tip of his tongue more than once, but until now he had found no difficulty in keeping it there. Yet directly they got back to the old days, out it slipped without a moment’s warning.

      “You’d better not call me that again,” said Evan, dryly.

      “I won’t.”

      “Unless you want the whole school to know!”

      “You see, my mother’s friends – ”

      “I know. I’ve heard all about it. I always had heard – about your mother.”

      Jan had only heard that pitiful romance from his father’s dying lips; it was then the boy had promised to obey her family in all things, and his coming here was the first thing of all. He said as much in his own words, which were bald and broken, though by awkwardness rather than emotion. Then Evan asked, as it were in his stride, if Jan’s mother’s people had a “nice place,” and other questions which might have betrayed to a more sophisticated observer a wish to ascertain whether they really were gentlefolk as alleged. Jan answered that it was “a nice enough place”; but he pointed to a photograph in an Oxford frame – the photograph of a large house reflected in a little artificial lake – a house with a slate roof and an ornamental tower, and no tree higher than the first-floor windows.

      “That’s a nicer place,” said Jan, with a sigh.

      “I daresay,” Evan acquiesced, with cold complacency.

      “There’s nothing like that in Norfolk,” continued Jan, with perfect truth. “Do you remember the first time you took me up to the tower?”

      “I can’t say I do.”

      “What! not when we climbed out on the roof?”

      “I’ve climbed out on the roof so often.”

      “And there’s our cottage chimney; and just through that gate we used to play 'snob’!”

      Evan did not answer. He had looked at his watch, and was taking down some books. The hint was not to be ignored.

      “Well, I only came to say it wasn’t my fault,” said Jan. “I never knew they were going to send me to the same school as you, or they’d have had a job to get me to come.”

      “Why?” asked Evan, more stiffly than he had spoken yet. “I shan’t interfere with you.”

      “I’m sure you won’t!” cried Jan, with the bitterness which had been steadily gathering in his heart.

      “Then what’s the matter with you? Do you think I’m going to tell the whole school all about you?”

      Jan felt that he was somehow being put in the wrong; and assisted in the process by suddenly becoming his most sullen self.

      “I don’t know,” he answered, hanging his head.

      “You don’t know! Do you think I’d think of such a thing?”

      “I think a good many would.”

      “You think I would?”

      “I don’t say that.”

      “But you think it?”

      Evan pressed him hotly.

      “I don’t think anything; and I don’t care what anybody thinks of me, or what anybody knows!” cried Jan, not lying, but speaking as he had suddenly begun to feel.

      “Then I don’t know why on earth you came to me,” said Evan scornfully.

      “No more do I,” muttered Jan; and out he went into the quad, and crossed it with a flaming face. But at the further side he turned. Evan’s door was still open, as Jan had left it, but Evan had not come out.

      Jan found him standing in the same attitude, with the book he had taken down, still unopened in his hand, and a troubled frown upon his face.

      “What’s the matter now?” asked Evan.

      “I’m sorry – Devereux!”

      “So am I.”

      “I might have known you wouldn’t tell a soul.”

      “I think you might.”

      “And of course I don’t want a soul to know. I thought I didn’t care a minute ago. But I do care, more than enough.”

      “Well, no one shall hear from me. I give you my word about that.”

      “Thank you!”

      Jan was holding out his hand.

      “Oh, that’s all right.”

      “Won’t you shake hands?”

      “Oh, with pleasure, if you like.”

      But the grip was all on one side.

      CHAPTER VII

      REASSURANCE

      Jan went back to his house in a dull glow of injury and anger. But he was angriest with himself, for the gratuitous and unwonted warmth with which he had grasped an unresponsive hand. And the sense of injury abated with a little honest reflection upon its cause. After all, with such a different relationship so fresh in his mind, the Master Evan of the other day could hardly have said more than he had said this afternoon; in any case he could not have promised more. Jan remembered his worst fears; they at least would never be realised now. And yet, in youth, to escape the worst is but to start sighing for the best. Evan might be loyal enough. But would he ever be a friend? Almost in his stride Jan answered his own question with complete candour in the negative; and having faced his own conclusion, thanked his stars that Evan and he were in different houses and different forms.

      Shockley was lounging against the palings outside the door leading to the studies; the spot appeared to be his favourite haunt. It was an excellent place for joining a crony or kicking a small boy as he passed. Jan was already preparing his heart for submission to superior force, and his person for any violence, when Shockley greeted him with quite a genial smile.

      “Lot o’ parcels for you, Tiger,” said he. “I’ll give you a hand with ’em, if you like.”

      “Thank you very much,” mumbled Jan, quite in a flutter. “But where will they be?”

      “Where will they be?” the other murmured under his breath. “I’ll show you, Tiger.”

      Jan could not help suspecting that Carpenter might be right after all. He had actually done himself good by his display of spirit in the quad! Young Petrie had been civil to him within an hour, and here was Shockley doing the friendly thing before the afternoon was out. He had evidently misjudged Shockley; he tried to make up for it by thanking him nearly all the way to the hall, which was full of fellows who shouted an embarrassing greeting as the pair passed the windows. They did not go into the hall, however, but stopped at the slate table at the foot of the dormitory stairs. It was covered with parcels of all sizes, on several of which Rutter read his name.

      “Tolly-sticks – don’t drop ’em,” said Shockley, handing one of the parcels. “This feels like your table-cloth; that must be tollies; and all the rest are books. I’ll help you carry them over.”

      “I can manage, thanks,” said Jan, uncomfortably. But Shockley would not hear of his “managing,” and led the way back past the windows,

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