LITMIR.BIZ

Скачать книгу

black lace of her sleeves, and the gold threads in her soft masses of chestnut hair sparkling in the light of the shaded lamp behind her. The slight contraction of her eyebrows and the mutinous downward curve of her mouth seemed expressive of boredom.

      "What a dreadfully long time mamma is over that letter!" she said at last. "I think I'd better go and hurry her up."

      "Please don't – unless you are particularly anxious to get rid of me."

      "I thought you seemed particularly anxious to escape," she said coldly. "And, as a family, we have certainly taken up quite enough of your time for one day."

      "That is not the way you used to talk at St. Luc!" he said.

      "At St. Luc? Perhaps not. But in London everything is so different, you see."

      "Very different."

      "When one meets people abroad who – who seem at all inclined to be sociable," she continued, "one is so apt to think them pleasanter than they really are. Then one meets them again, and – and wonders what one ever saw to like in them. And it's no use pretending one feels the same, because they generally understand sooner or later. Don't you find that?"

      "I do, indeed," he said, wincing, "though I don't know what I've done to deserve that you should tell me so!"

      "Oh, I was not blaming you. You have been most angelic. I can't think how papa could have expected you to take all that trouble for him – still, you did, though you must have simply hated it."

      "But, good heavens! don't you know I should be only too delighted to be of the least service to him – or to any of you?"

      "You looked anything but delighted when you came in just now; you looked as if your one idea was to get it over as soon as you could. You know perfectly well you're longing now for mother to finish her letter and set you free. Do you really think I can't see that?"

      "If all that is true, or partly true," said Horace, "can't you guess why?"

      "I guessed how it was when you called here first that afternoon. Mamma had asked you to, and you thought you might as well be civil; perhaps you really did think it would be pleasant to see us again – but it wasn't the same thing. Oh, I saw it in your face directly – you became conventional and distant and horrid, and it made me horrid too; and you went away determined that you wouldn't see any more of us than you could help. That's why I was so furious when I heard that papa had been to see you, and with such an object."

      All this was so near the truth, and yet missed it with such perverse ingenuity, that Horace felt bound to put himself right.

      "Perhaps I ought to leave things as they are," he said, "but I can't. It's no earthly use, I know; but may I tell you why it really was painful to me to meet you again? I thought you were changed, that you wished to forget, and wished me to forget – only I can't – that we had been friends for a short time. And though I never blamed you – it was natural enough – it hit me pretty hard – so hard that I didn't feel anxious to repeat the experience."

      "Did it hit you hard?" said Sylvia, softly. "Perhaps I minded too, just a very little. However," she added, with a sudden smile, that made two enchanting dimples in her cheeks, "it only shows how much more sensible it is to have things out. Now perhaps you won't persist in keeping away from us?"

      "I believe," said Horace, gloomily, still determined not to let any direct avowal pass his lips, "it would be best that I should keep away."

      Her half-closed eyes shone through their long lashes; the violets on her breast rose and fell. "I don't think I understand," she said, in a tone that was both hurt and offended.

      There is a pleasure in yielding to some temptations that more than compensates for the pain of any previous resistance. Come what might, he was not going to be misunderstood any longer.

      "If I must tell you," he said, "I've fallen desperately, hopelessly, in love with you. Now you know the reason."

      "It doesn't seem a very good reason for wanting to go away and never see me again. Does it?"

      "Not when I've no right to speak to you of love?"

      "But you've done that!"

      "I know," he said penitently; "I couldn't help it. But I never meant to. It slipped out. I quite understand how hopeless it is."

      "Of course, if you are so sure as all that, you are quite right not to try."

      "Sylvia! You can't mean that – that you do care, after all?"

      "Didn't you really see?" she said, with a low, happy laugh. "How stupid of you! And how dear!"

      He caught her hand, which she allowed to rest contentedly in his. "Oh, Sylvia! Then you do – you do! But, my God, what a selfish brute I am! For we can't marry. It may be years before I can ask you to come to me. You father and mother wouldn't hear of your being engaged to me."

      "Need they hear of it just yet, Horace?"

      "Yes, they must. I should feel a cur if I didn't tell your mother, at all events."

      "Then you shan't feel a cur, for we'll go and tell her together." And Sylvia rose and went into the farther room, and put her arms round her mother's neck. "Mother darling," she said, in a half whisper, "it's really all your fault for writing such very long letters, but – but – we don't exactly know how we came to do it – but Horace and I have got engaged somehow. You aren't very angry, are you?"

      "I think you're both extremely foolish," said Mrs. Futvoye, as she extricated herself from Sylvia's arms and turned to face Horace. "From all I hear, Mr. Ventimore, you're not in a position to marry at present."

      "Unfortunately, no" said Horace; "I'm making nothing as yet. But my chance must come some day. I don't ask you to give me Sylvia till then."

      "And you know you like Horace, mother!" pleaded Sylvia. "And I'm ready to wait for him, any time. Nothing will induce me to give him up, and I shall never, never care for anybody else. So you see you may just as well give us your consent!"

      "I'm afraid I've been to blame," said Mrs. Futvoye. "I ought to have foreseen this at St. Luc. Sylvia is our only child, Mr. Ventimore, and I would far rather see her happily married than making what is called a 'grand match.' Still, this really does seem rather hopeless. I am quite sure her father would never approve of it. Indeed, it must not be mentioned to him – he would only be irritated."

      "So long as you are not against us," said Horace, "you won't forbid me to see her?"

      "I believe I ought to," said Mrs. Futvoye; "but I don't object to your coming here occasionally, as an ordinary visitor. Only understand this – until you can prove to my husband's satisfaction that you are able to support Sylvia in the manner she has been accustomed to, there must be no formal engagement. I think I am entitled to ask that of you."

      She was so clearly within her rights, and so much more indulgent than Horace had expected – for he had always considered her an unsentimental and rather worldly woman – that he accepted her conditions almost gratefully. After all, it was enough for him that Sylvia returned his love, and that he should be allowed to see her from time to time.

      "It's rather a pity," said Sylvia, meditatively, a little later, when her mother had gone back to her letter-writing, and she and Horace were discussing the future; "it's rather a pity that you didn't manage to get something at that sale. It might have helped you with papa."

      "Well, I did get something on my own account," he said, "though I don't know whether it is likely to do me any good with your father." And he told her how he had come to acquire the brass bottle.

      "And you actually gave a guinea for it?" said Sylvia, "when you could probably get exactly the same thing, only better, at Liberty's for about seven-and-sixpence! Nothing of that sort has any charms for papa, unless it's dirty and dingy and centuries old."

      "This looks all that. I only bought it because, though it wasn't down on the catalogue, I had a fancy that it might interest the Professor."

      "Oh!" cried Sylvia, clasping her pretty hands, "if only it does, Horace! If it turns out to be tremendously rare and valuable! I do believe

Скачать книгу