Дневник неудачника. Том 1. Requiem… - Сергей Котелевский

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время думал о моем дорожном одеяле, а еще точнее – думал о тех концентрических кругах, что разошлись бы по истории, расстели я на ней мое пуховое одеяло… Я думал о том месте, где моя истерзанная ненавистным ненастьем душа в последние двадцать четыре часа тёрлась о позвонки…

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      Если петь – то о чем?.. Говорить – к чему? Не знаю. Вот и молчу и молча сгораю в своих «хочу», в диких желаниях выорать людям всё, что во мне происходит, и то, что рядом нащупываю обессилевшей рукою и взглядом и чего ещё не пойму… Да и важно ли это? Я всего-то лишь человек, навек осуждённый петь…

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