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свой сон».

      Поцелуй… в лоб! Поцелуй – лишь во сне!

      Но недавний поцелуй слетает с моего грустного лба…

      Но из лета никогда не вернуться живительному соку,

      И заря никогда не одолеет ночь (пер. с франц.).

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      Поцелуй в лоб! Все мое существо дрожит,

      И кажется, кровь возобновляет свой круг…

      Дитя! – Не рассказывайте Ваших снов никому

      И не грезьте никогда – или – мечтайте всегда! (пер. с франц.).

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