Grasshopper Jungle - Andrew Smith

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of it, Porcupine.”

      Robby called me Porcupine because of how I wore my hair. I didn’t mind. Everyone else called me Austin.

      Austin Szerba.

      It is Polish.

      Sometimes, in wonder, I can marvel at the connections that spiderweb through time and place; how a dying bull in Tsarist Russia may have been responsible for the end of the world in Ealing, Iowa.

      It is the truth.

      When he was a young man, Andrzej Szczerba, who was my great-great-great-grandfather, was exiled from his home in a small farming village called Kowale. Andrzej Szczerba had been involved in a radical movement to resist the imposition of Russian language and culture on Poles. Andrzej, like many Polish boys, hoped that one day his country, which had been treated like a sausage between the dog jaws of selfish neighboring empires, would be able to stand on its own.

      It was a good idea, but it was not going to happen in Andrzej’s lifetime.

      So Andrzej was forced to leave Kowale—and travel to Siberia.

      He did not get very far.

      The train carrying the exiled Andrzej derailed when it struck a dying bull that had collapsed on the tracks. It was a terrible accident. Andrzej was left, presumed dead, abandoned in the middle of a snowy field.

      Andrzej Szczerba wore a silver medallion with an image of Saint Casimir, who was the patron saint of Poland, on a chain around his neck. He believed Saint Casimir had saved his life in the train wreck, and every day for the rest of his life, Andrzej would kiss the medal and say a prayer, thanking Saint Casimir.

      It was a fortunate thing for me that Andrzej Szczerba did not die in that snowy field. Wounded, he walked for two days until he came to the town of Hrodna, where he hid from the Russians and ultimately married a Polish girl named Aniela Masulka, who was my great-great-great-grandmother.

      Andrzej’s healthy Polish semen made four Catholic children with Aniela—two boys and two girls.

      Only one of them, his youngest son, Krzys, would ever end up near Ealing, Iowa.

      This is my history.

      WE LEANED OUR backs against the cinder-block wall, smoking in the cut of shade from a green rolling dumpster, and at just about the same time I talked Robby into taking his car to drive us over to Shann Collin’s new old house, I looked up and noticed the population of Grasshopper Jungle had increased uncomfortably.

      Four boys from Herbert Hoover High, the public school, had been watching us while they leaned against the galvanized steel railing along the edge of the stairway we had been using for a ramp.

      “Candy Cane faggots, getting ready to make out with each other in Piss Alley.”

      The Candy Cane thing—that was what Hoover Boys enjoyed calling boys from Curtis Crane Lutheran Academy. Not just because it kind of rhymed. We had to wear ties to school. Whoever invented the uniform could have planned better to avoid the striped red-and-white design of them. Because when we’d wear our ties, white shirts, and blue sweaters with the little embroidered crosses inside bloodred hearts, you couldn’t help but think we looked like, well, patriotic, Christian-boy candy canes.

      But Robby and I weren’t big enough losers to still be wearing our uniforms while skating.

      Well, we weren’t so much skating as smoking cigarettes, actually.

      Robby wore a Hormel Spam T-shirt and baggy jeans with holes in them he sagged so low you could see half his citrus-motif boxers. They had oranges and lemons on them.

      Citrus does not grow in Iowa.

      I wore yellow-and-green basketball shorts and a black Orwells tee. So we didn’t look like candy cane boys.

      The Orwells are a punk band from Illinois.

      The other part—the faggot part—well, let’s just say Robby got picked on.

      A lot.

      I only knew one of the boys: Grant Wallace. It’s hard not to know pretty much every kid in a town the size of Ealing, even if you didn’t pay too much attention to people as a rule.

      However, I did know this: Grant and his friends were there for no other reason than to start crap.

      It was bound to be historic, too.

      And two 140-pound Candy Cane faggot sophomores with cigarettes and skateboards were not likely to stop anything four bored and corn-fed twelfth-graders from Hoover had in mind.

      Robby just sat back casually against the wall, puffing away on his cigarette.

      I couldn’t help but think he looked like a guy in one of those old black-and-white movies about firing squads and blindfolds and the Foreign Legion and shit like that.

      One of Grant’s friends, a pudgy guy with a face full of white-heads and only one eyebrow, took his cell phone out from his pocket and began recording video of us.

      Consult history: Nothing good ever happens when cell phones are used to record video.

      And I guess that was as good as Grant’s directorial cue to begin.

      “Let me and Tyler borrow you guys’ skateboards for a few minutes. We’ll bring them back.”

      Tyler must have been the mule-faced kid on Grant’s right, because he nodded, all excited, an encouragement for us to be cooperative Candy Cane faggots .

      But Robby said no before the question was entirely out of Grant’s mouth.

      The truth is—and history will back me up on this, too—that when kids like Grant ask kids like me and Robby if they can borrow stuff like skateboards, the boards are either going to get stolen, or the kids like me and Robby are going to be beaten up and then the boards are going to get stolen.

      The way kids like me and Robby get beaten up first is when one of them says no.

      History class is over for today.

      We got beaten up by Grant Wallace, Tyler, and some other kid who smelled like he had barf on his sleeves, while the fourth kid filmed it with his cell phone.

      Oh, and extra credit in history: You should never wear loose mesh basketball shorts and boxer underwear if you’re going to get kneed in the balls. Just so you know for the future.

      I don’t even think either one of us made it all the way to his feet before the kicks and punches started. Robby got a bloody nose.

      Grant took our boards and chucked them up onto the roof of The Pancake House .

      Then the four Hoover Boys took our shoes off and threw them on the roof, too.

      And if the boards didn’t make such a racket when they landed, Grant and his friends would have taken Robby’s and my pants and sent them up to shoe-and-skateboard heaven, too. But the Chinese guy named Louis who worked in the kitchen of The Pancake House stuck his face out the back door, and asked, politely, what we thought we were doing.

      I do not know what I thought I was doing.

      But that question, in itself, when asked by a Chinese pancake chef named Louis, was enough to make Grant and his friends call an end to their diversion.

      I was curled up on my side, cupping my nuts, while the sleeve of my black Orwells T-shirt adhered to some gooey piss stain on Grasshopper Jungle’s asphalt.

      Grant and the Hoover Boys left, and Louis, apparently satisfied with the lack of an answer to his rhetorical question about what we boys thought we were doing, shut the door.

      For a moment, I found myself wondering, too, why guys like Grant Wallace, who called guys like me and Robby Brees faggots, always seemed to take pleasure in removing the trousers of littler guys.

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