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wasn’t sure. He still wasn’t. “We were never that close. Rik was always our father’s favourite son, the one most like him.”

      “That doesn’t answer my question.” Her gaze sharpened. She wasn’t going to let him get away with the evasion.

      “Conflicted. I feel guilty that I didn’t make amends before he died. And of course I’ll miss him. He was a big presence in my life, even if we never saw eye to eye.”

      “I sense a ‘but’ in there.”

      He sucked in a deep breath. “But now that he’s gone, I feel as if I’m finally free of his expectations. Rik will take over the family business and I’m free to do what I want.”

      “How does your brother feel having to take over the business while you get to do whatever you want?”

      He shrugged. “Rik has always been big on duty and family too. He’s perfect for the job.”

      “And what is it you want to do with all this freedom?”

      This was how they’d talked last night. She hadn’t been afraid to ask him the hard questions. The déjà-vu was both surreal and reassuring. The same connection they’d had last night was still there. She understood him. She listened. It hadn’t been a mirage.

      “I want to live life on my own terms, doing what I want, going wherever I want, when I want.” He took her hand, entwining his fingers through hers. “And with whomever I want.”

      She caught the emphasis on his final word, and bit her lip. But she didn’t pull her hand away.

      “And I want to make good wine. There’s a tremendous amount of satisfaction in making something that brings joy to others, even if it is only for a fleeting moment in time. Yesterday you told me that’s exactly how your father felt about being a musician.”

      She nodded.

      “And you told me you want to live life on your own terms too.” He grinned. “In those exact words.”

      “I do.” She blushed as her words echoed between them. She shook her head. “But my terms don’t include marriage and children and mortgages.”

      He laughed. “I can promise you won’t ever have to worry about a mortgage with me. And I’m in no hurry for children.”

      “Tell me about your brother.” She was changing the subject, putting him off. That was fine by him. They had plenty of time to talk about starting a family of their own.

      “Rik and I have always been close, though I guess we’re like dark and light. He’s the serious, thoughtful, dutiful one, and I’m the easy-going, push-the-boundaries one.”

      She nodded again, expression thoughtful. “I never had any siblings. I’m always curious how other people manage to share their parents. I’m glad I never had to.”

      “We never needed to share either. Rik was always our father’s child, and I was our mother’s. She had a higher tolerance level.”

      “Were you that naughty? No, don’t answer that, of course you were.” She laughed, a husky, sensual sound. “But what are you doing here now? Shouldn’t you be with your family?”

      He shrugged. “I’m here for the same reason you are. To have a party and celebrate the fact that it feels good to be alive.”

      Amusement lit her eyes. “And you thought getting hitched was a great way to celebrate being alive?”

      “I didn’t expect to meet my one true love here in Vegas, but now it’s happened, everything’s changed. I’d rather be here with you than anywhere else in the world.”

      Her eyes narrowed. “You’re insane, you know that? You don’t surely believe in true love and fairy tales, and all that nonsense?”

      “Why not? Don’t you feel this connection between us?”

      “What I feel for you isn’t a connection. It’s lust. Pure and simple.”

      Pure and simple. Exactly the words he would have chosen for the state of his feelings for this wild, complicated, beautiful woman. But it wasn’t merely lust he was feeling. He was well acquainted with lust, and this was a whole lot more.

      But if that was all she would admit to, he could work with that.

      The waiter appeared at her elbow, sliding their plates onto the table. When he attempted to refill Phoenix’s wine glass, she put her hand over it. “No more for me.” She sent the waiter a smile that had the poor man near melting.

      “Is there anything else I can get you, ma’am?”

      “No, thank you.”

      Alone again, her smile dropped as she turned back to him. “So did your parents fall in love at first sight and live happily ever after then?”

      Max smiled, warmed by the memory of a family story he’d heard over and over. “Pretty much. It started as a business merger of sorts. She was a model, stunningly beautiful, and my father’s…board…decided she would bring a glamour and freshness to the company image. But from the moment they met, that was it. Destiny stepped in. By the time they married, they were very much in love, and haven’t spent a night apart since.”

      “This must be a tough time for her then. So you plan to drop in on her while she’s still in mourning and say ‘Hi Mom, this is my wife. I know you haven’t met her yet, but wey-hey it was love at first sight.’?”

      “I hadn’t thought that far ahead,” he admitted. “I tend to just go with the flow in life.” He stared at the reflections in the surface of the golden wine. “But I don’t want to keep this from her for too long – we don’t have secrets in our family. But you’re right, now probably wouldn’t be the best time to break the news. We’ll leave my family out of it for a while. But you’ll meet my Grandfather when we go back to Napa.”

      “I am not going anywhere with you. Except to find a lawyer to help us do whatever we need to do to erase the past twenty four hours.”

      She was certainly tenacious, he’d give her that. But if wine-making had taught him anything, it was patience. “Eat up. We have tickets for the show tonight.”

      “What show?”

      “Cirque du Soleil, of course.”

      Her eyes narrowed. “I couldn’t keep my mouth shut last night, could I?”

      “Is it so bad that I know so much about you, your dreams and desires, and want to make them happen? All you have to do is sit back and enjoy the ride.”

      She clamped her mouth shut and focused on her food but her demeanour still screamed defiance. Max could hardly blame her. If it was him with no memory of their marriage, he’d probably also balk at the thought of being trapped. No matter how gilded the cage.

      Only for him this didn’t feel like being trapped. It felt like coming home. It felt inevitable.

      So he humoured her mood. He had no doubt she’d thaw when she had some time to absorb last night’s events or remember them, whichever came first.

      By the time their chocolate soufflé and coffees arrived, she’d warmed enough to question him about his studies and about the vineyard. These were easy questions, readily answered without too much thought, and when they were done and he’d paid the bill, she even let him take her hand as they walked out the hotel.

      It was rather nice to walk hand in hand with a man who made her heart beat as fast as any adrenaline rush. They circled the vast plaza in front of the Bellagio Hotel and paused to look at the hundreds of fountains dancing in the waning light. A light breeze lifted the spray off the fountains and drifted it across to where they stood. The fine mist brought welcome relief from the heavy evening heat.

      The sky overhead was the colour of blood, full of the drama and passion that only the desert could produce, a million specks of dust reflecting

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