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won’t.”

      “At least that’s honest,” he muttered. “Several reasons were driving me at the time, but nothing excuses the way I acted. If my daughter had been old enough to express an opinion, she would have asked, ‘Why are you being so mean, Daddy?’”

      Brianna couldn’t help smiling. “I realized something was wrong, but you didn’t have to come here to explain.”

      “I disagree. If we could start again, I’d like to make up for it by taking you to dinner this evening. If you have other plans, then how about tomorrow night?”

      Her second invitation of the day.

      She couldn’t say yes to him either, but for an entirely different reason.

      Eli might be divorced, but he was still in love with his ex-wife. That made him off-limits to her. There was no way she dared accept an invitation to get to know him better.

      “I accept your apology, but dinner isn’t necessary.”

      “Then I did more damage than I thought,” he said, his voice husky.

      She shook her head. “Don’t be silly.” She took the few steps needed to open the front door so he would leave. “My aunt and uncle said your father was a true gentleman. Your visit here to make things right means it runs in your family. Consider that achieving your objective and have a lovely evening with your daughter, Eli.”

      He shoved the cowboy hat on his head at an angle and moved toward her. Beneath the brim, his shadowed gaze studied her features. “We’ll meet again soon. Good night, Brianna.”

      “Good night.”

      After locking the door, she rushed through the store to the back room, where she turned off all the lights except for the ones in the display windows. Her legs were still trembling when she got into her truck and headed home. On the way she stopped at a drive-through for some pizza and a soda.

      Once she got back, she didn’t go inside the house right away. Instead she ate in the truck and called her brother, hoping he was available to talk. Carol answered and told her he was out in one of the sheds, but she’d have him call her ASAP.

      No sooner did Brianna go inside the house than her phone rang. Seeing the caller ID, she hurried into the study and sat down on the couch. “Doug?”

      “Hi, Brianna. You kept your promise to call me this week. What’s up?”

      She loved her brother so much. “Can you talk?”

      “That’s what we’re doing, aren’t we?”

      “You know what I mean.”

      “I have all the time in the world for you. Carol’s fixing dinner. Go ahead and tell me what’s on your mind.”

      Brianna bit her lip. “I may have made a mistake tonight, and now I don’t know what to do.”

      “Do I dare assume this has to do with a man?”

      Clever Doug. His instincts were razor-sharp. “Yes.”

      “I take it he’s a good one.”

      “Yes, I know he is. He has the most adorable fourteen-month-old daughter.”

      “Is he single? A widower? Divorced? Wait—he’s not married, is he?”

      “Doug—”

      He chuckled. “You’ve got to give me more than a couple of yesses.”

      “I’m sorry. Let me ask you a hypothetical question. If you lost Carol—Heaven forbid if you did—how long do you think you’d stay in love with her?”

      “I would always love her, but I don’t think you can stay ‘in love’ forever because life has a way of evolving. I take it you’ve met a widower.”

      She breathed in deeply. “No. His ex-wife is alive, but he still wears his wedding ring.”

      “Yeah?” This after a brief silence. “That’s a tricky one.” It was not the response she’d been hoping for. “What mistake have you made, aside from falling for him?”

      “I haven’t fallen for him!”

      “Then why ask me for advice?”

      Brianna jumped up from the couch. “I barely know him, but I—I find him very attractive,” she stammered. “That’s all.”

      “Don’t forget the adorable daughter.”

      That wasn’t possible. Libby had his eyes.

      “I don’t want to be attracted to him.”

      Hearty laughter poured out of him. “Poor Brianna. After all those years of tying guys up in knots without compunction, you’ve found one who has turned the tables on you. What do you know...”

      “Please don’t make me feel worse.”

      “Now that I know a little more about the situation, how about telling me the nature of your second mistake?”

      There was no getting around this with Doug, not when she’d phoned him. “He came to the saddlery a little while ago to apologize to me for something and asked me out to dinner. I told him I forgave him but that dinner wasn’t necessary. Then I opened the door so he’d leave.”

      “And did he?”

      “Yes.”

      “Good for him.”

      She winced.

      “Why don’t you tell me what happened for him to come to the store wanting to tell you he was sorry?”

      “It’s complicated.”

      “With you it usually is. Go on.”

      She told him everything that had gone on since the night Eli had been so rude at the gem shop. Quiet reigned after she’d finished explaining. “Doug?”

      “You’re frightened. Can’t say I blame you, but he could still be wearing his wedding ring for a variety of reasons. At this early stage there’s only one question you have to ask yourself. Is he so important to you that you won’t be able to eat or sleep until you talk to him again and find out what’s going on with him? In a few days you’ll know if you can’t get him off your mind.”

      “I’m afraid I already know.” Her brother was right. “Thanks for listening to me.”

      “Anytime. Call me soon, okay?”

      “I promise.”

      “Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”

      She chuckled. “Love you.”

      “Love you, too.”

      She hung up, hugging her arms to her chest. Yes, she was afraid. Eli had loved another woman, married her, had a baby with her. How did you compete with those memories? Did Brianna even want to try if it turned out he was interested in her?

      Haunted by too many unanswerable questions, she went to her room and watched TV. Why did she have to meet a man who’d been married and had a past? A man who was still living in that past. A man with a darling little girl, who would remind him of his ex-wife every minute of their lives.

      Brianna had no idea how long she stayed awake, tormented. It was a miracle that she finally slept. But when she awakened, she discovered her pillow drenched in tears.

       Chapter Three

      Eli cut a banana into pieces and put them on the tray of Libby’s high chair. He ate one and then she ate one. Everything was a game with her.

      “Mom? Are you sure you don’t mind the applicants coming here this morning? I want to get your opinion before I

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